Chapter 20
On a most delicious day in December there is an air of unusual bustle and excitement over the manor. Outside the ground is covered with a deep mantle of glistening snow, and overhead the winter sun shines cold and clear from out of all to the deepest blue. Within the house wood fires are blazing on every hearth, and the atmosphere is filled
with the fragrance of fresh flowers which Helen's deft hands have just arranged in every available vase and bowl. Only yesterday the travellers from the other side arrived, Mrs Appleton supremely contented to be once more at home, Guy with the anticipation of his happiness lighting his whole face, and Jean as sweet and brave as ever, but with a deep sadness in her eyes, and looking such
frail and slender figure in her close fitting gown. Helen and Natalie had gone to town to meet them, and had brought them to Heatherford, for on the morrow all the old friends were to gather at the manor for Christmas, and the girls wanted one long quiet evening with Jean before the arrival of their guests. This homecoming was very hard for poor Jean, harder than she had anticipated, and when
the first little excitement of her meeting with Aunt Helen and the children was over, it required all her courage to keep her face bright and smiling, her voice gay and cheery. Everything spoke to her afar, and she sighed at it warily as she realised that all her journeyings had lessened not one whit the pain at her heart. As they gathered before the blazing logs in the drawing-room just after dinner to talk
over all that had happened since they parted, Helen's loving heart detected the undercurrent of pathos which ran through all Jean's spirited accounts of her travels and adventures, and she was tempted to speak just the few words which alone could bring back the sunny, lighthearted expression to Jean's face. She resisted the temptation, however, for she had given for her promise that his coming
on the morrow should be a complete surprise. He was to come out on an early train, so as to secure a quiet hour with Jean before the man was invaded by its other guests. Now he is almost due, and Helen's heart beats fast, and her eyes watch Jean's every moment as if she feared to let her out of her sight.
All the morning they have been dressing the house with Christmas greens, and Jean stands on tiptoe to fasten the last wreath over the fireplace, when a ringing of sleigh bells breaks the stillness of the snowy winter's day. Then there is a stamping of a man's foot on the veranda, and Helen opens wide the door to admit Valentine far.
Jean's back is toward him, and there is just a brief instant while she adjusts the last nail to secure the wreath before she turns. What a draught! Why didn't you close the— She begins.
Then, turning, the hammer she is holding falls to the ground with a crash, and her hand and her heart, her eyes wide open and startled, she stands facing Valentine far. In another instant Helen has closed the door and disappeared into the drawing-room, and far has taken Jean's hands on his own and is speaking to her in a voice grown very deep and tender.
Jean, my little love, have you no word of welcome for me? The blood rushes into her face, then ebbs away, leaving it even paler than before. Ah, I have frightened you, sweetheart. Far cries contritely. You are not very strong yet, are you, dear, but I have waited such a weary while.
I have been so miserable for a sight of your sweet face, and I could not wait to tell you that I love you. Surely you must have known it long ago, darling. Jean's head droops lower and lower, and she does not speak. I want you to be my wife, dear, far as tender voice goes on.
You will love me, Jean. Still she is silent, and far's face grows very white. What is it, Jean? Are you angry with me for speaking to you so abruptly? Oh, my love, my love, don't tell me that you cannot care for me.
Then Jean raises her eyes, and though the tears are shining in them, they are full of a great happiness. I do love you, dear, with all my heart and soul. She says very low, but quite steadily. Far's face above her is eloquent, and for the moment they have no need of words.
Then the tears brim over in Jean's eyes, and with a little tremulous cry she flings herself in his arms. Oh, Val, I have been so miserable. And Far, bending down, kisses her tenderly. Please, God, darling, no misery will ever again come to you through me.
A few hours later they all gather about the long dinner table, and in the pause that follows upon their being seated, old Mr. Bartle's sweet and tremulous voice asks grace. In simple heartfelt words he thanks God for the safe return of the travellers, and asks his tender blessing for one and all. Every head is reverently bent, and every heart echoes the earnest prayer.
This is a gala occasion, and in its honour Aunt Helen presides at the head of the table, and Willie and Larry, and even little Gladys, are present. With much ringing laughter and merriment the dinner hour passes. Jean's voice is as joyous as in the old days, and Helen, hearing the sweet sound, is filled with awe-whelming gratitude.
I tell you girls, Dick cries enthusiastically, this is a proud day for me. I feel that it is entirely owing to my watchful care of you all that these pleasant things have come to pass. Jean, my child, did I not present far to you? Jean laughs and blushes.
Oh, I don't know, Dick. I am not quite clear about that. If you did, I am deeply indebted. She turns a shy, soft glance toward her lover. It was your humble servant.
Now there is a most appropriate way in which you may reward me, and Dick holds a sprig of mussel-toe high above his head. No, no, what nonsense! You may, smiles Farr, but I don't want to. She laughs, sourcily.
Poor Dick! exclaims Molly sorrowfully, and she jumps up from the table to give him a sisterly hug and a kiss. I declare it as a shame I shan't see you so neglected. Thank you, my dear, returns Dick with a grin. That isn't quite the same, but it is very sweet.
Oh dear! sighs Nan as they push back their chairs and wander into the drawing-room. How queer it seems to have Helen and Jean engaged! It is all very amusing now, but what will become of us next summer? I am afraid our compact is about at an end. Cliff, who is standing near Eleanor, bends down to whisper something to her, and pushes
her gently into the middle of the room. She faces the group before her with flaming cheeks, and looks about her helplessly. Girls, I suppose I must confess, I too am a traitor to our compact. Oh, Eleanor! cries Jean excitedly, and puts a tender arm about her. Cliff leans against the mantle, as nonchalant and languid as ever, but his eyes rest on
Eleanor with infinite pride and content. The girl turns toward the others with a graceful gesture of appeal. Am I forgiven? They crowd about her with eager, loving words of congratulation. And then, when the confusion has subsided, Nan begs their attention for a moment.
I have some news for you. Oh, Nan, don't tell us you're engaged! implores Molly dolerously. Nan burst into a merry laugh. What an idea!
No, indeed. But, girls and boys, what do you think? Emily is married. Married? they cry in one breath.
Yes, married to a very rich widower with grey hair, and three big children, and oh, lots of money! And Nan almost chokes in her haste to enumerate all these virtues. Now, Nan, be sensible and take a long breath, and tell us all about it, says Natalie. Well, he owns a fine place at B, where Em lives, and he knows her when she was a little
bit of a girl. He married and went to England to live. About two years ago his wife died, and this fall he returned to B, renewed his acquaintance with Em, proposed to her, and yesterday they were married. What unseemly haste!
Molly exclaims. No, not a bit of it. They didn't mean to be married until spring, but Mr. Hazeltine was suddenly recalled to England on important business, which may keep him there several months, and he was so unhappy at leaving Em that she consented to be married at once and go with him.
To think of it! I suppose now Emily would roll by in a carriage, wear magnificent clothes, and completely dazzle us with the jewels of inestimable value. So much the better, Molly, rejoins Helen heartily. Poor little Em has tasted of poverty all her life.
Think what a relief it will be to her to have ample means. It is fine, cries Eleanor. And what in the world shall we do, groans Natalie, with a comical glance at Nan and Molly. Laugh at their love-making, and with the handsome driver be glad we are not in it.
Oh, Nan, you rowdy! laughs Jean. Helen rises and makes her way to the door, closely followed by Guy. I am going to say good-night to Aunt Helen, she whispers, her eyes drooping shyly under the steadfast gaze he bends upon her.
I will wait for you here, dear, he says, and takes her hand in his, but she blushes so painfully he lets it drop again. What a foolish little woman, he says to himself, shall I ever really possess her heart. In a few little moments he rejoins him, and Guy puts his arm about her and leads her into the music room.
No lamps are lighted, but the window shades are up, and the moon's soft rays shine through the panes, illumining mysteriously the great empty room. Far away, across the snow-clad landscape, a slender spire of St. Andrews points heavenward, and through the windows of the church shines the red glow of a light within. The scene is on an infinite peace and beauty, the magic of the hour casts its spell over
Helen and her lover, as speechless, motionless, they stand within the recess of the window, gazing out at the marvelous beauty of the night. By and by Helen moves a little closer to her companion. I have something to tell you, Guy, she murmurs, and I haven't the courage to say it. The old doubt not yet dispelled pales Guy's face.
Don't tell me you are going to send me from you, Helen. The girl's heart throbs at the pain in his voice. No, no, dear, I want to tell you something so different. I love you, Guy, her voice dropping to a whisper. Please never leave me again.
He holds it to his heart with a love the deeper for all the pain and waiting, finding a heaven in the sweet lips which meet his so frankly. And even as they stand there the bell of St. Andrew's solemnly tolling the midnight hour ushers in the glad Christmas tide. Helen, says Eleanor's voice from the doorway, may we all come in?
We think it would be so sweet if you would play our Christmas hymn on the organ and let us sing it together. Helen pushes back the curtain and steps forward, an expression of perfect rest on her gentle face. Yes, indeed, I think it is a lovely idea.
Guy opens the organ. Helen steps into her place and Cliff brings a lamp from the hall and places it nearby. Vow, Jean whispers to her lover, there is just one sad thought in my heart tonight. I suppose it is the memory of Christ's message of peace and love, which makes me so sorrowful when I think of the bitter feeling between your mother and yourself.
Do you think it will ever be in my power to help to overcome it? We'll try together, sweetheart, and the great blessing of your love will make all life easier and better for me. Then Helen's hands strike the opening chords of the hymn, and a hush falls upon the little group, and with one accord they move near the organ, and as the last bell of St. Andrew's
dies slowly away, their voices take up the glad refrain. It came upon the midnight clear, that glorious song of old, from angels bending near the earth to touch the harps of gold. Peace on the earth, goodwill to men, for heaven's all-gracious king. The world in solemn stillness lay to hear the angels sing.
Of A Colony of Girls by Kate Livingston Willard Read by Edmund Bloxham, Cambridge, UK
