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Chapters 1-3 In every land thy feet may tread. Time, like a veil, is round thy head. Only the land thou seek'st with me Never hath been, nor yet shall be. It is not far, it is not near. Name it hath none that earth can hear. But there the soul shall build again, memories long destroyed of men, and joy thereby shall, like a river, wander from deep to deep for ever. Dream Market.

Chapter One. Of the Hall of Sulney and House Ewan Left It. Sir Ewan sat in the hall of Sulney, and did justice upon wrongdoers. And one man had gathered sticks where he ought not, and this was for the twentieth time. And another had snared a rabbit of his lord's, and this was for the fortieth time. And another had beaten his wife, and she him, and this was for the hundredth time, so that Sir Ewan was weary of the sight of them. Moreover his steward stood beside him, And put him in remembrance of all the misery that had else been forgotten. And in the midst of his judging, there was brought into the hall a child that had been found in the road, a boy of seven years as it seemed, and he was dressed in fine hunting green, but not after the fashion of that day or country.

Also, when they spoke to him, he answered becomingly, but in a speech that no one could understand. So Sir Ewan had him set by the table at his own side, and now and again, as he judged those wrongdoers, he cast a look upon the child, and always the child looked back at him with bright eyes. And even when there was no looking between them, he listened to what was being said, and smiled, as though that which was weariness to others was to him something new and joyful. But as the hour passed, Sir Ewan felt his mind slacken more and more, and whenever he saw the boy smiling, his own heart became heavier and heavier between his shoulders. And his life and the life of his people seemed like a high road, dusty and endless, that might never be left without trespassing.

And though he would not break off from his judging, yet he groaned over the offenders instead of rebuking them, and when he should have punished, he dismissed them upon their promise. So that his steward was mortified, and the guilty could not believe their ears.

Then when all was said and done, the hall was cleared, and Sir Ewan was left alone with the boy. But the steward, looking slyly back through the hinges of the door, saw that his lord and the child were speaking together, and he perceived that they understood one another well enough, though how this should have come about he was not able to guess. Having himself heard the boy answering to all questions in none but an outlandish tongue. Then he saw Sir Ewan rise up, and suddenly he was aware that his lord was calling for him loudly and with a hearty voice, as he would call for him long since when they were at the wars together. And when he went in, Sir Ewan bade him summon all the household. Now, when the household were come into the hall, They stood at a little distance from the dais, in the order of their service, and Sir Ewan stood above them in front of the high table, and beside him was the boy, and before him was his own brother, who was now an esquire grown with hawk on wrist.

Then Sir Ewan bade his brother kneel down, and there he made him knight, taking his sword from him, and laying it on his shoulder, and afterwards belting it again round his body. And he took the keys from his own girdle, and the gold spurs from his own feet, and said aloud, I call you all to witness that as I have done off my knighthood and the honour of Sulne, and given them to this my brother, Sir Turquin, so also by these tokens do I deliver unto him the quiet possession of my house and goods, and the ceasing of all my lands, to hold on to him and his heirs for ever, by the service due and accustomed for the same. And henceforth I go free. Then his brother, who was both glad and sorry, and moreover was still in doubt how this might end, stood holding the keys and the spurs, and looking at him without a word.

And he looked also at the child, and he saw that for all the difference in their years, the eyes of Sir Ewan had become like the boy's eyes. And as he looked his heart became heavy, and for a moment he envied his brother. And feared for himself. But in his fear, he moved his hands, and the keys clanked, and the spurs clinked together, and his heart leapt up again for joy of his possessions. And all this Ewan saw, as it were, a great way off, and he smiled and forgot it again instantly, and the boy took his hand, and they went down the hall together. And when they came to the door to pass out, The steward got before them and bowed as he was used to do, and he spoke very gravely to Sir Ewan, reminding him that this same afternoon had been appointed among the lords, his neighbours, for the witnessing of certain charters.

But Ewan and the boy looked at one another and laughed, and the steward saw that they laughed at the lords and at him, and at the very greatness of the business, and he was enraged and turned away. And went to his new master. Then Sir Turquin came hastily after them, and he laid his hand upon his brother's arm, and bent his head a little, and spoke to him, so that none else should hear. And he said, What is this that you are doing? For no man leaves all that he has, and departs suddenly, taking nothing with him. But those two went from him without answering, and they passed, as it seemed, very swiftly along the road under the woodside. and were hidden from him, and again, as he stood still watching, he saw them going swiftly above the wood, where there was no path, but only the bare wold before them.

Chapter Two. How Sir Ewan saw his own face for the first time. Now the truth is that when Ewan turned his back on his old life, and the snug lordship that was his, He had no thought of what was to be the way of his wandering, nor did he so much as know by which of the world's four roads he would begin his journey. But he climbed upon the open wold, as if all his pleasure was to climb and to strike his feet firmly, and to breathe deep. And the boy went by his side in like manner, and they spoke no word. But when they were come to the height of the slope, Ewan turned, and looked down upon the homestead of Sulney, and he saw it small and clear under the midday sun, as like as may be to a toy that a child would play with.

And there was no man moving about it, but only the white pigeons, flying this way and that upon the roofs. And it was lovely to him, for he saw it as a time that is past. Then he looked a little farther, and he saw the broad road and dust kindling along it like smoke, and in the dust a great company riding. And they rode in order by two and by two, and their jogging was heavy, and Ewan remembered that these were the lords who had appointed to do business with him. And because of them the place was no longer lovely to him, and he turned away and ran quickly over the ridge. And when he could see them no more, he laughed. And the boy also ran and laughed, and their laughter was as though they were both truants from school, escaping narrowly with fear and joy together.

And on the other side of the ridge they cast themselves down upon the grass, and among the grass were thistles, and the thistles pricked them sharply, and they rolled and were pricked again, and laughed again and yet again. Then they set their shoulders against a bank, and sat still, looking to the country that was before them. On the one hand lay the sea nearby, and upon it white sails of ships that were sailing marvellously, for though they were upon the sea, yet they sailed as it seemed, high above the land. And on the other side lay a thick wood that hid all the far country, and before the wood was a village and a tower, and Ewan knew that village well enough. Cotton'd lot, barn and balk, and he thought not at all of the village, but only of the wood and the great depth of it, and of what might be beyond, and so thinking he fell asleep.

But when he awoke the sun was westering, and he looked again upon the village, and saw it as though it were strange to him, and he could not remember even the name of it. Then he stood up. And turned towards the place beside him where the boy had been. And as he looked, he was astonished, for the boy was there still, sleeping as himself had slept. But his face was like the face of an old man, and the lines upon it were countless, like bird-marks on the river-sand. So Ewan stood staring for a while, and he said to himself, Now I know by the trouble in my head. That either I have lost my wits, as a man beat down in battle, or else in all this there is a meaning that I have known and forgotten, for it seems to be both reasonable and impossible.

Then he touched the boy's hand and awoke him, and when he saw his eyes again, he asked him, Who then are you? And the boy said, Answer me first the same question. But Ewan would not, for he said, Why must I answer first? And the boy said, Let be then, for you know already what you would answer, and there is but one and the same answer to your question and to mine. Then Ewan looked no more into the boy's eyes, but upon the ground, and bewilderment came upon him again, for he said in his heart, This that he says is madness, and yet I seem to know that it is true. And when he lifted his head again, he said to the boy, How can a man speak with himself face to face? And how can I, that am neither, be both an old man and a boy?

But the boy answered him, Is not every man that which was and that which shall be? And in all the days of his life shall he not once or twice see the face of his desire? And as he spoke, Ewan heard him plainly, but now he saw him not so plainly, though he stood looking down upon him in the same place. And he said quickly, Tell me this then. What is my desire? And he heard again the answer, as one that hears a voice through the mist. But the words were in an unknown tongue, and he peered down and stooped, and where the boy had been there was but the long grass and the thistles. And when he rose up again he saw the hillside clear before him, and the sun was low, and the edges of the bents were glistening, and nothing moved among them.

But the wind of sunset.

Chapter Three. How it's fortune to Ewan to find a staff in the place of his sword. Then Ewan turned his face towards the village, and went down the hill. And he went with a good heart, for though the boy had left him, yet he hoped not to be long without him. And even now, when he looked straight forward, It seemed that he had the joy of his company and his laughter. But when he turned and looked beside him, there was but his own shadow. Black it lay and long, and about the edges of it a brightness was shining. Then he remembered that the sun was low, and night rising among the hollows, and he bethought him of his supper and sleep. So he went quickly to the village, and passed through it. And came to the farmer's house that lay beside the great wood, and the farm wife gave him welcome as one that knew not who he was, but could well pitch her guess within a mile or so.

And she whispered to her husband, but he was hard of hearing and full of slumber from the fields. So when Ewan had supped, they showed him where he should lie, and when he was come, there he laid him down, and the day went from him in a moment. And he knew no more whether he were alive or dead. But very early in the morning he awoke, and he saw that over against his face, as he lay abed, there was a window in the wall, and the window was open, and there came through it a small, sweet noise, for it was the time of sparrow chirp, which comes just before the rising of the sun. So he rose from his bed, and went to the window, and leaned with his arms upon the sill. Watching for the day to turn from greyness to light.

And as he leaned and watched, he heard a noise of talking in the house below, for the door was right there beneath him, and it stood open wide. Moreover the talking was loud, for they that talked were the farmer and his wife, and she spoke loud because he was hard of hearing, and he spoke yet louder because she was his wife, and he wished his saying to prevail over hers. So she said in a high voice, As surely as an egg is an egg, by the same token this is my lord of Sulne. Then he spoke scornfully of her and her eggs, and asked her for what reason of all the reasons on earth should such a one as my lord of Sulne come to sup in a farmstead that was none of his, and sleep in a vile bed, when he had better within a bare league.

And she answered quickly, that though a thing were clean past a man's understanding, Yet it might well happen so for all that, and further she would have him to know that in her house were no vile beds, but such as were fit for any man to sleep in, as she cared not who he might be. And at that he growled a little like a dog that is made to see Sparking. Then he spoke to her again, in the manner of one who deals with a child, making a show of gentleness and mastery together.

And I will give you three reasons why you have the wrong and I have the right of it. First, then, this one that has had supper and sleeping room of us is a young man, and quick to rise and sit down, but my lord of Sulney is past his youth and waxing heavy. Secondly, this one came to us walking upon his own shanks, and that no lord would do that had the horses of Sulney, for I have seen them time and again, and in these parts there are none better. And beside these two reasons, There is a third that you might well have seen with your own eyes. For this man's cloak is the cloak of a pilgrim, and not of a lord, and his hat and staff are such as non-use but wayfarers. And if you will not believe me now, you may ask him for the truth of it yourself."

That I will do," said the woman. Then Ewan fell into a study, for he saw that in despite of all those reasons, her mind was not changed, but that she would certainly ask the truth of him. And it seemed hard to him to know what the truth might be, for he remembered how he had put off the lordship that was his. But he could not tell how he had become young, nor how he had lost his sword and come by the hat and staff of his pilgrimage, so that he thought at one moment, I am that lord, and at another, I am not, and his life past seemed like a dream of the night. And while he was still wondering, he went down the steps. And in the room that was below, he saw the farm wife with bread for him to break his fast, and the man by the door.

And against the wall he saw his hat and staff. And as he ate, the woman said to him, Look you sir, we are not used to keep guests that are unknown to us, but we knew you, that you were my lord of Solney. Then Ewan said, I am not. And immediately the farmer slapped his hand upon his thigh and shouted at his wife. But Ewan saw the woman look at him, and he looked at her, and she smiled to him, as to one that was bidding her keep a thing secret. And she said to her husband, There's no need for you to shout, for an apple may have a red side and a green, and yet it is an apple to him that hath understanding. Then Ewan gave her thanks, and took his leave of them both, and he went out into the sunlight, and followed the path into the high wood.

But he saw nothing of his way as he went, for all his thought was upon that answer which he had given, whereby he had answered others, but in no wise answered himself.

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HOW EWEN CAME TO AN HERMITAGE IN A WOOD. So Ewan marched alone in the high wood, and for a time he saw no more the sun, nor the light of the sun, for the wood was of pines, and they were marvellous thick above his head. But the stems were far enough apart, and the track went this way and that among them, and whiles it turned aside, and whiles it forked, and whiles it was no track at all. But Ywain went always right forward, and would not stay, nor leave following his own thought. And as he went, it came again into his mind that he was a new man, for though he was still amazed with questions, Yet he carried neither forethought nor repentance. And he marched to a song that was in his ears, and in his marching there came to him the remembrance of the child that had led him forth.

And though he knew, surely, that he was now alone, yet, by the imagination of his heart, he could well see the child dancing before him upon the path of the forest. And at last, when he had gone a long way, and could by no means tell how long, on a sudden he looked far before him, and saw the ground all fresh with grass, and no more pine-needles upon it, but sunlight and shadow. And he went quickly forward, and came out from the dark wood, and stood in an open grove that was hoar with silver birches. And beyond the grove was a stream that ran burbling, And beyond the stream was a bank with great beaches upon it. So, for delight of that place, he turned and left following the path, and went along between the beach routes and the stream.

As he went, the bank upon the right hand was ever higher and steeper, until there were no more beaches upon it. But by the stream was a bare lawn between this wood and that, and a little cliff thereby, as sharp as a cliff of the sea. Now the cliff was of red sand, and the face of it was carven curiously, for in it were two steps and a doorway, as it were the doorway of a church, and two windows of like fashion with a little mullion to each, so that Ewan knew it for an hermitage. And he sat down to look upon it, stepping back within the shadow of the beech-trees, and when he looked it did him great good to see and to think upon it, for the house was small and secret, And though the carven work of it was but plain, yet it well showed the pleasure of him that had worked at it.

Then the hermit came out from within, and when he saw him, Ewan kept close to watch what he would do, for he knew not the manner of hermits, nor how they live all their life days, seeing that they have time before them like new-fallen snow, without fence or footmark. Now the hermit had bread in his hand, And Ywain hungered at the sight of it, for he had had none since the morning was early, and now it was late. And this he knew by the hermit's shadow, for it lay small and squat about his feet. Nevertheless he would not move, but kept still where he sat, for his desire to see was greater than his desire to eat, and he thought moreover that he might yet come to the eating after the seeing. So he looked and saw as he desired.

For the hermit broke the bread, and rubbed it in his hand, and threw the crumbs abroad upon the lawn. And instantly there came upon the place a dozen of small fowls, such as dunnocks and finches, and they hovered and hopped after the bread as long as he would throw it. And some part of it he would not throw, but he walked away from the birds, and came to the stream, and held out his hand above a little pool, where the water ran, curdling. And Ewan knew that he was giving the remnant of the fish, and that they were by likelihood trout that came for it. For where a crumb fell upon the pool, there he saw the water broken, and at some times there was no splashing but only a ridge that ran swiftly upon the face of the pool.

Then, when all was finished, the hermit stood, looking upon the water, as one that loved the sound of it, and had no need to be elsewhere. But the sun was strong upon his head, and Ewan saw how he drew his hood around his neck where it was bare at the nape, and so went back to the house in the rock. And as he entered in at the doorway, the shadow was cool and dark upon him, and then he was gone as a fox goes into his earth. But Ewan mused yet a little while longer, and all that he had seen seemed strange and very good to him. Like the tales of the elves and pixies, of whom there is nothing told that will not please young children, because they also have their dealing with the little things of the earth, and are of no account with grown men.

And he wondered if this might be the end of his desire, to live secretly and far off from men, having his converse only with the creatures of the greenwood.

Chapter Five Of the Hermit, and of his dealing with Ywain. So within a while he got upon his feet, and came to the door in the rock, and called to the Hermit. And the Hermit came from within, and stood shading his eyes with his hand, and asked him the reason of his calling. And Ywain answered him courteously, making as though to take his hat from off his head in sign of reverence. And the Hermit lifted his eyes in the same moment, and saw that the hat was the hat of a pilgrim, and yet of no accustomed pilgrim, for there were upon it neither shells nor images. Also he saw that Ewan's cloak was not thread-worn, nor his shoes broken, and his face he could not well see for the brightness of the sunlight, but by his voice he might perceive him to be young and gentle, and none of the wandering rogues of whom all hermits dwell in dread.

Then he brought him into his cave, that was as like a house as a cave may be, and he made him sit by a table, and gave him to eat and to drink. And when Ewan had well eaten and drunk, the hermit asked him concerning the way by which he had come, and the way by which he would go forth again. But he would not ask of his name, nor in what house he was born, nor even of his pilgrimage. For he also was courteous. And his mind was to pleasure his guest, and not himself only. Nevertheless he was not willing to lose the companionship that had fallen to him, until he should have heard somewhat of the dealing of men, for it was long since he had had knowledge thereof by one of like breeding with himself.

So he spoke to Ewan of to-morrow, and of certain things that he would show him, and Ewan heard him gladly enough, for his feet were now heavy with weariness and good eating. And the hermit knew this by the sound of his speech, and he laid him upon his own bed, and bade him take his ease.

Now when Ewan awoke, he looked first upon the wall of the chamber, and saw that there was a glint of sunlight upon it high up, whereby he knew that the day was falling. Also he was aware that there was one watching him, and when he had turned his head, he saw how it was the hermit who stood in the doorway of the chamber. And the man's face seemed to him wise and quiet, as of one that had many thoughts and mastery therewith. So they two went to supper, and this was the first time that they had eaten together. And at one time they remembered this, and at another they forgot it, for they spoke not of their doing, but chiefly of their deeming, and often they would be eager the one to put question to the other, and often they would know before question put, How the answer would be.

Then, at the last, Ewan was minded to ask counsel of the hermit, and in one tale he told him all, to wit, how that in a day his life had changed, and how that he had left his own house and the house of his fathers, and gone out to seek his desire, and again how that he had as yet no certainty of what his desire might be. Only he told nothing of the boy that had come and led him away, but he put his own desire in place of the boy, for he was willing rather to be counted a fool than a teller of marvels. And he thought that his adventure might be judged as well by the part as by the whole, for that which he would hold back was in no wise the marrow of it. But the hermit said, Desire is a child, yet will he take a man by the hand and lead him away.

Then Ywain was astonished, for he said within himself, How can this hermit have knowledge of the child, seeing that I told him nothing? Then the hermit said further, This is the part of a man, to know whether his desire be a wise child or a wayward, for the wayward will swiftly take him a-wandering, and swiftly in his wandering will leave him, but the wise will never leave him utterly. Then Ywain asked him, By what reason may that be? And the hermit said, By nature, for every man is that which hath been, and that which shall be. Then Ewan was yet more astonished, and his mind swung backwards, and he thought, Certainly I must have told him, for those words are every one of them the words of the boy.

And instantly his mind swung again, and he thought, But I told him not. And he looked at the hermit's face, and saw it hardly. For the twilight was covering it from him by little and little. But he saw the two eyes of him, and they were not fainter but clearer. And Ywain's heart lay open to them like water to the stars. And he said within himself, The words that I told not, he perceived them with his eyes. Then the hermit rose up softly and went out. And when he came again, he brought heather and fern, and he made Ywain a bed beyond his own, And they slept before it was dark.

Chapter Six. Yet more of the Hermit, and of a word that was in Ewan's ears. In the morning when they had arisen, they went out of the house and came to the stream, for the Hermit said that they should bathe in it, and he showed Ewan a pool that was deep enough. Then they did off their clothes hastily, and threw themselves into the water, After the manner of otters, and at a stroke they came to the top of the pool. And there was a little waterfall there, and the stream of it carried them down, and they touched the stones and crept out upon them. Then they took the water again more strongly, and came right to the waterfall and stood beneath it, and it splashed upon their heads, and divided the hair like a cold knife.

And at that they laughed together, and so threw themselves back and were carried down again. And they came quickly to their clothes, blowing with their breath and shivering. But when they had run to the house, they were warm and fresh. Then the hermit set two bowls of milk with bread upon the table, and Ewan was glad of the sight of that food, and he sat where the murmuring of the stream came in at the window, and a soft air with it, and the world was made new for him. But he ate and drank with few words, For he was thinking within himself how that to-morrow had come, and he knew not yet whether to go or stay. And often in his thinking he looked at the hermit, and the hermit looked kindly back at him and nodded, and it was as though he nodded to Ewan's thought, but he spoke nothing with his lips.

Yet at one time there was a voice, and Ewan heard it plainly, and the voice said, For delight men stay, but for desire they go forth. And he looked hard at the hermit, and the hermit nodded again to him, as though he also had heard that voice, and knew it to say truth. But he spoke nothing with his lips. Then Ewan said aloud, Surely I heard a voice, and it was not your voice nor mine. Yet it seemed to me that I heard it not in my imagination, but in my ears. And the hermit said, I also heard it, and before this I have heard many such, and no great wonder, for in all solitude there will be voices, as in all still water there will be visions.

And as Ewan heard those words he believed them, and he thought on still water, but found none in his remembrance. Only he saw before him the picture of the stream wherein he had but now been bathing. And the course of it was all racing and burbling, and where it lay more still, even there froth turned and drew together upon the face of it. And he asked the hermit boldly, Where, then, is the still water of your visions? And the hermit answered, It is near at hand, but the looking is longer than the way thither.

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How Ewan looked into the water of a well, and of that which he saw therein. Then they rose up and went out, and the hermit showed Ewan a little path that went along under the cliff, and so into the wood beyond. And thereby, he said, was the way to a dead thorn-tree, that stood in a space alone. And under the thorn-tree was a well-spring, and from the well-spring came a runnel of bright water, whereby it might surely be found. Then he put a wheaten cake into Ewan's hand, and said to him, Farewell now for to-day, and at supper-time come again with your visions, and we will talk of them together. But when you stand by the well-spring and look therein, then, said he, Be not weary of your looking, but return always, and be always in hope until the sun go down.

For the visions are not quickly to be seen, as the common sort suppose that they see all things which are before their faces, whereas they see, as it were, but the shadows upon the ground, and not the life of those who cast them. But that which you seek to see is the dealing of spirits, and men come not thereto suddenly. But by long time and loneliness.

Then he returned from him, and Ewan took the path and went into the wood, and in no long space he saw a great thorn-tree before him, and it was all dead and without leaf or berry, and other trees there were none very near it, but only the cliff that bore hard upon it on the one side, whereby it leaned a little outwards. And beneath the spread of it Ywain saw a wellhead made of stone from the cliff, and it was of the height of a man's thigh. Also there was a step or margin of stone under it, and the step and the wellhead were both shapen with six sides, every side equal to every other, after the manner of the waxen chambers of bees. And when Ywain came nearer, he saw that the spring rose in the wellhead within four fingers of the brim, But it could not rise above the brim by reason of a little sluice below that was made in the stone above the steppe.

And a runnel came therefrom of bright water, and went into the wood darkling. Then he looked into the water of the spring, and it was deep and still, for the fountain was as great as the runnel, and no more, so that there came no moving of the water that was above. But the shadow of the cliff lay yet upon the wellhead, For the sun was not high, and by that reason the face of the water was like the face of a mirror, and all that Ywain could see therein was his own image, and with that the image of the thorn-tree, and no more could he see, though he looked long and warily. So for a while he ceased from looking, and he went into the wood beyond the well, and walked softly therein, for he meant to come again, as the hermit had counselled him, And as he went he mused, and when he awoke out of his musing, he perceived that the sun was now high above him.

Right so, he turned about and came quickly back to the thorn-tree, and looked again into the water, and where dimness had been, there was sunlight, and the water was clear and thin, and in the depth of it were many lights, both shining and shimmering, for some of them rested in their glowing, like embers. And some rose and curdled, like smoke of gold, and so passed and came again continually. But of visions Yuen could find none. Only these lights could he see, and else nothing. Then again he left looking in the water, and sat down under a green tree, for it was past noon and hotter than before. And he took his wheaten cake that the hermit had given him, and ate it sitting there. And as he ate, he thought on these days that were hardly yet three days since he left his former life, and they seemed to him to be, as it were, three long years that lay between him and the time that was before.

Then suddenly he perceived that with his thinking the heat of the day had gone over, and the sun was dipped into the trees of the wood behind him where he sat. And he looked again towards the wellhead that stood there before him, and a light was upon the stone of it that was the last of the sunlight, and afterwards that light passed away, and the stone was left dark. Then he knew that his time was come, and he leapt up and strode to the well and leaned over it. And at the first he looked and saw nothing, for a darkness seemed to rise and roll within it, like a cloud in a storm. But after no long watching, the darkness rolled away, and he saw clearly. Now that which he saw was a marvel, for it was not water, though it lay within the wellhead.

Nor was it sunlight, for the sun was now far down behind the wood. But it was, by seeming, a piece of that country, as it were between the night and the day, for there was a wood, and a river with a high bank, And in the sky above there was neither sun nor moon, but one only star of bright silver. And as he looked the star faded, by reason that the sky was more light. And he saw that the river was wide and shallow, and over the width of it were stepping-stones, one beyond another in a line, like floats upon a fish-net. And out of the wood came a boy, and though his face was turned away, Yet could Ewan tell without doubt that he was in all things like the boy that had been with him. And his heart beat, and he strained in his watching, as one that fears lest he be seen or heard.

But the boy came to the stepping-stones, and passed lightly over them, and began to go upon the bank. And as he went, there came a bright light upon the topmost of the bank, and Ewan perceived that it was the light of sunrise. And it fell upon a banner that was there, with men about it in armour, and twice or thrice there came sudden glints upon the armour, and for all that they seemed far often small. It was clear to be seen that they fought together in two companies, and the boy, when he had climbed the bank, came to one of the companies and entered into it, and Ywain saw him no more. But that company stayed not where they were, for they were hard pushed in the fighting, and gave ground by inch and by inch.

And one man of them, that had no helmet upon him, came to the edge of the bank with a horn in his right hand, and he set the horn to his mouth to blow it. And in that instant the darkness came again, and Ewan saw nothing but only the water in the well, and the cloud that rolled within the water. And he started up, and fear and joy took him in the same blood-heat, And he turned and ran quickly by the path under the cliff.

Chapter Eight. How the Hermit set Ewan on his way, and of two secrets that he told him. Now it was the hour when the Hermit would be going to supper, and thereupon came Ewan to the house. And while they sat eating and drinking, Ewan told the Hermit of that which he had seen. But he spoke warily. For he told him nothing of the boy. And the hermit said, The vision is yours and not mine, yet this much concerning it is in my head and not in yours. I tell you, therefore, the wood-side that was shown to you and the stepping-stones and the bank beyond the water, all these are of no solitary vision, but may be seen of any man that has a mind thereto. Then said Ewan quickly, That mind have I. And the hermit looked him in the face, and nodded to him after his own fashion.

Then he told him of the way to that place which he had seen. And as he spoke, Ewan saw the way plainly, as it were before him, and the winding and the turns of it, and the stars above the trees, and the settling-place of the moon. And the hermit said how it was a nine hours journey for a man like himself, that was now out of his youth and past hurrying. And when he heard that, Yuen kept silence for a moment, and in the silence he made his reckoning that it wanted even now but eight hours to sunrise, and thereupon he stood up suddenly upon his feet, and stretched out his hand to bid the hermit farewell. But the hermit left him there standing, and went to and fro, and took bread from the table, and put it in a wallet, and brought it to Yuen, And he took also a hunting-knife from the wall behind the door, and a thong thereto, and gave it to him to belt about his middle.

But Ywain laid it first upon the table, and drew the knife from out the sheath, and cut off a silver button of his cloak. And the knife he returned into the sheath, and left it lying, and the button he gave to the hermit in token of bargain and sale, lest in the time to come, by the gift of a knife, their friendship should be parted, As hath happened unto many and many. And then he belted on the knife without fear, and they two went swiftly from the house, and came to the wood, and entered into it. Now the moon was high and bright, being near the full, and the light of her came softly between the trees, and made clear the path. And Ewan and the hermit spoke little in their going, for all the need that they had of each other.

But their speech seemed to them, as it were, forbidden by reason of the shadows. So they went, dumbly for the most part, walking the one before the other, and making great haste. And when a full hour was gone, they came to an open heath that was beyond the wood. And the hermit stayed there, and set him down upon the heather. And he said to Ewan, that he could go with him no farther, for the moon was fast southing, And he was an hour's journey from home. But this he said courteously, as one that spoke of necessity, and against his own heart. Then Ewan sat by him, and suddenly in his heart also there came division, with thought straining this way and that as two hounds that strain in the same leash.

For though he was hot to follow his desire, yet he remembered the companionship of the hermit, and the quiet of his dwelling. Moreover, he saw the man there beside him, and none to take his place. But again the remembrance of the boy drew him more strongly, and he chafed till he should be gone. So he said to the hermit, Let me go now, for even as they say of death, the longer the colder. So it is with the parting of friends. But I know also that I go too soon, for you have perceived of me more than ever I told you. And of a certainty, with your counsel, I might have feathered my shafts. And though this may not be, yet tell me now, I pray you, in few words, of the likelihood of this my journey, how it shall prosper, or in what danger it shall come, that I may thank you and fare the better.

But the hermit said, In this you are astray, for that which a man may learn in solitude is not knowledge but wisdom. And wisdom is not of this or that, but of the nature of things. So now, concerning you, I know not how you shall fare, but I know of that which you may become, and in some part I know the way thereto. Follow therefore your desire, for so only can you live and be alive, and this is the first secret. But the second is this, that you serve another. For so only can you put away your enemy that was born with you. And truth it is, that if a man overtake his desire, and have not done away with his enemy, it had been better for him that he had died first, for he shall never have peace.

And Ewan heard the words and marked them, for they were spoken deeply. But what the meaning of them should be, that he knew not yet, For his mind was all a bubble with the thoughts of his journey and of the boy, and of the fighting that he had seen in the vision. And the hermit perceived that he was distraught, and in haste to be gone, and he stood up and bade him good speed. But first he took a promise of him, that he would come again, and then he spoke the last words and turned away into the wood. And with that, Ywain's heart fell, and his strength was slackened, And he laid his hand to the stem of a pine-tree, and leaned upon it, that he might keep watch upon the hermit, until he should be wholly gone from him.

And at the first he saw him as a living man, but afterwards as a shadow without form or substance, for that which he saw was ever moving through the forest and the moonlight, as a fish is seen dimly in green water, going among the reeds. And at the last he saw him not at all, For the very shadow of him was wholly mingled with the night.

Chapter Nine. Of Ywain's journey by night, and how he was brought by a lady to the place of his vision, and so left her. So Ywain turned him from his watching, and as he turned him, he drew his breath again, and his heart rose, and he took the path strongly among the heather. And he went therein a good two hour or more, until he saw upon his left side how the land rose up ridgewise like the back of a great hog. And for all that it was night, yet he saw the top of the ridge clearly, as it were a black line that ran along the sky. And thereover stood the moon all broad and yellow, and he perceived that this was the place of her setting, as the hermit had shown it to him. By his counsel. Then he knew that it was hard on midnight, and he had great gladness, because that he had come so far on his way, and no time lost.

And he left the heath, and took a good road that was below the ridge, and for a little space the moon hung above him, as if it were a great lantern of yellow horn. And then she sank behind the ridge, and in no time afterwards the land was dark. Nevertheless he ceased not to go swiftly and without stumbling, for the stars were now brighter before him, and the road under his feet was smooth and white with dust, so that he had no need to walk warily. And as he went he remembered all the words of the hermit, and he turned them over in his mind, as a man turns over his money upon his hand. For it may chance that he knows not yet how much it is, or in what manner it may serve him. Even so, Ywain considered the words of the hermit, and namely the two secrets.

Whereof one was plain to his understanding, and one was dark, for he was of himself fully minded to follow his desire, but to serve another was no such matter, seeing that in his old life he had served both lords and overlords, and for his wages had little but weariness. And in this wise he reasoned hotly as he went, speaking as it might have been to the hermit himself their presence. Then upon the instant his sight went from him, as it happens many times to those that reason hotly. And he saw no more the road beneath him, nor the stars above, but by seeming he came again into the house in the rock, and there was the hermit sitting over against him, and his eyes shining in the twilight. And Ywain said to the hermit, "'What is this secret that you have told me, and how can a man both follow his desire and also serve another?

For by his desire he would be free, but service is to freedom as water upon fire.' And the semblance of the hermit looked at him and nodded kindly, but he answered nothing to Ywain's questioning, save that he spoke again the former words. Then, because of the hermit's voice and the deepness of it and the quiet of his house, the tangle in Ywain's heart was untwisted, and he had no more lust of reasoning. And he came back, as it were, from another place, and perceived that he had been a long time absent, for the way was changed beneath his feet, and from being a highroad was become a green ox-drove, and the stars in the sky were few and pale. Then Ywain saw that the night was far gone, and fear came suddenly upon him, lest in his dreaming he should have wandered aside from the right way.

And he stood still to peer about him, but he could see nothing save only the ox-drove and a little bank that was the border of it, and the field beyond the border. But while he stood still, there came the sound of a cock-crowing. And in the same instant he was aware of a tower that lay hard by, and it lay on the field, all bare and open, where he had looked before and had seen nothing, until the crowing of the cock. But now he could see it without peering, and how it stood on a little mound in the field, with a pool beside it and a great roan-tree thereby. Then he made to go to the tower, and when he came to the bank to pass out of the ox-drove, He found a gate therein, and he looked over the gate, and saw how there was a door opened in the tower, and a woman that came out of it, and she began to go towards him over the field.

So he passed through the gate, and went out to meet her, and as he went, he perceived that she was some great one, for she was richly arrayed in colours all of blue, and her raiment was close about her, as the sheath is about a flower. Also she wore a veil, and not a hood, and the veil was upon her head only, and not upon her face, and it was light and cloudy like smoke in still air. And when they two drew together, the lady bade ywain good-morrow, and great wonder took hold upon him, for her voice came to him as it had been out of old memory. And whereas in her outward seeming There was nothing that was not strange to him. Yet, by her speaking, he was persuaded heartily that he had known her all the years of his life.

Then she asked him whither he went, and he began to tell her of the place of the stepping-stones and of the fighting beyond the water. And she heard him courteously, but while he spoke she ceased not to go forward, so that in a short time they came again to the bank and the ox-drove. And Ywain looked before him in the half-light, and again he was amazed. For the gate was there by which he had passed out, and beside it were two horses, a white and a black, and by their bridle-reins they were tethered to this post and to that. Then the lady came to the white horse, and she laid her hand upon the mane of him, and her one foot she gave into Ywain's hand, and so went to saddle, and rode fast away.

And Ewan took the black horse and followed hard after her. And they rode long, and the sky lightened towards dawn, and they went ever faster and faster, till the wind rushed by their faces as a stream rushes by the stakes of a weir. So they came to a wood, and coasted it, for the trees of it were set so thick together that no horse might go therein. Also the land fell sheer and sudden within it, And in a fife furlong's moor, the lady stayed her galloping, and she leapt down and cast away her bridle-rein, and turned her into the wood. And Ywain followed after her, and she caught him by the hand, and they two ran down the wood together, with pain and stumbling. And they came to the edge of the wood, and the land there was level, and Ywain looked out between the trees, and saw the place of his vision.

For there before him was a meadow, and a broad water with stepping-stones, and beyond the water was a bank, and upon the top of the bank there went a banner, with men fighting about it. But child, there was none to see, neither upon the stones, neither upon the bank. Then Ywain raged within himself to go forward, but first he turned him of his courtesy to give thanks to the lady, For he said that without help of her he had never come there, whereby he was wholly bounden to her, if that she would command him in anything. And she looked him in the eyes, and said to him, Yea, sir, are you so bounden? Then have I found a friend to my need, for I have a hundred knights that are sworn of my allegiance, yet there is none of them that serveth not his own desire before mine.

Then despair came upon Ewan, as upon a wild thing that is trapped, and he struggled blindly and saw no way out. And in his struggling he heard the sound of a horn that was blown behind him, and he turned about and perceived him that blew it standing upon the height of the bank. And at the blare of that horn all the blood of his body was made fire, and he left the lady alone, and went furiously up to go into the battle.

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Chapters 10 to 12. Chapter 10. Of the Lady Enya, and of the gifts that she had from her birth. Now we leave you unto his fighting, and turn we to the lady, that was there heavily cast down to be so left and be nothing. For she was of all earthly women, The most beautiful and the wisest in magic. Yet she had great need of such as would serve her truly, for her life was full of pain and perplexity, being divided in a strange manner between two realms. And this came of no sudden hap, for it fortune so to her from her birth, and was according unto her nature, as I shall show you.

First, then, she was of a high lineage, and descended out of Faerie. For her father was Sir Ogre, Lord of Kerioch, that lies over beside Brocelliand. And her mother was called the Lady Aelin of Ireland, and she came of the kindred of Phalem of the She, that was called Phalem of the Nine Shapes, by reason that she could take on her nine shapes, and each more beautiful than other. Therefore the Lady Aelin would have called her daughter Phalema, but Sir Ogre named her with the name of Enya. And she was called thereby all her life-days, as for her earthly name. But of her elfin nature she had other names, as was but reason, and in especial one name she had, that none ever knew but Ewan only. So of that name I shall make no more matter.

Now when the Lady Aelyn had been some while wedded, and was looking for her child to be born presently, upon a night she lay a-bed in the castle of Kerriock. And midnight was two hours past, and there was none waking but that lady alone. And in her chamber was a fire of wood burning, for the year was still cold and hard, and the fire was bright and cast upon the wall of the chamber, both light and shadow. And Aelin lay so upon her bed, that she saw not the window, but the wall only, and she perceived that the shadow upon it was the shadow of her nurse. That was fallen asleep beside the hearthstone. Nevertheless, though the nurse slept, yet were their voices in the chamber, as of two women beside the fire.

And Aelin knew well that they were Fays, or women of the She, seeing that there were upon the wall no shadows of them, but only of the nurse. So she lay still to hearken what they would say, and one said, The child shall be a woman. And I give her the gifts of womanhood, for her skin shall be white as the swans of Angus, and her eyes grey like the dawn, and the colour of her cheeks soft like the sunset. And she shall be loved by a hundred knights and one, and her love shall be to her true lover, both meat and madness, like the wild honey of Aroy. And so is my giving done. And the other said, The child shall be a fae, and I shall give her the gifts of faery, For she shall hold of me the realm of Alador, that was the rhymer's heritage, and of her own magic she shall come thereto and therefrom all her days, and so is my giving done.

Then the two voices fell silent, and Aelin turned upon her bed, that she might see after what likeness they were that had spoken, and she saw no one by the fire save the nurse only. But in that moment came the moon, going downwards to the sea, and a beam of her shining entered into the chamber and lay upon the floor, and so moved across the floor and came to the hearthstone. And in that beam Aelin saw plainly how there stood two shapes of women between the bedside and the hearth. And they were grey shapes and thin as air, for she saw behind them the fire burning and the embers of it. But she saw it some deal faint, as it were behind two wisps of smoke. Then those two Fays drew near to her, and stood by the bedside, and the one of them touched her head, and the other touched her hand, and at the touch of them her blood was made heavy, and she slept deep beyond voice or vision.

And in the morning when she awoke, she found in her hand a golden key, and upon her head She found also a golden comb that she knew not, and by the tokens of the key and the comb she had certainty of that which she had heard and seen. But of the meaning thereof she held great debate with herself, and might not be satisfied, and she thought to take counsel of her kindred, when she should come again into Ireland. But to Sir Ogre, that was her husband, she said nothing of the matter, for he was a man that had no dreams. Neither by night, neither by day. Then in a short space thereafter the child was born that was called Enya, and she was heir to her father and her mother both. For other child they had none, man nor maid, but this one only.

And she was a wise child and a beautiful, but always she made for herself a way and walked in it. And when she was come to seven year, and it was the day of her birth, She played in the castle of Kerrioch all such games as she would, and at the last she came into her mother's chamber, and there found a little chest and opened it, and in the chest was a comb of gold and a key of the same, and the key she left there lying, but the comb she laid into her hair and stood before a mirror and preened herself. Then came her mother suddenly, and took the comb from her, and gave her instead the key of gold, To make her a game therewith. And right so the child was gone from the place, and she was seen no more in Kerioch for the space of three hours.

Then before night she came again with the like swiftness, and she was no wit weary or hungry or afeard, but she greeted her mother dearly, as one that had been long gone from her into a far country. And afterwards the child said how that she had been in Alador, And the time that she had been there was by her deeming three years, for she said firmly that she had seen the cowslips there three several times, and three times had gathered them all fresh in their springing. And thereat her father laughed out, as a man will laugh that hath a better knowledge. But the Lady Ailin perceived that she spoke truth, and as the child had said, So it was with her many times thereafter, for she came and went by her own magic, and that was by the gift that she had of Fairy.

Chapter Eleven. How the Lady Aelin departed out of this life, and of the counsel that she gave to her daughter Enya. Then with the years so passing, the time came that Enya was a damsel grown, and many nights sought her love. And many asked to have her in marriage. And it happened at this time that her mother, the Lady Aelin, was taken with sickness, and though her malady was but light to the deeming of such as saw her and heard her speak thereof, yet inwardly she knew that the end of it was to be by death only. So upon a day she lay in her chamber in the castle of Kerioch, and Enya sat there beside her, and they talked together of this and of that. And at the last the Lady Aelin ceased from talking, and then she spoke to Aenor again, and said, My daughter, I would not have you parted from me by blindness, as others are parted from me, for they deem that in the spring I shall be healed of this my malady, whereas I know inwardly that before the thorn is hoar I must be otherware.

And of that, beloved, I say no more, for you too shall one day pass out by this gate. And I bid you to the tryst after death. But as for your earthly life, I have a counsel for you, that you consider well to whom you give yourself, seeing that a woman should not love but after her own kind. And for one such as you are, this may well be a hard thing to compass. For the half of your heart is with the fairy, and the half of your days you live in a land that is no land of men. And of that land I also have had knowledge, For I was some while there in my maidenhood, and though I came never there again, yet have I remembered it in my dreams, and I know this, that few men find the way thereto. Yet will a maiden think, as I also thought, to take a man for lord and lover, and to bring him in thither.

But the magic of it is not so, for every man must win there by his own desire. Choose, then, whom you will, as your sovereignty. But if it may be, my daughter, before your choice be uttered, come you up hither into this that was my chamber, wherein also you were born, and remember me, and how that I spoke with you of that realm that is your heritage. So shall your choice be my choice, for good fortune or for ill, and we too shall not be parted. Then Aenya, when she heard those words, held her mother fast by the hand, And bowed her head down upon the pillow beside her, and she wept bitterly, for the heart of youth cannot bear to hear speak of death and departing. And it is no marvel, seeing that the darkness is great, and the tryst is very far off.

So it was with Aenea at her mother's departing, for in no long time afterwards that lady's life failed her, as in this world, and she was gone. But Sir Ogre, for all his grief, was still the more minded to make for his daughter some marriage of good counsel, for he held women to be, as it were, ships, that may fetch and carry well enough, but without a master they are blown about and go no whither. Now came again those knights of whom I spoke before, and they were by number a hundred from the first to the last, and they loved her all of them. Not for her lands only, but each with such love as he had, for her beauty some, and some for her sweet voice, for oftentimes when she spoke and looked, the blood would dance in them that heard her.

And many there were that came from far countries, whereof some sought her for the praise that went abroad of her, even to the out-isles, and some for the renown of her father, Sir Ogre, for he was a great knight under shield, And a hunter that never knew weariness. And thereby he came quickly to his end, for he took the river with a horse that was wholly spent.

So Enya was left alone, and her loneliness was great, for always in her castle of Kerioc she saw the faces of them that were otherwhere, and at night she had no peace for the crying of the sea-birds. And many times she made escape into her realm of Alador, But there also was loneliness, for she had found as yet no soul to dwell with her. I speak not of Fays, for of them there was great plenty. But they have no comfort in them, for they are born of moonlight, and not of blood and breath. Therefore also they are from the beginning without transgression, and they know not pain or memory, neither do they fear or hope at all. And of these Enya took no count, save that she dwelt often with them, and was their lady in Alador.

But of the knights that were her earthly servants, she took much pleasure and perplexity. And to one or another of them she came near to have yielded her. Yet when the time came, at every time she held aback, for she remembered her mother the Lady Aelin, And the promise that she made to her at her departing, and always, when she thought of her words, she saw that they were true. And therewith she remembered a saying of her father, and she saw that this also was true, as for the most part. For he had said of men and women, that though they be born of one blood, yet they are ever strangers each to other, both by kind and by custom. And though they sit at one board and lie under one blanket, yet they dwell apart all their life days.

But Aenya hated that saying in her heart, and in her hope she bettered it.

Chapter 12. Of the Warring of Two Companies, and how Ewan did battle for the one of them against the other. Mark now that which I tell you concerning the Lady Aenya. For after the manner of minstrels I tell you both that which she knew herself, and that which she knew not. First, then, she knew not, for all her magic, that this was a man of a strange fortune, and, as it were, borne again by the casting away of his possessions. Nor she knew not yet what her spirit and his spirit had perceived at first sight, each of other. But she knew in her heart darkly That he was either boon or bane to her, for of his coming she had been warned without words, as it will happen to those that have the gift. And this also darkly, that his looking and his speaking were both to her mind, whereby she was the more cast down at his breaking from her, and again she knew not wherefore he should wish to go.

Yet she could not choose, but remember that he seemed to have some great purpose in his going. And upon a man's face such purpose will show like beauty, so that even out of her pain there grew a sweetness, as fruit grows out of the wounding of a tree. But Ewan thought not at all of her, neither darkly nor clearly, for he saw the banner upon the top of the bank, and under it the two companies fighting. And they fought in a green ground before the gate of a city. And they that fought to keep the city, The two of them were all of a likeness, armed every one in black armour, and their banner was of black with a golden tower upon it. But they that strove against them were furnished scantily and piecemeal, no two alike, save that every man of them had a sword in his hand, and upon his body a badge of silver scutcheon, with an eagle displayed therein.

And though the badges were of one fashion, yet they were of diverse colours. Now when Ewan came to the top of the bank, he saw the companies, and the city some deal beyond them, and he looked about him to see the boy, and saw nothing of him. But hard by there was a man there standing, the same that had blown upon the horn, and beside his feet upon the grass lay two naked swords. And as Ewan looked towards him, he threw down his horn, and took up the two swords. And the one of them he gave into Ewan's hand, and the other he took by the hilt. And without a word said, they too began running towards the banner, for it was some way from the bank thereto. And when they were come there where the banner was, Ewan saw that the companies had ceased from fighting, and were standing apart.

And they were glad to do so, as he guessed, by reason that the men of the tower were weary and foredone with the burden of their armour. And as for the men of the eagle, they were beaten back, and there were many of them wounded, and some dead men. But the battle in this manner standing still, there came forth a man of the tower, armed at all points. And he mocked the men of the eagle for striplings and fools, and defied them to fight with him, man to man, and one down, another to come on. Then, when Ewan heard those proud words, it seemed to him as though the quarrel were his own quarrel, and the scorn the scorn of his proper enemy. For he looked upon the company of the eagle, and saw them as men, enduring with weariness and pain.

But those of the tower he saw not as human flesh, but as ironwork of artifices, multiplied according to one pattern, and without blood or mercy in them. And he hated them, and the green earth went red before his eyes. Then again his blood changed, and his heart became hard and smooth, and cool like the heart of oak. And he stooped slowly, and took from a dead man the badge that he had worn, and made it fast upon him. And he threw down his cloak, and in his left hand he took the knife that the hermit had given him, and in his right hand the sword. And he stepped forward, until he came within five paces of his enemy. And the two companies drew near to watch the fighting, and the man of the tower let close his visor and came on.

And Ewan looked at him, and saw how he moved him, as one that bears a great weight, and underprops it warily, lest it fall over on this side or on that. And he remembered to have moved himself in like manner. at the end of day, when he was outwearied in the wars. And he laughed in his heart at the remembrance, for it seemed to him of good counsel. And in that moment he saw his enemy make at him to strike, and he caught the stroke upon his sword, and put it by, and ran in upon him, as dog runs in upon dog, And caught him by the throat, and shook him one way with his arms, and another with his knee, and threw him down upon the ground. Then the man of the tower rolled heavily in his armour, that he might come to his knees and rise again.

But in his rolling, Ewan fell upon him and pressed him down, so that he grubbled in the earth with his visor, as a swine grubbles with his snout. And Ewan held him so. And leaned upon him, and he struggled with his legs a little, but no long time, for his breath left him. Then Ewan found the lace of his helm, and with the hermit's knife he cut it to recover him. And in the cutting of it he was aware of a great shouting and ramping all about him. And he looked up and saw that the men of the eagle had run in upon those of the tower, even as he had run in upon his man. And had toppled them in like manner, and they were prizing them open with their swords, whereby in short space they had them all unharnessed and disarmed.

Then Ewan got him to his feet, and the rest in likewise, and they of the eagle gave the banner into Ewan's hands, and set him in the forefront, and they marshalled the men of the tower as beaten men behind him. And so set forth with shouting towards the city.

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Chapters 13 to 15. Chapter 13. How Ywain was brought into the city of Palladol. Well may you imagine that Ywain was astonished as he went, for it came upon him coldly that he knew not what he had done, nor wherefore. And moreover he saw that he had not yet come to the end of the matter, and he would willingly have questioned those who went with him, but they were every one of them, a bawling and a singing, and when he spoke to them they answered nothing to the purpose, but continued praising him and giving him joy. And so with great tumult they came before the gate of the city, and there was Ewan yet more astonished. For he had thought to find it well shut and defended. But now the barriers were down, and the gate was open, and upon the gate-house and upon the walls there stood a multitude of people, past counting.

And they cried, An eagle! an eagle! and shouted for joy every man louder than another.

Then Ewan and they that were with him entered the gateway, and passed through it, and began to go into the city. And certain of the townsfolk took the banner from between Ewan's hands, and carried it before him. And others of them pressed upon the beaten men of the tower, and jeered at them by their names, and cast dust upon their heads. And so they came all together to the market-place, which was great and square. But the crowd of them filled it from side to side and from end to end, and stood therein as close as standing barley.

Now on one side of the market-place was a high hall, with steps thereto, and those that led Ewan brought him to the steps, and made him stand there upon a width of stone, where he could be seen of all. And the multitude threw up their hands and waved them at him, crying that he should speak to them. And this he would have done willingly, as one not unused to speak before others. But what he should find to say to these men, that he could no more tell than a babe unborn. For he was alone in a strange world, and the time of his understanding was not yet begun. Moreover, though the secret of Solomon had been in his mouth, yet he could not have uttered it for the noise of the shouting which came about him like the clamouring of rooks when they are fluttered, and so continued for the space of a good hour.

And an evil hour it was for him. Seeing that the sun was now high and fierce, and the burden of it made his back weary, and the noise became, as it were, a bruise within his head. And at the last, when it was now hard on noon, he saw that the crowd was moved and parted to right and left, and through the midst there came a train of great ones, walking slowly between halberdiers and trumpeters. And they came upon the steps of the great hall where Ewan was standing, and saluted him with bowing. And two that were servants brought him a robe of black, broidered with gold, and they made as though they would have taken from him his cloak of pilgrimage. But that he would by no means suffer, for he remembered how he had come by it, so that in the end they covered his cloak with the robe and were content.

Then two of the chief ones took him by the hand, and led him into the great hall, and there went in after them all, that train and many more.

Chapter Fourteen. How Ewan sat at feast in Pallador, with the company of the tower and the company of the eagle. Now the hall was ordered within, as for a feast, and the ordering of it was after the accustomed manner of feasts. For at one end of it was a high table upon a dais, and other two tables there were that came squarely therefrom, as the two posts of a door come squarely from the lintel. And the napery upon the tables was fine and white, and the dishes were of silver. But upon the dais was a cupboard, and the cups upon it, and the ewers and the plates, were all of gold. And up and down the hall there went six marshals, who showed courteously to each man, Where he should be seated. And they showed to Ewan a seat at the high table, and when he sat therein, he overlooked well nigh all the hall.

Then came two pages with water to let wash his hands, whereof he thanked them without feigning. Then the marshals brought to him those that should sit on either side of him, and when they had demanded of Ewan how he should be called, then they named each to other by their names. And of those two the one was called Sir Raynald, and he was shaped like a pear, and yellowed in face, and slow of speech as one upon whom men wait. And about his neck was a gold chain, and a jewel of gold hung thereby, made in the fashion of a tower. But the other of them was by name Hubert, and he was a young man and slight, and he bore upon him the scutcheon of the eagle, and his speech was restless and full of joy.

Then stood up a great archbishop, and a herald smote upon the table, and called loudly for silence. And when the archbishop had spoken a set piece of grace, then all men stirred, and sat them down again with much clatter. And thereupon came servitors, and served every man with meat and drink. And as Ewan ate and drank, his weariness departed, and his spirit came again to him. And he was minded to learn the truth of all that he had seen that day, to which end he turned him first to Sir Raynald, seeing that he was manifestly of the Tower, and dwelt, as you and supposed, within the city. But Sir Raynald was not to be so handled, for he was such an one as would Leafa ask ten questions than answer two.

And his manner of speaking was like water that is slow and deep, against which there is no force to stand. But only to go therewith. Yet was the man courteous after his kind, for he said how that Ewan had done well, as for so young a fighter, and might yet come to some good. And though he knew it not, yet in one matter he told Ewan that which he would have asked him, for when he began to speak he demanded to know this, whether Ewan had been in Palador at any time past, or was only that day come among them. And thereby Ewan perceived that the name of the city was called Pallador. Then in no long time weariness came upon Ewan, and he left speaking with Sir Raynald, making excuse in the best manner that he could.

And he set his hope upon the young man Hubert, for he saw that he bore the scutcheon of the eagle. And Hubert told him all that he asked, and more thereto. For he said that what was done was done according to the custom of the city, whereby each year they banished all such of the young men as had come to their strength, and once in each year the young men came before the gate in company, and demanded to enter. And they were favoured of many within the city. But certain of the elders went out and fought with them to drive them away, and this they did because of the company of the tower, for it was a most ancient company. And they feared greatly lest the young men should change the ordinance thereof, seeing that it was fitter for men in age than in youth.

Then Ewan asked him concerning the company of the eagle, and first what was the ordinance of it? And Hubert said that they had no ordinance but one, and that was that every man should wear his own colours, and do after his own heart. And this also. That he should always and in all places fight against the Tower. Then Ewan asked him again whether it was so that the eagles had always the better of the Tower as they had at this present. And Hubert said that there was no such fortune, for though they were many in number and of a great spirit, yet they were poor and poorly furnished. And there was yet another reason, and that was because they kept no fellowship together and had small knowledge of war.

For as soon as one of them gathered skill or strength in fighting, they of the tower came secretly and offered him entrance, so that for the time to come he fought not against them. Yet time and again, he said, there would come one that could not be reckoned with, so that once in ten years, as it might be, the eagles would have the mastery. And for the hope of such an one the horn was blown to call him to the place of the fighting. Then Ewan left that, lest he should seem to speak of himself, and he said how he was astonished because that he saw about him both those of the eagle and those of the tower, sitting and feasting together after so cruel a day's work. And Hubert answered that this also was of the custom, and great was the evil that came of it.

For though a young man, he said, may become old before his time, Never will an old man come back into the mind of his youth, so that it was but according with nature that through the mingling of the companies the tower should be continually plenished, and the eagles minished. Then the herald called again for silence, and Ewan and Hubert spoke no more together, and when the archbishop had chanted yet another peace, then all men went out from the hall.

Chapter Fifteen. Of the gifts that were given to Ewan, and of a dream that he dreamed. And it was now long past noon, but the crowd continued still in the market-place, and when they saw Ewan come out upon the steps, they shouted again, for above all things they loved to see fighting, and to hear tell of it. Also they were glad when they saw the eagle go before the tower, for men will reverence their betters. And yet take pleasure to see them discomfited. Moreover, they of the Tower ruled continually over them, and were thereby the heavier to bear. But they of the Eagle came only to make sport for them. Ewan therefore perceived that the Commons held him in honour of their own good-will, but the Great Ones he deemed to be his friends, in fear rather than in love, honouring him for the sake of the custom.

And because he had the good will of others. Nevertheless, they spoke not so, but continued in their courtesy, for they set him in the midmost of their train, and brought him through the city, to a house that was made ready for him, and the house and all that was in it they gave him freely to have and to hold. Furthermore, they gave him certain customary gifts, in such case provided. And first, A hogshead of wine, very sweet and very drowsy, and this was the gift of the eagles. And second, a silver collar, that all men might salute him whensoever they saw it, and this was the gift of them of the tower, for they themselves loved such greeting beyond measure. And the third gift was a full bushel of gold, and this was the gift of the whole city, and the greatest of the three.

For in Palador they have a saying that gold is the noblest of the metals, and nobleness they honour above all virtues. Then, when they had given Ewan these gifts, they took their leave of him as for that time, and Ewan thanked them as best he might, and made fast the door of his house. And for a short space he was content to look about him at one thing and another, as a child will play with his toys when they are new. And then he thought to taste of the wine that had been given him, and when he had drawn a little of it into a cup, he drank it. And for a moment he had some joy thereof, for it was sweet upon the tongue, and ran bravely through his blood. But afterwards the drowsiness in it was yet stronger than the sweetness and the bravery, so that he desired no more to live, but only to dream, and instantly he had his desire.

Now in his dream it seemed to him that he awoke out of sleep, and saw that the sun was set and the moon rising, and in the moonlight he saw beside him a boy weeping, and it was the boy whom he had followed and found not. Then Ewan had great pain at the heart, and he asked him the reason of his weeping, and the boy gave him no word, either of reason or unreason, but continued weeping pitifully. So for comfort, Ewan took him by the hand, and instantly the boy left weeping and made to go forth, and he led Ewan from the house as formerly he had left him from the house of Sulney. Then they two went through the streets together, and came quickly to the gate of the city that was the same by which Ewan had come in, and the gate was shut and locked, and the porter gone within the gate-house.

But the boy laid his hand against the wicket, and opened it lightly, and he drew Ywain after him, and they went out towards the place of the fighting. And the boy stayed not there, but went forward to the edge of the steep bank, and looked towards the wood. And Ywain also looked with him, and he saw the river and the stepping-stones and the meadow-ground beyond them. And by the woodside was a poplar-tree new-fallen, And thereon he saw under the moon that lady sitting, and suddenly in his dream he repented him that he had so left her, and he well knew wherefore the boy had wept. And they two ran down to her together, and Ywain cast himself before her, and he laid his hands between her hands, and sware by his faith to serve her truly.

And in his dream she looked kindly upon him, And he saw her eyes, and they were grey like the dawn, and filled with coming brightness. So he turned him about to bring in the boy, that he also might be comforted. But the place was all clear moonlight, and the boy there was none, neither to right nor to left. Then the lady rose up and went towards the city of Palladore, and Ywain went with her, and she brought him to the gate, and it was shut. But with her hand she touched the wicket, and so opened it, and they entered in thereat. And in short space they came to Ewan's house, and passed it by, and when they had gone some deal farther, they came before a house that Ewan knew not, where was a great shield of arms beside the doorway.

And there the lady stayed, and she looked at Ewan, and he at her, and when he thought that she would have said somewhat, she turned her away. And she went from him into the house without word spoken. Then Ywain also went his way, and as he went in his dream, the moon set, and the sun rose on Palladore.

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Chapters 16 to 18 Chapter 16. How Ewan found his lady again, and how she went from him the second time. Long time was Ewan musing on that which had befallen him by night, and it seemed to him that he had been made to live, as it were, in two lives. Seeing that out of one sleep he had twice awakened, and of the truth of this he had no certainty, but of his service that he had sworn to his lady, of that he had certainty, for whether in his dream or out of his dream his heart assented thereto. Moreover he desired greatly to come again to that house where he had seen her go from him, and if such a house there were in Palladour, he doubted not to find it, For he saw yet before his eyes the shield of arms that was there beside the door, and it was party of sable and silver, with the ship sailing therein counter-coloured.

But now while he was musing came a messenger from Sir Raynald, and entreated him of his courtesy that he would be with Sir Raynald shortly, for he had that to say to Ewan which was worth his hearing. So Ewan went with the messenger and came to Sir Raynald. Then Sir Raynald spoke to him slowly, and with many words, as men speak of grave matters. And he told Ewan how he was commanded to bring him that same day before the Prince of Palladore, and he gave him joy therewith, for he said that the honour was great, and such as fell not commonly to them that were strangers, but if they were on some embassage.

Then Ewan thanked him in such words as were fitting, And so covered his thought, for in his old life he had had knowledge of princes, and he was well away weary even to remember them. Yet for the desire that he had to meet again with his lady, and to do her service, he was willing to pleasure Sir Reynold and the prince and any other. So when an hour had been set that he should meet with Sir Reynold before the door of the great guard. Then Yvonne took his leave, and was gone until the evening. At first he came hastily to his own house, for before any other thing that he might do, he was set to find that house of the shield, and he thought to go by the way of his dream. And he found the way like as he remembered it, and came before the house and saw the shield.

And he entered into the house, for the door was unlatched, and there was no man to stay him or to answer him. Yet he entered not so easily, for the door stood heavy against his hand, and cried out upon him, and he perceived that the hinges of it were eaten with old rust. Also upon the inward side of it was much cobweb of spiders, and in the hallway dust like grey sand upon the flags. Then he went from chamber to chamber, And they were all wide and waste in like manner. And his eyes were darkened to look upon the place, and his heart was cold within him, for he saw it as a place of the dead that was mouldering and forgotten. Then at last he came into a little chamber that was high above the hall, and it was the chamber of all the house that was most richly hung and furnished, and in it was a lute and a book, and a frame of broidery.

And upon the wall a round mirror of glass. And he came to the mirror, and stood still to look into it, and when he looked, the blood leapt in his heart as a horse leaps to the spur. For in the glass was the chamber made small and clear, as it were far off, and all things in order as he had seen them, save only that before the frame of broidery he saw a lady sitting at the work. And for all the bending of her head and the shadow upon her, he knew well that she was his own lady, and he kept watch upon her where he stood, for to move him from the mirror he dare not, lest she should go from him again.

Then he saw in the glass how she raised her head and looked, and in that same instant the mirror was filled with cloud, and he turned him swiftly about in great fear. But his fear was vain, for his lady was verily there before him sitting, and by her the book and the lute, and all things in the chamber. And she gave him no greeting, but bent still to her broidery, and made as though he had been long time there with her. And presently she bade him take the lute and sing thereto, and her voice was light and careless, as of one that thought most of her own business. Then he was ashamed, for he had no skill with the lute, and he prayed her forgiveness humbly. Then she said it was no matter, but that he should take the book and read to her.

And he took the book and opened it, but every word that was in it was written in an unknown tongue, so that he was ashamed for this time also. Then again she said it was no matter, But for a little while she was silent, and afterward she bade him look from the window, and tell her of that which he saw. So he came to the window, that was an aureole and high above the ground, and before it and beneath lay the ridge tiles of the city, and beyond them was a wall with battlements, and above the battlements was a long line and dim, where the sky met with the sea. Then he said to his lady, I see some part of the city hereunder, and what shall I say of it to do you pleasure? But she answered him, that he should look not upon the city, but beyond it.

Then he said to her, I see above the battlements a dimness of blue, and in it is a line where the sky meets with the sea, and what more shall I say of it to do you pleasure? And she answered him not, but left her broidering, and so came and stood beside him at the window. And they two looked upon the sea together, and at the last she said to him, Look well now, and tell me all, for I see that of which you have not told me. And he looked again, shading his eyes with his hand, and peering carefully. But nothing could he see, save one dimness upon another. Then an evil thought came into his mind, and he said within himself, This is her will, to put shame upon me, and to make me speak of that which I see not, as though I saw it with my eyes.

Then he looked once again, and as he looked he spoke, and in his voice was a little grain of anger, as small as the sand that grits between the teeth. And he said, I see nothing where nothing is. And in that instant he heard his lady sigh, there as she stood beside him. And sorrow came upon him to hear her, and he would have turned to yield himself. And he turned and found her not, for in the taking of a breath she was gone from him.

Chapter 17. Of Alador and of the Sands called the Shepardine Sands. Then Ewan groaned inwardly, for he said, I am a fool and worse than a fool. And for a moment he hated himself, and all that he had done. But afterward he considered a little, and said, This comes not of folly, but of newness, for I have not been used to live in too several lives. Yet, by all seeming, my lady does even so, and I with her. Therefore she knew well that I was her sworn servant. Dream in and dream out, and if I had bethought me of this, I had never been angry. But now I have offended the second time, and how I am to meet with her again I cannot tell, seeing that she comes and goes like the wind among the leaves. So he went down to the house and out of it, and set his face to go toward the sea, for he thought by carefulness or by good hap he might come to perceive that which before had been hid from him.

And as he went, he heard one call him by his name, and he looked about and saw the young man Hubert behind him coming quickly. And he stayed for him, so that they went forward together, and as they went they talked. And this time also Hubert told Ewan all such things as he demanded to know, for whether feasting or fasting, he was ever the same man, and his speech was restless and joyful. And at first Ewan asked him of the house of the Shield, wherefrom he had come, and Hubert said it was of old the house of Sir Ogre, but now of his daughter, the Lady Enya, for Sir Ogre was by his own outrageousness drowned and dead. And of the Lady Enya he said that she was beautiful beyond telling, and therein Ewan well believed him, and then he said that she came never there, but hated them of Palladour, and forsook them utterly.

And Ewan laid that saying by, that he might ponder it. Then in their talking they came to the wall of the city, and Ewan saw before him a gate that he knew not yet, and beside it upon the left hand was a castle and a courtyard, and men afoot with halberds, and men a horse with swords drawn, and many folk coming and going. And this, said Hubert, is the great guard of the Prince of Palladour. And it lies against the wall of the city and overtops it, and so runs a good furlong to the south. But on the east it stands above the city, and looks down into it, as a tree may stand above a sheepfold. Yet not so in truth, for in what place a tree stands, there will it look down on this side and on that, and not on one side only, as it is with this guard of theirs.

Therewith he brought Ywain to the gate, and so out of the city, and he turned about and showed him that on this side the face of the great guard was, as it were, blind, and in no way looked upon the sea. And Ywain was astonished thereat, for the place was passing beautiful, with a broad way beneath the wall and a border of great trees, and between the trees the wide water, coloured diversely with green and purple colours. Then he looked out as far as eye might see, and as he looked he forgot Hubert and remembered Enya, for he longed greatly to know what was the thing which she had perceived and he not. Then he turned back in his thought to Hubert and asked of him, What place is this and for what reason so forsaken?

And Hubert answered, Well, it is that you ask this of me and of none other. For the place is called the high steep of Pallador, and it is not forsaken, but forbidden. For in Pallador the sea is held for a dread thing and an evil, and the great ones and those of the tower and those of the prince's household will have it neither in sight nor in hearing, so that it is not so much as named with us, save now and then with women, or else with harpers and rhymers and the like. Then Ewan said, Without doubt you make mirth of me, for I perceive that you are speaking one thing and thinking of another, as men use in jesting. But Hubert said, There is no mirth in the matter, save it be the mirth that covers aching bones, for at times we have sight from hence of that which in all the world we most desire, and well begone is he that sees it.

Yet for this desire are we shamed and slighted, as children are hushed, that speak foolishly among their elders. But what see you, said Ewan, or what desire you to see? And therewith his heart began to go to and fro, for he knew that he was near his lady's secret. Then Hubert laughed a little, and made as though he would answer him, but he answered him as it were slantwise. For he said, Their shame is a toothless dog. And again he said, They see but little that never see Alador. Then of a sudden he changed his manner of speaking, and went laughing and talking at great random, whereby Ewan perceived that he had done with that matter, and would have no more of it, until he should return into his former mind.

So Ewan took counsel with himself to lay wait for him there, seeing that it behoved him greatly for his lady's sake to hear tell of Alador. Then they too left the way under the wall. And passed out between the trees. And they cast themselves down upon the grass, and lay there for a space, looking towards the sea. And below them where they lay was the high steep, grey and green. And below the steep was a beach upon the margins of the water. And as for the water, that was of two kinds. For nigh land it was unvexed and still, as a deep river is still. But a mile out it was broken and foam-flocked, as it were a great green meadow, and a thousand of white sheep thereon, and so continued as far out as I could see.

And Ewan marveled to see the breaking of the water, for there was no wind, and the tide was well-nigh silent upon the strand. And Hubert told him that it was no marvel, for the water in shore was deep, so that a ship might go thereon. But out yonder, he said, no man may sail and keep his life, for the sea is full on every side with banks of sand, and the name of them is called the Shepardine Sands, and many a one have they covered from all sight and seeking. Then said Ewan, They are well named by the name of the Shepardine Sands, for I see the sheep plainly. But tell me this, for what sake any man should go among them to peril of death? And Hubert said, For the sake of Alador. Then Ewan thought to anger him that he might be the more certainly answered.

So he spoke scornfully and said, What manner of men are they that for such a sake will go to peril of death? But Hubert was no whit angered, and he said joyfully, Well worth the peril and the death, for they tell such tales of Alador that if but the half of them be true, then may it well be the land of every man's desire. And this you believe not yet, for you have not seen it, nor can I tell you on what day or by what enchantment you may come to see it. For a man may watch half his life in vain, and suddenly in the lifting of his eyes it will be there, between sea and sky, as clear as stone in sunlight. Then, when he heard this, Ywain was silent for a space, and continued looking out to seaward.

But he saw there nothing that was new. For he saw only the still water near him, and afar off the blue border of the sky, and between them he saw that pasture perilous of the Shepardine sands.

Chapter Eighteen. Of Pallador and of the Princes thereof. Right so came the sound of trumpets from within the battlements, And Hubert started up upon his feet, and said joyfully how it was the trumpets in the great guard blowing to hall. And he made Ewan also to rise up and go with him, and he brought him again through the gate and into the city, and so to his own lodging. And there Hubert would have Ewan to dine with him and with certain others. And of those others one was named Morris, and another Bartholomew, and the third Dennis. And they were all three of them young men and restless in their speech, as was Hubert himself. So they five talked together all the time of dinner, and afterward they rose not from the table, but continued talking.

And as reason was, so it happened in their talk, that there was ever one that made question and four that answered. Whereby, at the last, it seemed to Ewan that his head span round, for they foresmote him with strange sayings on this side and on that, as boys will smite a top and spin it. And when they had told him the customs of Palador concerning war and witchcraft and marriage, then they told him of the clergy and the court. And of clergy they said that there was scarce one to be seen in all the city, for the great ones believed them not. And the commons loved them not. Therefore they banished them for the most part, yet not far off, lest evil should come thereby, or some sudden need. But the archbishop they kept still within the city, for he was of the company of the tower, or at the least, so they thought of him.

And of churches they made no account, but left them there, yet for the hope of paradise there were many that went pilgrimage. Then they all praised the prince some deal. But of the court they told Ewan such things as men will tell of courts. And in part he believed them, and in part he believed them not, for in his time he also had told the like, and found it otherwise. But this much he heard of Morris, and took it for truth, namely that by old custom none could be prince in Palladore, save that he were a giant of his stature and of his lineage. And also must no prince take a wife, save that she likewise came of giants, to the end that the same estate and goodliness might remain unto their children's children.

And by this counsel, said Morris, it came to pass, that being no more of one kind with smaller folk, he that was prince could not have ado with his people, neither in battle nor in love. But he had of them great reverence, For all men praised the doing of his lineage in time past. Moreover, upon high days, there would go lords before him, bearing a great sword and a crown of torny, and when they of Palladore saw the prince accompanied therewith, there was then no renown that they would not believe of him. So said Morris, and Bartholomew laughed and said further, It is true enough, yet this also is true, that our Prince is no free man, but lives in durance all his life days. For by no old custom, but belike by fear of his greatness, it is forbidden that he come abroad into the city, without he be guarded by armed guards, lest perchance he should some time break forth and go his own ways.

Moreover, it is provided that in his own house also And whether he be eating or drinking or what else doing, he shall in any case be bound with chains. And in the making of such chains, they of Palador have great skill, for they will tie a man hand and foot with bonds of no seeming substance, and yet past breaking of any, save he be strongly holpen of friends. Then Dennis laughed also, and he said, Nay, but this one thing you have forgotten. How that our princes have leave for all manner of hunting and fowling, and they go freely into all such forests as are large enough, and strike all such game as shall come near enough. For though they ride not with hounds, lest their horses fall down under so great weight, yet will they stand in covert the day long with marvellous endurance, to shoot at such few birds and beasts as may be driven forth to them.

And this is well done, for in Palador good hunting brings good will. And the prince thereby has the love of all his people. And their love fails not, but increases continually. For they hold this prince that now is to be better than his father, and he also was better, as it is reported, than any that was before him. And certainly in the old time they killed not their game so easily, nor one-fourth part of the number thereof. Then said Ewan, I perceive plainly that this is a good prince, But I am yet to seek wherefore he should desire my presence. And Hubert and Morris and Bartholomew and Dennis, when they heard Ewan say so, they were astonished, for they knew not of the sending of Sir Raynald, and they ceased from their laughing as men cast suddenly into fear.

And Hubert said, This is of the tower, for I know their handiwork of old. Then Ewan said merrily, By seeming, I also am a beast of the game. But they four laughed no more, and Ewan perceived that there was no merriness left in them, for they dreaded the favour of the tower, whereby they might lose their man as soon as they had gained him. And in no long while after, Ewan took his leave of them, and he hastened and came to Sir Raynald, for it was time.

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Chapters 19 to 21. Chapter Nineteen. How Ewan spoke with the Prince of Palladore, and how he took upon him three adventures. So when he had met with Sir Raynald, they two went up together into the great guard, and when they came therein, Ewan perceived that Morris had told him truth, for the house was high and wide and full of great chambers, and in no way fit to be the dwelling of a man, save he were of a bigness beyond all other. Also he saw that the farther from the gate, the taller were all those on whom he came, and it seemed to him as though he also took some change thereby, for when he had been brought into the chamber that lay before the chamber where the prince was. Then he began to doubt of his own stature, and his bones became shrunken, and his sinews weak within him.

Then came lords unto Ewan, and unto Sir Raynald, and put robes upon them, and so led them in. And when they were come in, they found the prince at play, sitting upon the floor at the chamber, and beside him upon the floor were a multitude of toys, fashioned after the likeness of men-at-arms. And he made them go hither and thither as he would, so that it was a marvel to behold. And when he saw Ewan and Sir Raynald, he ceased not from his playing, but he called to them lightly to come on, and take their share in his pastime. And Ewan wondered, and looked hard at him, for the words were the words of a child, but he that spoke them was by all seeming a man of forty year. Then, at the last, when he had done with his playing, the Prince came to his feet, and he was nothing terrible for all his bigness.

Neither was he a child, no, not by some deal, for he asked such questions as they ask, that have seen the manner of men and of women also. But he said not many things of his own, nor new things in any sort, and it was plain to see that his bonds wearied him. And Ewan also they wearied. For he could not choose but watch them glittering upon the prince, so that he seemed to bear the burden of them himself. Then the prince brought him to a window that looked upon the city, and he asked Ewan whether it were in his mind to stay in Palador, or to go from thence shortly. Then Ewan remembered his lady Enya, and he answered quickly that if it pleased the prince he was minded to stay. And the prince was pleased thereat, and he said that he looked for Ewan to take upon him certain adventures, for so did all those that had so much of skill and fortune.

And Ewan answered yea, for he loved this prince, and thought no evil of him, but he knew not of what adventures he would speak. Then the prince looked at him pleasantly, and he considered a little, as a man considers of diverse meats upon the board, Every one of them sweet to his tooth. Then he named to Ewan three several adventures that he would have him take upon himself. And he named the first thereof, the adventure of the chess, and the second the adventure of the howling beast, and the third he named, the adventure of the castle of maidens. Then it seemed to Ewan as though his stature had returned to him, and he answered lightly that he would take upon him these adventures, And that forthwith.

And the prince gave him leave to depart, and said how that he had done well, and should yet do better. And this also was Ewan's thought within himself. But in the same moment he looked upon the face of Sir Raynald, and he saw it as the face of a fox, well pleased with the cunning that he has practised.

Chapter 20. Of the Adventure of the Chess. And by what means Ewan brought his men into obedience. So within a while came letters to Ewan, appointing him a day for the adventure of the chess. And on the day appointed, he looked forth from his house, and saw how there stood before the door a company of the great ones, and they called to him courteously, and showed him a horse that was made ready for him. And when he came out to them, They let cover him with a cloak of silver and blue, and they gave him for his head a cap of silver with a plume of blue, and he perceived that his horse was furnished in the light colours. Then they brought him to the gate of the city that looked toward the south, and one of them told him by what way he should go, and how it behoved him to come before noon to the castle of the Chess, and so prove the adventure.

Also another of them cast a baldric and a horn about his neck, and said how that, without doubt, it should fortune to him, as he should deserve. And if so be that he achieved the adventure, then when he came again, he should come, blowing upon the horn, that his friends might make ready betimes to meet him. And some there were that laughed thereat, and among their faces Ewan saw the face of Sir Raynald. Then he set forth. And he rode at an easy pace, for the morning was yet hoar with the dew of night and the gossamer upon the grass. And when he had passed over the high land that was before the city, he came to a river, and forded it, and so took the forest, and went by a green road therein. And before noon he was aware of a castle that stood above the forest, and he entered in at the gate of it, and came to the hall, and alighted down from off his horse.

And he marvelled at the manner of the castle, for he found none there to stay or to speed him, neither in the gate-house, neither within guard. Yet was the hall well kept and furnished, with meat and drink on table, and new rushes thereunder. Also there was a great bell above that sounded to dinner without hand or rope, so that it was easy to perceive that the place was enchanted by sorcery. Now when Ewan had well dined, He fell into a study, not knowing what more he was to do, and as he studied, he heard a noise without the hall, but of what the noise might be he could not tell, for it was faint as wind or water. So he arose and went into a bay window that was beside the high table, and there was a great lattice there which stood wide open, and he came to it and looked out, and he saw there a courtyard that lay beneath the window, And the floor of it was checky sable and white, after the fashion of the tables of chess, whereby he knew that he was come to his adventure.

And thereby also he perceived the meaning of the noise that he heard. For even as he looked, there came out of a cloister two companies, apparelled after the fashion of the chess, pawns and bishops and the like, on this side and the other. And they of the other side were all in cloth of gold with red borgias. But they of the side that was Ewan's were all in cloth of silver, with baudures of blue, and of the rustling of the cloth of gold and of silver came that noise aforesaid. And other noise was then none, but that only, and the sound of it was like the whispering of the wind in an ambush. Then Ewan looked to see who was he that should play with him, and he saw how that beyond the chequere there was a window opened.

Over against the window wherein he stood, and in that window was a shadow, and in the shadow a semblance like to the semblance of a man. But between the windows came the sunlight broad upon the checker, and for the glare of it he had no certainty of that which was within the shadow. Then he saw that the two companies were all in order arrayed upon the checker, and the game awaiting for him. And he thought how he would send his pawn forward according to the usage. But he spoke no word as yet, for he had no desire to hear his own voice in that place. Nevertheless the pawn moved as he would have it, and immediately a pawn of the gold moved also to meet him, whereby Ewan perceived that the manner of the game was not by speaking but by thinking.

And when he thought again to command a piece, Then that piece also moved according to his thought.

Thus began the playing upon this side and upon that, and in the beginning, Ewan had the advantage, and he looked presently to have the mastery, but the way thereto was long and tangled, and the end fell suddenly into doubt. For when the time of the stroke was come, Ewan perceived that either his remembrance had failed him in strange wise, Or else that he had been undone by a knight of his. For whereas by his intention the knight should have been upon the sable, now he was found upon the wight, and so out of distance for the stroke. Then was Ewan in great peril, but he fought warily to recover his game, and rebutted stoutly, and so came again into good hope. But with the misadventure and the doubt, and with the slowness of the playing, The day was well-nigh passed over, and the shadow of the battlements crept softly upon the chequer.

Then the sun fell more quickly to the high tower of the castle, and was gone behind it suddenly, and a little wind stirred in the coldness of his going. And Ewan saw how the wind caught the gold and silver pieces, as it were in a whirlpool, and it carried them away under the cloister wherefrom they had issued. And they went after the manner of dead leaves, rustling and eddying by no motion of their own. And he marvelled greatly thereat, for he had supposed them to be men like himself, but now he doubted. Then he went to sup and to sleep, and found all things made ready as before. But the silence of the place choked him, and the solitariness lay deathwardly upon his spirit. Yet he remembered, How he had that day been near to win his game, and he thought well to amend it on the morrow, and give mate before the time of sunset.

But therein his hope deceived him, for again on the morrow his fortune was at odds with his force, and when he came to make his stroke, he was undone by the transgression of his men, so that his battle was disordered until sunset, and the wind right welcomed to break off the game. And when he thought thereon, despair came upon him, because he saw that the obedience of his company was not as the obedience of those others. And when he came to his bed, he lay long waking, and he cast every way for counsel, how he might make his thought to prevail more perfectly. Then in the last hour of the night, he rose up out of his bed, and came softly down into the cloister, to see the truth of the companies.

For his mind was so busy that he could not sleep. And when he was come down, the day was breaking, and he found the men all together, the gold with the silver, and they laid this way and that upon the stones of the cloister, even as the wind had drifted them, and by seeming they were light and hollow, like the barren mast beneath a beech-tree. Then Ewan stood looking upon them, and as he looked the sun rose, and he saw a marvel. For with the sun rising, their life came again into them, and they began to breathe and stir, as men breathe and stir in their sleeping. Then he put forth his hand, and touched one and another of them. And when he had touched them all, he perceived that they of the gold party were every one ruddy and warm of flesh, but they of the silver were all white and cold as mushrooms.

And in the same instant he knew the truth of their disobedience, for he said within himself, They fight in my quarrel, but the heat of my blood they lack. Right so he knew what he must do, and he took the hermit's knife that was about his neck, and loosed it from the sheath, and with the point of it he pierced his breast strongly, so that the blood came forth in good plenty, and the pain drew at the root of his heart. And he came again to them of the silver company, and with his own blood he touched them upon the lips, until he had be bled them all. But the gold ones he touched not, for there was no need. And last of all he touched the queen, and she awoke and rose up, and looked upon him as with remembrance.

And she put forth her hand in turn, and touched him upon the breast, and immediately the pain ceased, and the blood was stayed. And Ewan's heart trembled as she looked at him, for beneath Huluks he saw his lady's image, as men see faces in the fire. But she let close her eyes again, and turned her from him, and so fell suddenly to her sleep.

Then Ewan entered into great meditation, and continued long therein, so that he walked in meditation, and ate and drank the same to his dinner. And came unawares to the hour of the adventure. But when the pieces were now arrayed, and by his thought he began to move them upon the chequer, then he perceived that on this day the game was in his hand, for his men obeyed him with so brisk obedience that he saw them moving before ever he knew that his will was set. Also they went no more from his intent, but kept his ordinance, and came altogether to the stroke. whereby the gold company were discomfited, and their king was both checked and mated. Then upon the instant came a wind and thunder and lightning, and Ewan's eyes dazzled therewith.

And when he opened his eyes again, the castle was gone from him utterly, with the windows and the courtyard and the checker, and he stood in a place of rocks upon a green mound of the forest. And there also he saw his horse beside him, Saddled and bridled, and upon the saddle-bow two crowns, a gold and a silver. And he took the crowns, and rode lightly towards the city, and when they of Palador heard his horn, they came forth to meet him, as they had said. Nevertheless, the most of them were astonished, and some displeased, for they looked not to have seen him again. And the gold crown they took for the prince, as reason was. But with the silver crown they crowned Ewan, and so brought him cityward.

And as they went he fell aweary, and the sun set, and the night rose on Pallador.

Chapter Twenty-One. Of the Adventure of the Castle of Maidens, and how Ewan was counseled to escape therefrom. Now for this adventure Ewan had great honour of all the commons, for there was no sort of fighting that they did not love. And they gave praise above measure to him that could bring men into his obedience. Wherefore they were not willing that Ewan should meet as yet with the howling beast, for by that adventure they had lost many that should have been great men for them. So they went clamouring that he might be assigned a day for the castle of maidens, for that was an adventure without pain and without peril, as the most of them deemed, howbeit others there were that thought otherwise.

Then the prince consented to their clamour, being counselled thereto by them of the tower. For they looked to have Ewan either this way or that, and by favour first, if it might be so. But if not, then by foul work, as by the beast. So on the third day they came again to Ewan with smooth faces, and they brought him forth to a great castle that was named the Castle of Maidens, and it stood a three mile from the city, In a meadow toward the sun-rising. And thither resorted all the lords of Pallador, and great part of the commons, by hundreds and by thousands. And in the midst of them went Ewan with the twenty more that were of his company. And these were all young and lusty men, of lineage and wealth sufficient.

And they took Ewan for their captain and banneret. So they came to the castle anon, and found barriers thereby. And lists set ready, and Ewan and his company went within the lists. And against them there came forth as many others, for to do battle with them. But the custom was that they fought not with weapons of war, but with spears of wood only. For upon the walls of the castle were many maidens, both young and old, and though they might not all be young, yet were they all too tender to look upon wounds and death. And they were apparelled in huds of clear colours, right joyous and well-beseen, like flowers a-row upon the wall. And they ceased not from making a high sweet noise among themselves, as it were the noise of swallows upon a ridge-tile.

Then Ewan and his were armed and came riding merrily to Tony, and they bestirred themselves in the best manner, so that in one hour they had the castle yielden and in mercy. For they that kept it fought but for the custom's sake, and had no force to make good their keeping. Then, when he had received the keys, Ewan entered into the castle with all his company, and there the maidens unarmed them, and brought them to hall, that they might eat and drink, and make ready to fulfil all the custom. Now the custom of the castle was this, that whosoever should have the mastery thereof, And enter as by conquest. Never might he and his depart again therefrom, save first they should be wedded, every man with a maiden of the castle.

And they were all, both men and maids, no better than blindfold. For the manner of their wedding was by lot. And when the time for the lotting was come, the maidens sat together in a gallery, among such as were of their blood and fellowship. And they were all diversely clad in silken gear. No two alike, but every one of one only colour. Then they that had won the castle were brought in before them in coats of silk, and the coats also were diverse, and no two alike, but every one of one only colour. And the colours of the maidens and of the men were such as each one pleased, according to their fantasy. And the maidens knew not of the men, nor they of the maidens, how they would make the choice.

But when they came in presence, if any were matched in their colours, then those two were wedded together, and so departed from the castle to their own place. Then when Ewan heard tell of the custom, he was vexed with indignation, for he saw how he had been snared unwitting. And he went hither and thither, as it might be a young wolf raging in the net. But all the doors of the castle were barred and bolted. So that there was no escape. Then by chance he came upon an old dame that was there, within a little chamber alone, and he made excuse and would have taken his leave of her. But she called to him and said, Good sir, what ails you? And he answered her, Good madam, what think you? Shall a man be wedded by custom and by chance?

Then she said, So, so are the most of man wedded. But if you will, verily, it may be that I shall help you therefrom. Yea, verily," said Ewan, for I am bound an' other where. Then the old dame put forth her hand, and made to give him somewhat, and when he had handled it, he perceived that it was a silken coat, and the colour of it was of black both within and without. And she said to him, Take this, and abide the lotment, for it is not to be heard of among a million of maidens that any hath chosen black for her wedding. Then Ewan considered of her counsel, and saw that it was good, and though it had not been good, yet he could not better it. So he made to leave her, but first he thanked her heartily, and that old dame looked kindly upon him as with remembrance.

And Ewan's heart trembled within him. For he saw beneath her looks the image of his lady, as beneath her many old faces may be seen the beauty that was there aforetime. So he went from her to abide the lotment, and as she had said, even so it was, for there was none among the maidens that had black to her colour. Then all were matched save Ewan, and he only was left there unmatched. So that every man might see how he had taken counsel to escape. And some said that he had not wholly achieved the adventure, and others said that he had achieved it twice over, for he had prevailed both without the castle and within. Howbeit they brought him forth with the rest that were all matched and wedded, and they came cityward with a great noise of shouting, and as they went, Ewan fell a-weary of them and of their customs.

And the sun set, and the night rose on Pallador.

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Chapters 22 to 24. Chapter XXII of The Adventure of the Howling Beast. Thereafter, Ywain continued in weariness, and in despite and anger against the great ones of Pallador, for he perceived how they had devised these adventures Of a very purpose, so that they might have him at their will, by fellowship, or else by treason. Moreover, he longed greatly to see his lady again, and could not, and of such longing also comes weariness, when a man sees time go by, and nothing bettered. So Ewan made search in all Palladore, if he might but hear tell of the Lady Enya, and he found some few that would speak of her. And little he got of them, for one would say how she was gone into a far country, and one how she was ever a wanderer, and thereby they intended no good thing, for their meaning touched on Alador, howbeit they named not the name.

So Ewan went to and fro, and returned continually to the house where he had seen her, and in a three days he came there twenty times, and at last he thought to lie like a dog before her doorway. Then at this time Sir Raynall sent a messenger to him, and said that in two adventures Ewan had done great pleasure to his lord the prince, and he gave him to think that by the achieving of the third adventure he might well establish himself. And Ewan believed him not, for he knew better, but by reason of his despair he made assent, for he cared not what might become of him. So upon the morrow. Very early two came and called him forth, and they brought him a horse and an axe, but no gear else. And he went with them, apparelled in the coat and hat of his pilgrimage.

Then he asked them of the adventure, and they told him thereof, and the manner of it was, that he should enter into a certain park, and hew there in a tree. And the tree might be which he would, but he must hew it within a day and a night. And it must be down before the daybreak. And as for the hazard and the pain of the adventure, they said how that came by the howling of the beast. For at the sound of the axe it would howl beyond endurance, so that none might hear it, and be the man he was aforetime. Now the park was from the city a two hours journey, and there was a high wall about it and a strong gate thereto. And there were some within which were appointed to keep the beast, but they were all deaf men, and heard nothing in the world.

So they that brought Ewan there unlocked the gate, and they gave him the axe, and bade him enter quickly, for they were in haste to be gone. Then he left his horse and entered, and the gate was shut upon him, and he could well hear those men departing, for they rode as men in fear. Then he looked and saw how the park was all full of thickets, very dark and tangled of old growth, and he went forward slowly, lifting high his feet. And as he went it bechanced that he struck his axe against a tree, and wounded it chipwise. And immediately there came a noise beside him, like the growling of a great hound, and therewith a fear took him that was like a fear out of childhood. For it was quicker than thought and more deep within him, and he looked all ways and saw nothing, and he listened and heard the beating of his heart.

Then he went forward again, and found a place that was open ground, and it was a green valley between the thickets, and in the midst of the valley stood a goodly elm-tree. Yet was the goodliness of it by semblance only. For within bark it was long since gone and rotten. And Ewan came to the elm-tree, and struck it wilfully, for he was there in a clear field, and thought to see the truth of the matter. But in his stroke his senses departed from him, for there came a noise behind him such as he heard never in all his days, no, nor dreamed thereof in an evil dream, for it was like the roaring of a wild bull. And like the howling of a dog upon a grave. And when he heard it, his life turned black within him, and his heart was angered even to madness.

And he swung his axe and struck the tree haphazard, as a man may strike that is blinded in battle. And his fear was greater than his courage, and his anger was greater than his fear. So he went smiting, and his hands were bruised and his body shaken. And the beast howled even more loud, and the rage of it pierced Ewan's heart, and broke it utterly. For when he heard that sound, it seemed to him that he was hated of all men, and of himself also, and he felt his life perishing into dust, as the grain perishes between the millstones. And his strength went from him momently, so that in no long time he had been mad or dead. Save only for the help wherewith he was holpen presently. For in his misery there came to him a sound of clear music, as a lantern comes to a child that is lost in darkness.

And the music was of a reed only, yet there was within it a voice singing that was as plain as words. For as Ewan heard it, he thought on old and noble wars. And he remembered in his heart the names of them which had renown therein, and he feared no more to be hated, for he had part with them. And therewith the howling of the beast became faint and without meaning, as a noise that is very far off. And Ewan's strength came again to him, and he hewed with might and with measure, and in a hundred strokes he felled the tree endlong. Then with the fall of that tree the noise of howling ceased, and Ewan looked and saw that he had been long in his madness, for it was now the last hour of the day, and the music that he heard ceased not, but the voice changed within it, for it sang no more of old things but of new.

And as he heard it, Ewan forgot all the ills that he had suffered in all his life. And he thought on such a place as might be the land of his desire, and it seemed to him that he was not far therefrom. Then his thought went from him, and he slept. And when he awoke it was grey dawn, and he rose up and began to go from that place. And as he went, there met him a herd-girl with a herd of black swine, and in her hand was a little pipe of wood. And when Ewan saw the pipe, He remembered how he had been holpen over night. Then he thought to ask of the herd-girl what might be the music which had come to him, and she held up her pipe before him and said, Sir, there is here no music but of this only, for here are none but deaf men, and I that pipe to the deaf.

But whither you go there is music enough, for you will go as I think by the high-road. And therewith she left him and went further. But as she went, she looked again at him, and she smiled as with remembrance, and in her smiling he saw his lady the third time. Yet he saw her not to his profit, but as a man may see an image in a glass, which is certainly of the world visible, but in no wise of the life thereof. So he looked only, and let her go from him.

Chapter 23 How you an emprise to go to the city of the saints, and so into the delectable isle. So within a while he came to the gate, and found it wide open, and when he had passed out, he looked towards Palladour. For they which brought him thence had spoken of a day and a night, and they said how they would return again thereafter, if perchance they might find him still in life and understanding. And as he looked, he saw far off a company that moved upon the road hitherward. But he perceived that they came not a horse but a foot, and they were not two but many. Also they were banded in good order as they came, and kept measure, foot by foot, and they sang all together, and that which they sang was a godly hymn, but it was some deal fierce in the singing.

Then Ewan stood still to mark their passing. But they left him not so. For when they were now going by him, he saw among them the young man named Bartholomew, that was friend to him in Palladore. And Bartholomew had sight of Ewan also in the same instant. And he ceased from his singing, and ran out of the company, and came to Ewan, and took him by the two hands. And he entreated him to be of the company, and to go with them. And Ewan was little loath, for he saw how their backs were turned on Palladore. And he cared not greatly whither where he went. So only he went not to that city. So he gave Bartholomew, neither nay nor yea to his entreaty, but he began to go with him slowly, following behind the company.

And as they went, Ewan began to ask of him, to what place they were going, and on what adventure. And Bartholomew answered him quickly, and said how that it was no adventure, but a high emprise. Sounding in life and death, yea, of their very souls. For they were aweary of Palladore, and misdoubted of all the customs there, seeing how they were hard customs, with no kindness or godliness in them. Also he said how that in all the world there might no peace be found, save only in the city of the saints, and that was by report far off and beset of many enemies. Yet were they vowed both to come thither, and to dwell therein. If by endurance and good hope they might achieve their vows. Then Ewan asked him, Whence then hath the city this peace?

And Bartholomew said, The report of it is diverse, for some men say of it, that it cometh by one way, and some by another. At first by conquest, for they that dwell there do continually subdue their enemies. But this, to my thinking, is a doubtful saying. And secondly, as some have said, It cometh by hope of reward, for the people of the saints trade thence into the delectable isle, where a man may have all that he will, whether of gold or of ivory. And this also, said Bartholomew, I take for profit rather than for peace. But the third way is by good ordinance, for in that city they follow not their own will, nor strive amongst themselves, but every one to serve another. Also they do nothing waywardly, but all things by rule and governance.

And for this peace I long both by day and by night. Then, as he heard him, Ewan was kindled a little, and he said within himself, I also am a-weary, and would serve another, and not myself. And whether all this be true I cannot tell, but as I guess it is an old report that has warped in wandering. For what is this delectable isle wherein a man may have all his desire, if it be not that Alador which I am to look for over sea? And who knows but I may come thither, and find my lady and my love. But to Bartholomew he told nothing of his musing. Only he took him by the arm, and said that he would go with him, and see this city. And therewith he pressed his arm in token of fellowship, for he drew near to him in spirit, because of his voice, and because of the words which he had spoken.

Chapter 24 How Ewan saw the city of the saints the first time, and how he heard the bells thereof. Now was Ewan once more upon pilgrimage. Yet he had not that joy which he had aforetime when he left his house of Sulney. For then he went of his own free will, and followed after the boy that was no stranger to his blood. But now he was lonely and without desire, and though he had somewhat to seek, Yet his going moved rather from despair. Also the sky was changed above him, for the year began to leave summer and to turn towards winter, and the green was brown and the brown yellowing, and the nights coldened and the days drew in.

Moreover, Ewan walked not so willingly with all his company, for some of them were but ale-knights which had repented them when they were adrunken, and some were swashers home from war. And others there were which loved anguishment above all, and being feeble goers would make themselves yet feebler, with peason underfoot, and hairy shirts and body cords about them. Neither were they wholly at one in their emprise, for the half of them were in hope to be at rest in the city of saints, and the other half to be speedily at war against their enemies, so that many times when they sang their singing was diverse. And their fellowship most like to go a grief.

And in no long time this came to pass. For when they were a ten days gone upon their way, they that were angriest among them departed from the feeble ones, and they set off across country at great random, saying how they would take the city by assault and keep it against all others. Then they that remained went every day slower. And more slow, and though they had all one weariness, yet had they not all one mind. For they fell into much doubt and dispute concerning their two guides, whereof the one was a young lad that knew but little of that country, and the other was an old man, and blind these many years. So at the last they were severed again into two bands, and went their ways. For they that went with the youngling said how they would build a new city and forsake the old.

But Ewan and a five or six more went not with them, for Bartholomew entreated Ewan against his will. Then they set forward again, and came to a country of hills. And before they entered upon the hills, the old blind fell a-dying that was their guide. And they found a warm village under the hills, and left him there. For it was plain to see that his time was come. Then Ewan and Bartholomew thought to go their way, to find the city, or to end in seeking it. But they that had come so far would go no farther with them, for they were afeard to leave their guide, or living or dead.

So these twain entered alone upon the hills, and came through them in three days. And when they had passed through, they saw the city there below them. And it lay in the midst of a plain, upon a hill that was but a great mound, with a river thereby like silver flowing. And the sea was fast by beneath the sun setting, and the river went thereto through meadows and through boskage.

Then Ewan and Bartholomew came down towards the foothills, and drew nearer to the city. And when they were upon the foothills, they saw it over against them in marvellous wise. For the walls of it were of a white old age, with great bastions between all rounded, and before the walls were meadows, and above them were massy trees. And within the city the roofs were of red and of grey, and among the roofs were spires and domes and high towers innumerable, and Ewan saw them all clearly against the sky, and they were all passing beautiful, and not one of them like another. And there lay upon the city an enchantment, like to a mist or dimness upon it, for to such as stood without, and looked upon it, and beheld the walls and the gardens and the high towers thereof, it seemed ever to be abiding in ancientry and peace, as of no earthly city, but to those within it showed after another fashion.

And while Ewan and Bartholomew stood still, looking upon the city, the sun set. And dusk came round about them, and in the dusk they saw a glimmering of lights, and they perceived that in that city was full plenty of chapels and of halls. For on every side there were great windows, and in the windows were many lights shining, rich and orderly, window by window a line upon the darkness. Also they heard suddenly a ringing of bells, so many and so sweet to hear. That they were astounded with the harmony of them, for they sounded one under another, as it might be under deep and shallow water. And there was one great bell which donged below all other, and the sound of it came up to Ewan, like a sound from the bottom of the sea.

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Chapters 25 to 27. Chapter XXV. Of the Manor of the City, and How Ywain Fell a-Drowsing Therein. Ah! said Ywain, what is this city, and by whom build it? For it is certain that I never came here until now. And yet there is not one tower of it that I do not know of old time. And Bartholomew answered him not, but out of the dusk a voice came and answered him, saying, Good truth and good reason, for this city was builded from the beginning, and all men are by nature free thereof, so that come they what day they will. They come not as strangers, but inheritors.

Then Ewan saw a man before him, standing. Habited after the fashion of the religious, and he saw him gladly, for he took comfort in the words that he had spoken. And Bartholomew was comforted also, for he had been in doubt how they should come that night into the city, seeing that by likelihood the gates would be shut and guarded. And he took the man by the hand, and entreated him that he would make good his saying. And he told him how they were of Pallodore, come hither by reason of weariness. And how they were by name, Ewan and Bartholomew. And he answered them, Yea, but they should have new names for a new life, for he also had in the world a name worldly, but was now become Vicentius, and prayed daily against remembrance of things past.

Then Bartholomew said, Aye, and Ewan spoke no word, but his lips trembled. And Vincent looked upon their two faces, and he perceived the diversity of them. For he read them as the pages of a book. And he said to Bartholomew, What look you to find here? And he answered, Peace. And Vincent said to him, It is well. Then he asked of Ewan also the same question. And Ewan said openly, I am a lover and a seeker, and I look only to love and to seek. And Vincent answered him, It is well with you also, since you are come hither. For you shall love that which you desire not, and seek that which you have never seen.

Then he led them down toward the city, and as they went they were astonished that he should so have met with them in the nick of need. But Vincent said it was no marvel, for that every day at the time of twilight it was his custom to come forth out of the city and walk abroad, to the intent that he might lead in any that were forewondered. So they came to the gate and passed in with him, and he brought them through the city to a house where they should be lodged, and they supped there within the hour.

And while they sat at supper, they spoke of all that had fortune to them, and Vincent heard them and answered them comfortably, as a doctor will answer them which are diseased. But of that which he said, Ewan heard not the hearth, by reason of the bells which continued sounding above the city, For the sound of them wrapped him about, as it were, with softness and with sleep. And his weariness became pleasant to him, and his thought a dream, and he desired nothing else but to hear those bells continually, both by night and by day.

And so it fortune to him and to Bartholomew. For this was the manner of the city whereto they were come, and when it was showed to them, they received it to their joy and solace. Then might you have seen them rising lively from their beds, and going forth under morning mist to keep the daily ordinance, for though the city was thronged with all manner of folk, yet there was but one and the same rule for all. And they rang bells at the point of day, and again when they had broken fast, and they rang before noon and after, and at evening and at midnight, so that they went never an hour without ringing of bells in some part of that city. And they took all their delight therein, and when they met together, as at board or bench or whatsoever doing, then they would have their converse of bells, and of the comforts they took thereby.

For they supposed that the properties of bells were many and diverse, and they heard one bell for courage, and another for meditation, and one for ruth, and another for gladness. And the deepest they heard for fellowship, Seeing that the sound of it was very great, and came into every house, both near and far. And in sum, the life of those which dwelt in that city was all to ring bells and to hear them, and to do no other thing, and therefrom was their sustenance and their repute.

So Ewan went daily, a-ringing with the rest, and he lived as it were by sound alone, and thought to have found peace. For his sorrow was rocked continually, as a child is rocked in a cradle, and his soul was stilled as with a lullaby.

Chapter 26. How Ewan Found His Lady in a Garden. Now in this drowsyhood was Ewan living well content, and the winter passed over, and the year began to stir again from underground. And March came with dust and dryness. And then came April with sweet showers to pierce that dryness, and in the gardens the small birds were a-pairing and a-nesting busily. But Ewan was still a-sotted upon bells, and his mind was subdued unto the tune of them, for he forgot neither his love nor his seeking. But when he should have wept therefore, he remembered them only as an old and tender tale, or as a picture of one aforetime living, but now departed. Where is neither hope nor striving?

So on a day he walked alone in a garden of the city, and heard a sweet sad peal of bells chiming, and mused pleasantly thereon. Then suddenly he came upon a lady that was standing on a sward of daisies, and she stood between two laylock bushes, a purple and a white, and gathered flowers of each, and her face was turned away from Ewan. But his blood moved at the sight of her, and he heard the bells no longer, for a singing that was in his ears.

Then the lady looked down upon the flowers that she had gathered, and Ewan saw her face athwart over her shoulder, and though her eyes were hid from him, yet he saw well that she was his own lady, for he knew her by the turning of her neck, and by her hair and by her ear that was like the hollow of a shell. And beside all these he knew her by a reason that was no reason but certainty. And he spoke to her by name, and she turned about and looked at him. And he said no more, for he was astonished dumbly, like a man awakened out of sleep.

And she said to him, Tell me somewhat of your amazement, for what came you hither seeking, if it were not that which you have found? Then he stood before her stockishly, like a thing of wood. But in his heart he went out of himself, and kneeled upon his knees before her. And he said, Forgive me, for I thought to find you, but not here. And as he spoke, there came into his mind the remembrance of the Queen of Chess, and of that old dame among the maidens, and of the herd-girl in the wood of Howling. And when he saw his lady here also, and in her proper shape, he was bewildered suddenly. And he looked at her as at one that was past his understanding, and he cried out as in fear, What are you, verily?

But she looked at him kindly, and her voice came to him as from a far distance, and she said, How shall I tell you that which I know not, seeing that I have been many things in many times? And he looked at her again, and saw her strangely, as a man may see his own home by moonlight. And he cried out, Ah! Lady mine, and not mine! For as I think, you were a rose in Eden, and a golden child in Babylon, and a rainbow in Arcady, and a moonlight shadow on the walls of Troy. And you were loved of Tristram and Troilus. And for you Lancelot fought, and Sigurd rode the fire, and the sons of Usnach died.

And when he had so said, her voice came nearer to him. And she spoke yet more kindly, and she said, Yet for all this I am your lady and your earthly friend, and I have chosen you to my servant and my fellow pilgrim. Then she smiled and said further, But there is no pilgrim that can live by sound alone, no, nor by ordinance of others.

Then he said quickly, Must I forswear all bells for ever? And she answered him, Not so. But I shall show you reason. And she put forth her hand, and showed him the flowers which she had gathered. And she showed him first the purple, and she asked him, How I name you this, and of what colour? And he said, It is laylock, and the colour is the colour of laylock. Then she showed him the white, and asked him again the same question, and he said, This also is laylock, but the colour of it is white. Then she looked gladly at him, and a little mocking, and she said, You have well named them both, and in like manner the life of men is the colour of life, but the life in this city is white, and though it be life after a sort and sweet enough, yet is it no life for a man, and if it please you we will take counsel together to depart from it, for we must still be going, if we are to achieve our pilgrimage.

But the time is not yet, for I come and go whither and whence I will. But you are bell-bound until the moon shall change.

Chapter 27 How Yuen was bidden to an abbey, and so to be entrapped by treason. When Enya had so said, she stood looking upon Yuen, and her face was troubled, and her soul looked out of her eyes patiently, as it were one waiting for the dawn. For she was but newly come from Alador, and she remembered as of yesterday. How her mother had spoken with her before her death. And of Ewan she knew well that he was in good truth her friend and her lover, but for the rest she doubted, and in especial whether he were of one kind with her, that they might dwell together and find no division. And Ewan looked upon Enya, and he also was troubled, but after another fashion, for he doubted not of her, but of himself.

So they stood, looking, on the one part and on the other. And they knew not how, for all their doubting, their spirits were already handfast, and devising of fellowship together. Nor they knew not what was being contrived against them and against their pilgrimage, for they talked as they supposed in secret, but in secret also they were betrayed.

Then suddenly there came a little noise of rustling, as of one that went by stealth among the laylock bushes. And Yuen started and strode forth, and looked along the garden, and he saw a man going hard away from him, and no other near that place. Then he would have followed after him, but the going of that man was marvellous, for he went not by leaping, but by creeping, like a lizard going among grass. So Yuen came again to Enya, and told her of that which he had seen, and they laughed thereat together. And Ewan was a little shamed, and thought no more of it. But Enya laid it by, for she perceived that there was treason.

Then they went out from the garden, and so departed slowly each from other. And they made promise to come together day by day until the third day thereafter, for on the third day at night was the time of the moon's changing, when they should escape out of the city of saints. But when Ewan thought thereon, he could not tell how it might be compassed, and he doubted not without reason, seeing that he was still in subjection. For when he was together with Enya, he heard only her voice, and nothing else. And when he was gone from her, then perforce he would follow the usage of the city, and hear bells to his pleasure.

Now on the morning of the third day, when Ewan was not yet gone forth, There came in Bartholomew to speak with him, and he bade Ewan to a bell-ringing in a certain abbey of the city, for he showed him how it was that night the festival of the golden bell, and he said how that bell was rung but once in the year upon a solemn watch-night, and men were bidden thereto by no common favour. Then Ewan answered Bartholomew gladly, and was accorded to go with him. Then in the same moment he remembered Aenea and the words which she had spoken, for this was the night when the moon should change, and he would have made excuse to forsake the festival, but Bartholomew held him strongly there too, so Ewan left him alone and went to seek his lady.

And when he had met with her, he told her all, and she said to him, This is the treason. For he that devised it is the same which heard me say, How you are bell-bound, and the snare is the festival, and Bartholomew is the decoy. But he that sent him to you is some greater one, for it is he that has bidden you both. Then Ewan said, It is Vincent, for he brought us in hither, and he crept upon us so in the beginning, as a cat creeps upon young birds at the dusk. And it will be hard for me to escape from him, for he is of great power in the city.

But Aeneas smiled a little, and said, A great power, and a strong magic. Yet it may be that there is a stronger, and the trial shall be between him and me. For before the moon changes, I shall be gone into the lost lands of the south, and I bid you to my tryst, as he hath bidden you to his.

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Chapters 28 to 30. Chapter Twenty-eight. How the moon changed, and how Ewan broke forth from the city of the saints. So when the evening was come, Ewan and Bartholomew accompanied together, and they went through the city darkling. For the moon was now in umbrage. And when they came to the abbey, where was the golden bell? They found a crowd gathered thereabout, and the gate very well guarded. And within the gate was Vincent with certain others, and there was a great lanthorn above. And when they came beneath the light of the lanthorn, Vincent saw them who they were, and he greeted them and brought them to the chapel. Now the manner of the chapel was this. And it was, by repute, as proper a chapel as any in that city, for it was thrice as long as wide, and the roof was of white stone, high-embowered, and carven with spreading ribs.

And the walls were of white stone also, but overlaid below with cedar-wood, and the wood was ancient and empanelled with many rich devices. And upon the walls were canopies with carven tracery above, and stalls of dignity thereunder. And below the stalls were other stalls, and again other, so that there were of them three several rows on this side and on that, and they which sat therein were set over against each other. And beside every man in every stall there was a fair white candle burning, and with the light of those candles the whole place was lit and glorified. Yet there was a darkness also within it. For the cedar-work was well nigh black with ancientry. Also the floor was of marble, lozengy black and white, and in the candle-shine it glimmered sombrely.

So they came within the chapel, and Vincent showed them where they should be seated, and Bartholomew he showed a seat among the lowest, but Ewan he set in a high stall beneath a canopy among those which were great ones in the abbey and in the city. And when he was come to his place, Ewan looked adown the chapel, and he saw how Vincent had bestowed himself, for he was set fast by the doorway on the one side of it, and on the other side was set the Lord Abbot in his state.

Then when all men were in place, the doors were closed, both the outer and the inner, and the Lord Abbot gave command, and the golden bell began to ring. And at the sound of that bell, The hearts of all that heard it were comforted exceedingly, and they folded their hands to rest, for that which they heard was as a sweetness poured out upon all things, whereby the wrongs of men were hidden, and their crying drowned. And Ewan also forgot in that instant all the ills that he had suffered in all his life. And of the morrow he dreamed without desire for the fight wherein he had made forfeit. And the hopes which he had never achieved, he remembered them but with tenderness, as shames and perils of childhood, nothing great.

And in likewise he thought carelessly on all that was to come, and he knew not how long he sat there musing, for the blood lulled idly in his pulse as the sea-water lulls before the turning of the tide. Then upon a sudden his eyes opened, and he beheld a marvel. For over against him there came upon the air the semblance of a man's hand, and the hand was great and black, and habited in a manche of black. And it came slowly along the chapel, by no motion that might be perceived. And as it came, the lights perished dead before it by stall and by stall, and the lowest row were those which perished first, and then those next above them. And last of all, the lights that were before the canopies.

And Ewan knew not what had befallen him, for he felt in his heart a lifting of heaviness, and he looked about to see his fellows. And when he saw them he was astonished, for they started up stiffly, and yet they moved not, but they sat every one in his place, with his eyes staring, and his mouth misshapen. And the hand went towards Vincent and towards the Lord Abbot, and their light also perished, and the bell clanked brokenly and fell to silence. Then came upon Ewan both memory and understanding, and joy leapt from within him fiercely as the tide leaps beneath the wind. And he rose up and made to go forth, and they that were near him clung about him and entreated him. For they were in terror of darkness.

And he tossed them from him, and came striding to the door. And Vincent cried out that all should stay him. But Ewan said, Let be! Your light is out! And he smote him endlong, and went on, and left him lying. And he came forth to the gate, and burst it. And the crowd stood without wondering. And Ewan saw them as a city of sluggards and slumberers. Dead before their time. And he cried, The moon is changed. And he went through them, as the wind will go through standing corn. And by what way he knew not, he came to what gate he recked not. And he smote the porter with his own keys, and went forth shouting into the darkness.

Chapter 29. How Ewan came into the Lost Lands of the South. And of the three signs whereby that country might be known. Now Ewan had in his going but one only intent, and that was by reason of his lady's word that he should find her in the south. So he ceased from his running and his shouting, and he looked upon the stars, and under the herdsman he found the south and made to go thitherward. But he went not by the way of the high-road. For he supposed that Vincent and his would raise hue and cry after him. So he left the road and climbed forthright upon the foothills that were hard by the city. And as he had supposed, so he saw it come about upon the road beneath him, for there issued suddenly out of the gateway both lanthorns and torches, like a scattering of sparks out of a chimney.

And they which bore them ran hither and thither, both up and down the road, bawling and babbling in the worst manner, for their voices were harsh to hear, and out of all tune of bells. And Ywain sat above and beheld them unaware, and all their fury was by reason only that one had forsaken their ordinance. Then he left them to their hunting, and climbed further above the foothills, and he went all night to the southward by starlight only. And when the cold of dawn was past, Then the sun shone warmly upon him, and a shepherd gave him milk and bread to break fast, and he lay long thereafter in a hollow of the hills. And about him was much blossom of wildflowers, and upon the blossom came a million of bees, some great and some small, and every one of them droning busily upon his bagpipes.

And also below that place was a meadow of sheep with many lambs bleating. And Ewan had joy of those beasts, and of their droning and their bleating, for whether he slept or wakened, the sound of them was in his ears and in his blood. Then at the dusk he set forth again, and so he went nine nights and days, for always he voyaged by night and slept by day, because of Espile. But on the ninth night he came into the lands which Enya named to him, for she named them the Lost Lands of the South. And when he was come therein, he knew them by a sign, and the sign whereby he knew them was the third of three. For when he first came into those lands it was evening, and not long past moonrise. And notwithstanding that all day he had taken joy of the sun, and of the noise of beasts and birds, yet now he had no less joy of the coolness and the silence.

And he strode forward upon the shoulders of the hills, Going swiftly and strongly, for the moon was now waxing fast, and the light of her lightened the green spaces of the grass. Then, as he went, his eyes also were lightened, and he saw the world anew, for he perceived how that the beauty of it was no fading excellence, but only by long time forgotten, and belike remembered again, and again forgotten many times, according as men made clean their hearts or darkened them. And he saw that land as a land of gods, and not of men only. And though he saw not the gods, nor heard them, yet he perceived plainly both their radiance and their breathing. Then in his joy he gave thanks to the moon, as to the queen of heaven, for he knew no longer what he did.

And immediately he saw before him an upland all hoar in moonlight, for upon the sides of it There was a semblance as of mist rising. Yet was that semblance no mist, for it moved swiftly without wind. And Ewan looked again, and saw it as a company of maidens dancing together, and their attire was all of cloudy silk, and their feet were bright as with ten thousand dewdrops, and their hair was whirled about them like wisps of smoke. And it seemed to Ewan that they danced so lightly as no thing living. Save music only, for that will dance lightly without sound in the imagination of the heart. And Ewan knew not the dancers, nor how they might be named. But I suppose that they were of the hill maidens, which were of old time called by the name of Oriads.

And it is like enough that they which he saw were the same, for their beauty also was of the earth, but no wise transitory. And Ewan beheld their dancing gladly. And kept no count of time, for as he stood, the moon passed over him, and went southing, and he marked her not. But at the last they danced more quickly, and with the sight of them his blood began to work, and he endured it not long, but he went running towards the upland. And as he ran, the maidens whirled them thrice in the air, and so sank down, and Ewan saw them no more, for the earth received them. And the hill lay bare before him. Then he took his way southward, and looked again upon the moon. And the silver of her beam was faded, and the sable of her shadows, for she was well nigh drowned in dawn.

And when the day was risen, he began to go more wearily, for in those lands the sun was nearer, and bore hard upon the wayfarers. And within a fair mile he saw a wood before him. And the wood was full of great ilex trees, with laurels shining about the margent of it. And he devised to go therein by reason of the shade and coolness.

But when he was come thither, he clean forgot his weariness, and he perceived that the wood was no lonely place, but full of magic. For when he looked, he saw nothing stirring, but when he looked not, Then, always, he perceived a stirring or a flitting or a vanishing on the one side or on the other, and he walked no more freely, but warily, by reason of the eyes and ears that were about him. Yet he saw neither eyes nor ears to give him reason. Then at last he came again to open ground, and he laid him down upon the edge of it within the shadow of the wood, and he took his rest and thought to be there alone. But within a while he returned into his restlessness, for he heard a sighing as of a little wind that came quickly and went past him, and so along the hillside upwards.

And in the passing of the wind he saw, as it were, three damsels running swiftly one after another. And as they ran his eyes were dazed with the beauty of them, and his wit stood still, and the whole world moved about him. And he got him to his feet, And laid his hand upon his eyes, and when he had covered his eyes, then he remembered how he had seen those damsels plainly, for they were tall and slender of form, and clear brown of colour, and they were arrayed all in green and gold, like young boughs in sunlight. Also they ran smoothly, as a full river will run towards a weir. Then he lifted his eyes, and looked again, and he saw them, and saw them not. For the place was still, and no thing moved upon it.

But under the sun were three trees there before him, and the trees were by seeming three laurels windy-blown. For they leaned a little forward, one after another, and their greenery went all one way, as it were streaming up the hillside. And Ewan supposed that in the dazzle of his eyes he had seen the trees and taken them for damsels. Yet he looked long upon them, As though perchance they were damsels indeed, and trees by semblance only. So he went forward pondering, and this time also he knew not that it was a sign which he had seen. Then he began to leave the high hills, and he came into a little downland, with downs that tumbled diverse ways. And it was a bare land, but warm and rich. And in the valleys were cots with corn about them, and rivers going softly in deep meadows.

And as he went he saw before him a beech and grove with seven trees therein, and the grove was lonely and clear of bosquage. And it seemed to Ewan that he had sight of children playing between the trees. So he came nearer, going slow and craftily, and he stood behind the endmost tree and looked through the grove. For it was but little. And that which he saw was passing strange to him, for the children were there before him, and the like of them he saw never in all his days. Naked they were, and manlike to the middle, in their flesh fat, and in their countenance all merry babes. But below they were of another fashion, for their hams were wool-begrown, and they were goat-kneed and goat-footed. Also their hair upon their heads was woolly, and their ears were pointed.

And a prick like little horns. And it was plain to see that they were kin to the beasts, and all of them well-understanded. For one child held a squirrel between his hands, and the squirrel feared not, but kept his tail a-high. And one sat piping to a company of small fowls, which also sat and piped to him. But there was yet another child fast by, which vexed the piper with a barley straw. And he ceased not for his brother's frowning, but tickled him evilly amidst his ear.

Then when Ewan saw those babes and their playing, his thoughts left him, and forgetfulness and joy came upon him very suddenly, and his heart was delivered of a great laughter, and that laughter went rolling forth from him as smoke goes rolling from a fire of greenwood. And like smoke it was renewed continually, bursting thickly forth without end. And the children heard it, and ceased from their playing. Yet it brought no fear upon them, neither upon the beasts that were their fellows. For the squirrel chattered, and the small fowls piped more loudly. And the children also wantoned in laughter, and rolled upon the ground together. And when they came upon their feet again, they spied Ewan, and cried out joyously upon him, and they ran against him with their heads, and blethered after the manner of kids.

And when Ewan felt the butting of their heads and the busyness of their hands about him, then there came before his eyes a haze of brightness, so that he saw the world as it were golden and gleaming, and it seemed to him that he had returned into the morning of his youth.

Then, with his much laughter, his strength went from him, and for content he sighed, and so laid him down upon the ground. And the children sat them beside him, and tumbled one with another. And as they sported and tumbled together, it bechanced that one of them struck Ewan with his foot, and Ewan started a little, for the kick was notable. And he perceived right well the reason, for he saw again the child's foot, How it was small and hard like the hoof of a goat! And instantly his thought quickened that before had been sleeping, and he knew the land whereto he had come, for this was the third sign, and sign past doubting, howbeit the first two were also signs and plain enough. But what he perceived not by Oreads and by Dryads, that he learned easily by fauns, for of those he had but vision of the eyes.

But with these there came also kicking of the flesh.

Chapter 30. How Ewan had fellowship with the fawns. So Ewan lay there upon the earth, and his laughter ebbed from him, and he set him to gather his wits together, as a huntsman gathers his hounds that have been chasing over wide. And in part he gathered them, but not all, for it seemed that some part of him was beyond calling. and would not return. But of that he left thinking, and was content, and his heart was emptied of all thoughts save three only, for he had great desire of eating, and of fellowship, and of dancing. And the sun filled him with strength, and the air quivered before his eyes, and he leapt up upon his feet. Then he looked down between the beech and bowls, And saw where other two fawns came swiftly up the hill, leaping towards him with great leaps, and they were no children, but goatmen grown, with little beards upon their faces.

And he stood still to meet with them, for he knew not what their dealing might be. But they came joyously to him, and favoured him with their hands, and with their looks, and with their voices. And when they had greeted him, they began to lead him away into the valley. And Ewan went with them gladly, and the children followed after, lagging and sporting one with another. And as they went, Ewan beheld the grown fawns curiously, and he saw how one was by seeming older and one younger, as it might be, two youths of eighteen year and twenty. Yet their faces were not two but one, for they were made after one and the same pattern, And they differed in no wise save in the hair of their beards, for of one the beard was soft and like the down within the rose-hips, and of the other it was hard and like the beards of barley.

But in their lips and in their eyes was nothing diverse, and Ewan saw them as a man may see one only face in two several mirrors. Also their voices chanted together tunably, like voices of young sheep in a flock. And they showed Yuen how they were called, for they pointed each at other, and so named their names. And the older one was called Panikos, and the younger one was called Paniskos. Then Yuen spoke their names and laughed, and he showed them his own name also, and he laughed again, for they used it strangely, bleating somewhat in their speech. Then, in the like manner, they showed him other words, and he learned of them easily. For they spoke of no far matters, but only of such as were according with his appetite.

And in especial they spoke of eating and of drinking and of music, and also, as he supposed, of hunting and of sleeping. And though Ewan knew not yet what they would say concerning these things, yet he knew certainly that they spoke thereof. And he perceived their joy, and had fellowship with them. For he saw how they lived far off from carefulness and perplexity, and how their life was mingled continually with the beauty of the earth.

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Chapters 31 to 33. Chapter Thirty-One. How Ewan met with the shepherdess, and heard a music, and how he had sight of Alador the first time. Thus began Ewan to be consorted with fawns, and to live after their manner. And he slept with them that night in a little wildwood, fast by a river. And before they slept they gave him to eat of such things as they had, and truly his supper was no feast, for the fawns live all by nuts and by grains, and have no bread. Also they will taste flesh, but they know not the use of fire. So on the morrow early they caught a good fish and tore it, and when they perceived that Ewan loved not raw meat, Then they had pity on him, and they left the river, and brought him to a shepherd's hut, and they made him understand that he should go nearer, and knock upon the door, for they knew that where there were men, there belike would be men's meat, whether of bread or of flesh.

So Ewan came to the hut, and knocked upon the door, but he heard no voice within. And when he would have knocked again a second time, he dared not, for he knew that there stood one within, And listened silently. Then he devised to speak instead of to knock, and he spoke the greeting of a pilgrim, humbly. And while he was yet speaking, the door was opened, and there was a young shepherdess standing upon the threshold. And when he saw her, his heart began to beat furiously, and the beating of it upon his ribs was like the galloping of a horse upon a green road. For the shepherdess stood looking at him out of youth and fearfulness, but the face was the face of his lady and of no woman else.

Then his voice changed, and he spoke again to her trembling. But she nodded with her head, and answered not. And she put forth her hand to bring him in, and he perceived that it was brown and hard. And he looked again, and saw how her face also was brown. Then he said within himself, My lady was never so, yet if this be not her body, it is her soul, and in all her shapes I am to serve and follow her.

Then the shepherdess gave him to eat, and that which she gave him was no rich man's portion. But without doubt she changed it in the giving, for the bread was fine bread between his teeth. And the flesh was as the flesh of swans and peacocks. And while he ate, she looked upon him, and he also looked upon her, and he ate but little by reason of his looking and his delight. And when she perceived this, she forsook him suddenly and went out, and immediately his hunger increased upon him, and he dealt shortly with all that she had given him. Then she came again suddenly, And looked upon the bare board, and laughed. But in all this time she spoke not one word, so that Ywain marvelled, and was some deal discomfited.

Then he called her by her name, Enya, but there too she shook her head, and continued, saying no word. And he said to her, What do you in this place, and by what name shall I call you? And again she answered not, but she took two shepherds' crooks that stood behind the door of the hut, and one of them she kept, and one she gave into his hand, and so led him forth. And they came together to the sheepstead, and untied the wattled cots, and loosed the sheep, and together they went hillward in the cool of the morning.

Now as they went together, Ewan looked about him, And he saw the fawns that were his friends, and they stood beside the valley road in a place whereto Yuin should come presently. And he called to them joyfully, and they heard him calling, so that he hoped they would have stayed for him. But when he was now within a pitch of them, he saw how they were suddenly gone away, for they ran swiftly from him towards their wildwood, and the reeds of the river hid them as they ran. Yet they went not with one mind or one fear. For one of them stayed in his running and returned, and Ewan had sight of him among the willows, peering with bright eyes, and he perceived that he was stealing fast upon them, and going from tree to tree.

And when they were at the turning of the road, where they must leave the valley and go upon the hill, then the reeds rustled and crackled beside the road, and the fawn broke forth suddenly upon them, And he was that one that was the younger of the two. And he looked no more upon Ywain, but upon the shepherdess only. And he stooped down, and took her hand, and nosed in it lovingly, as a deer will nose in the hand of her that feeds him. And Ywain spoke to him by his name, but thereat he started up, and went leaping after his fellow, and rustling like a wind among the reeds.

Then the shepherdess led Ywain forth upon the hill, and behind them was the river, and before them was the little beechen grove. And they came to the grove, and sat within the shade of it, and looked over the valley, and the sheep went cropping the wild thyme and the milk-wort, and clanking pleasantly with their bells. And the shepherdess looked downward upon Ywain, for he lay before her at her feet. And he turned and looked upward into her eyes. And as he looked, the day went over him in a moment of time, between two beats of his heart, and he lacked speech of her no longer, for he dreamed under her silence as a man may dream under a starry night.

Then she rose and led him again downward, and the sheep went down before them to the river, and fell to drinking greedily. And as they drank, the wind of evening came softly down the stream, And upon it came a sound of piping, and Ewan's heart ached to hear that piping, for it was of a sad and piercing sweetness. Then his feet began to move beneath him, and he left the sheep to their drinking, and went toward the music. And he came to a glassy pool among the rocks, and upon the rocks was the young fawn sitting, and playing on his pipes, and under his feet was the evening sky. Shone clearly upon the water of the pool.

And Ewan came near, for the music drew him strongly, and he stood and looked upon the pool, and he saw the sky therein, and he saw it not as sky, but as a great region of the sea, for the clouds upon it were like lands of earth, and they lay there after the fashion of bays and heads and islands. And there was a coast that lay fast by him, As it were beneath his very feet, and it ran to the right of him and to the left, and beyond it was the void space of the sea. And as he looked upon the coast he knew it well, for he stood by seeming upon the high steep of Pallador, and looked out over the Shepardine sands.

Then with the beauty of the place he fell to longing, and because of the music that he heard his heart was restless. And he desired greatly to be seeking for the land wherefrom that music came. And in a moment it was there before him, beyond the void space of the sea. And the form of it was as the form of Palador, with the city and the steep all fashioned out of cloud. But it lay lonely and far out, like an island of the west. And a light was upon it, more delectable than all the lights of sunset. So that it seemed to burn also in the eyes of him that saw it. And the light and the music increased together, and together they faded and ceased. And when they ceased, Ewan turned him aside to weep, for he perceived that he was homeless.

But as he turned, he saw his lady beside him standing, and she spoke and called him by his name, as one that knew him afresh, and was no more bedumbed. And he cast himself into her arms and kissed her, for he knew that he had had sight of no earthly city but of Alador. Then he looked again upon the pool, if by fortune he might see that city again, and he saw but a ripple on the water, for with his hoof the fawn had dabbled it.

Chapter 32 How Ywain lived as it had been in the golden age, and how he was still unsatisfied. Right so came the night, and they got them homeward, and Enya went to her hut, where she had her living among the shepherds. But Ywain returned and rested with the fawns, and he slept not, but lay a great time waking, and longing for the morrow morn, whereby he hastened it not, but delayed it rather. And this is the folly of men, that they will look ever forward to that which they have not, and take no rest in that which they have. For Ewan had that day gathered to fill both his hands, namely, by seeing Alador, and by taking of his lady in arms. And in a long life there will come but few such days, so that it were wisdom to cherish them in memory.

But Ewan remembered scantily that which was passed and gathered. For his mind was all on the kisses that were to come, and folly it was past gainsaying, but of such folly is the life of man.

So he lay longing, and arose in hope, and continued many days after the same gate. And his desire fled still before him, and he followed and thought not on the way of his going. For to him one day was like another, and one night was like another. And he counted them no more than a child will count the beads upon a string. But Enya counted them, and laid them by, and when she counted them, she trembled, for she also would have him gone on pilgrimage, seeing that so only might she meet with her love in Alador. But many times she said within herself, Not yet, poor lady me, for none knows what may fortune, and belike, this is all that shall be mine.

Now the manner of their days was after the manner of the golden days, for their meeting was in the freshness of the morning, when all things are made new, and they ate and drank together with few words, and between them was a bowl of milk, and over it they laughed one at another with their eyes, for about the bowl was a thread of scarlet wool, and Ewan knew well for what reason it was there. Yet would he ask many times for asking's sake. And Aenya said how it was there of great necessity, for she set it there to be a witch-knot to draw her love to her by shepherd's magic. Then many times he broke the thread and cast it on the ground, and always when he came again the knot was freshly knotted upon the bowl.

So out of nothing they made much, after the old fashion.

Then with their sheep they took the road, and came thence upon the upland pastures. And while the day was yet cool, they too went wandering alone, and marvelling at all the diverse flowers upon the hills. But when the sun was overhead, and the air began to tremble upon the rocks, then, beneath a little cliff, they found a spring of water flowing out continually, and sparkling like crystal above the pebbles, and thereby grew tall fir-trees, and white poplars, and cypresses and plains. And on the branches the cicalas were chirruping, all sunburnt, and the ring-doves were moaning one to another of love. And below them were many flowers of fragrance, such as fill the meadows in the heyday of the year before it wanes.

And all the land smelt sweetly of summer, and the wild bees went booming about the water-springs.

And thither came Ewan to his shepherding. And he forgot the world as though it had never been, for he remembered neither land nor gold, nor his old fame among men. But he sat with his love beneath a rock, and held her in his arms. And they murmured one to another, and watched their sheep feeding among the time. And when it drew towards evening, they came downward from the hill, and listened to hear the young fawn's music, For among the fawns there is not one that dare pipe at noon, but at evening they will pipe without fear. And when there was a sound of music, then Ewan came always to the glassy pool, hoping that he might have sight of Alador. And when the pool was still, he saw it, for the piping of the fawn was of a strong magic, beyond all understanding of him that made it, as happens many times to them that make music.

But Ewan had of that magic more pain than joy, for the vision which he saw thereby was of no substantial city, but of an image made in water. And to find that city in truth, his heart was restless with desire, for he knew that except he came there, he might have neither fullness of love, neither abiding.

Chapter 33 Of The Madness of the Fawns And how Ewan forsook them suddenly, and his lady with him. Moreover, when Midsummer was now come, Ewan began to misdoubt him of the fawns. For from gentle they were become fierce, and when he saw their eyes he saw them changed as a sky that is hot with thunder. Also they departed from him continually, both by night and by day, and he saw how they went wandering alone and secretly. And when they went forth, they went, as it were, ravening like beasts. And when they came again, they came weary and shamed before him, as with the shame of men, for in their nature they were divided between two kinds.

Then upon a night it fortune to Ywain that his sleep was broken because of the moonlight that crept upon him, and at the last he awoke utterly, And in the moonlight he saw the young fawn beside him sleeping. But the old one he saw not, for he was plainly slunk away, and Ewan took but little heed of him, as at this time, for his own head was weary, and he had yet no comfort of the night. So he turned him and lay still again, and thought to sleep. But as he lay, there came a sound from far off, like the cry of one that shrieks suddenly in fear. And with that sound, Ewan also was affrighted, and his heart stood still, and he held his breath to listen. And there was silence for a space, and he said, It is an evil dream, for it is long since that cry was in my ears.

And therewith the cry came again, louder than before, and Ewan perceived that the voice was the voice of a woman. And he started up and leaned upon his hand. And the sweat pricked him suddenly among the roots of his hair. And the young fawn also started up out of sleep, and stood before Ywain listening. And Ywain saw his eyes that glittered under the moon, and his mouth that grinned and trembled as a dog's mouth grins before he bites. Then the crying came again the third time, and continued more and more, and it was by seeming nearer, As of one running and crying upon the hillside. And Ewan thought to know the place, and he leapt upon his feet to go thither. But when he would have gone he could not, for the young fawn cast his arms about Ewan's knees, and held him fast.

And Ewan looked down upon him, and was astonished, for aforetime he had seen him as a thing young and tamable, and of a nature softer than the nature of men. But now he saw the teeth of him, and heard the growling. And therewith a red hatred came upon Ywain, and his heart swelled up to bursting, and he fell upon the faun and beat him with fists upon the head. But the faun loosed him not for all that, nor ceased not from his mirth. And they two rolled upon the ground and fought together, the one grinning always, and the other sobbing, for Ywain wept fiercely with rage to be so hindered. Then, At the last he caught the fawn, and choked him, and so cast him grovelling. And he escaped out of the wildwood, and began to climb upon the hill.

And now that he was escaped, he knew no longer whither he should go, for there was no more sound of shrieking, but a great silence of moonlight and solitude. And he went to and fro upon the hillside, and found there no living thing. And at the last the sky began to lighten towards dawn. And his strength left him, so that he laid him down, and slept he knew not where.

And when he awoke, the sun was high, and he looked adown the hill, and saw Aithne coming towards him. And she was leading forth her sheep, for it was time. As she came, he saw her loveliness, while she was yet far from him, for her going was both proud and womanly, and she showed forth in it the fashion of her heart. And when he saw that, he thought on pain and terror, and he had great pity upon all women, and he went quickly to meet her, and said, What have we here to do? For we should be gone long since. But she looked at him, and saw how he was already weary, even in the first hour of the day, and how he was troubled beyond measure, even in her presence that loved him. Also she saw how he was soiled and somewhat be bled upon the hands.

And she touched his hand with her hand, and asked him of his hurt, and for what cause he would be gone. And he told her no truth, for he would not tell her of his pity. But he spoke of himself only, and he said, I am afraid, for I go in peril of my life by reason of the fawns. Then she said, Dear heart, be not afraid, for I know the fawns, that they will be cruel at their hours, and I have a spell to tame them. "'For they are but beasts.' "'Yea,' said he, "'they are my brethren of the half-blood. "'And now I beseech you that you lay down your crook, "'and leave your sheep to feed as may befall them, "'and let us be gone by what way you will.' "'And she delayed, and asked him, "'Whither?' "'And he said, "'I know not whither, "'but this I know, "'that I have fought with my kin, "'and I have dwelt among them long enough.' "'Then Enya sighed.

And she turned her about and looked upon the valley, and the sun lay broad upon it, and the morning shadows, and the river ran bright among the willows below, and in the rocky pools above. And she sighed again, and then she said, It is nothing, beloved, for we have been long together, and we have that which hath been, and that which shall be. But as men say, a joy that ends is never long enough. So now I sigh, because I must bid this place farewell. And I knew always that we must some day be gone from it, and I waited only for your will. This is my will," said Ewan, and he cast her crook upon the ground, to be a token to them that should find it lying. Then he took her by the hand, and they looked again upon the valley, and they kissed for comfort and for memory, and turned them and went together across the hills.

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Chapters 34 to 36. Chapter 34. How Yuen and Enya went flying between sun and moon. Then they went hastily until it was past noon, and Yuen would not that they should stint, till at last they wearied both and lacked strength for lack of meat. And they espied a shepherd's hut, all lonely among the hills, and it stood fast by a thicket, and they knew not whose it might be, for it was far off from the valley of their dwelling. So they came thither, and found it empty, for the shepherds were abroad with their flock. Then they went within the hut, and shut to the door, and thought to rest them a while. But Ewan sat him down beside the window, and hid himself that he might keep watch. For he doubted that they were not yet wholly escaped.

And when he had watched for the space of half an hour, he saw how that there was something stirring in the border of the thicket, and presently came forth the young fawn, going warily upon his hands and upon his shanks. And he cast about him on this side and on that, nosing the earth as a hound upon the trail, and he began to creep toward the hut. And Ewan moved not, but laid hold upon his staff. But in the same moment he looked beyond the fawn, and saw two shepherds, which came coasting the thicket. And he heard their dogs behind them, barking and driving in the sheep. And the fawn also heard them, and was discomforted, for his wits had been all upon the trail, and he was well nigh trapped. And the shepherds saw him, and cried out upon him, and made to beat him with their crooks.

But he ran with great leaps, and passed before them, and was gone into the thicket. Then Ewan went out to meet the shepherds, and to question them, for he perceived that they were come home from pasture before their time. And they said that they had great need to come, for that there was a gathering of fawns throughout all the country, and it was the time of their madness wherein they would be fell and beastly. Then Ewan told his tale also, And they counselled him earnestly to go further, for they understood how that he was hated of the fawns, and belike against him was their gathering, and against none other. So Ewan brought his lady forth in spite of weariness, and the shepherds gave them such meat as they had, and sent them away.

Then Ewan began to be afeard, as he had never been afeard in all his days. For he saw how his lady was fallen lame with the roughness of the hills. And this that was before him was no proper warfare, wherein a man may die reasonably, but a desperate and unclean fortune to be overtaken by beasts in darkness. And on every wind he heard voices, and behind every tree he saw the shadow of his enemies, so that he went continually as through an ambush, forlorn of hope. But Aenya spoke always with good cheer, and made light of fawns, as one that had a spell to subdue all creatures at her will. And almost Yuen believed her, for she was steadfast beyond all bravery of feigning. Then at last the sun began to fall more swiftly to his setting, and a great perplexity came upon Yuen, for he supposed that in the darkness would be the end of all.

But he knew not how, nor in what point of time, and he had a longing to say somewhat to Enya, yet for shame he could not say it, lest by chance after despair there should come deliverance. And therein his heart betrayed him not, for his fortune was better than his fear. Thus they continued going forward, and speaking as in hope. And though they spoke deceivingly each to other, yet their spirits were in peace together. And as they went, they looked upon the sky westward, and there was a little span between the sun and the sky border, and by that span they saw their life and measured it. And the sky was clear above and without cloud, but the sun was greatening below in a mist of rose, and against the mist was a black jot, as it were.

A black crow homing towards nightfall. And when it came nearer, they saw how it was in bigness, greater than a crow, and in colour diverse. For the light went through it and yellowed it, and it flew more swiftly than a bird. Also it came with a sound of humming like a great bee, and the nearer the louder, till the air was shaken with the humming of it, and the blood quickened in them that heard it. And Ewan and Enya stood still to look upon it, And they saw that it was, by seeming, a man which flew with wings. And he came over to them where they stood, and went about them in a circle like a buzzard, wheeling lightly and looking down upon them. Then Ewan made a sign requiring succour of him, and he took Enya into his arms and made to shelter her, and with his staff he swung great strokes about him, as it were against a host of enemies.

And his sign was well understood of him that was flying, for he dropped swiftly down upon the earth, and he put off his wings, and came running where Ewan was, and Aenya. And they saw how that he was a man like unto themselves, but tall and strong and comely out of measure, and at a word he perceived their peril and the evil malice of the fawns. Then hastily he did on his wings, and he took a thong, And when he had bound Ewan and Enya with the thong, he made them fast beneath his pinions, and so mounted lightly upon the air. And Ewan and Enya looked down and marvelled, and held their breath, for the whole earth fell from them suddenly, and for a moment they had sight of fauns running together like ants beneath them, and then they saw the fauns also fall from them and become as dust.

And the sun set, and the moon rose, And they went flying swiftly between the sun and the moon.

Chapter 35 Of the city of Didala, and how an old dame therein despaired of it. So they went swiftly, and spoke no word, being astonished unto dumbness, for their life was changed suddenly, and they were in no place of the world. But he that bore them held his course, and he flew eastward by the space of an hour. Then they were aware how he sloped downwards in his flight, and they looked and saw beneath them a great city on the border of the sea, and in no long time they came lightly down and took land before a gate that was there. Then they three entered a foot into the city, and they came quickly to a good house, and were received therein. Now the house was the house of an old and noble dame, by name Irene, And she was the mother of Hyperanor, which had borne Ewan and Enya upon his wings.

And them she greeted courteously, and received them to be her guests, while it should please them. But to her son she spoke after another sort, for in one and the same breath she dealt him sweet words and bitter, giving thanks to all the gods for his homecoming, and also bidding him be gone, where she might never be troubled with him more. And after this manner she continued all supper-time, and she would have Enya to know how she was the most miserable of all women living. For I was born, she said, in a city far off from this, and in a land of other men and other customs, and I came hither blindfold in my youth, and the veil wherewith I was blinded was the veil of marriage, as its fortunes to the most of us.

For at this city I knew nothing, But I supposed it to be an ancient city, and a pious with gods and customs like our own. And I found it given over to a madness of inheritance, and by special wrath of heaven accursed and punished. For this is the city of Dedala, where is the tomb of Dedalus, whom they call the father of inventions. And though his bones be perished, yet they keep here his impiety, and do after it. And their madness is beyond belief. But there is nothing that they will do by way of nature, if by any means they can devise to do it otherwise, as by mechanymes of iron or brass. And at my first coming they were assotted upon chariots of fire, and afterwards upon a hundred other devices, full of noise and dangerous exceedingly.

And now they sin with the very sin of Daedalus. For when he had found out many inventions, he found out this also, to fly above the earth with wings. A thing plainly hateful to the gods, for if it had been their will, they would have made men like to birds in the beginning. But their will was not so, and they have sent upon this city the curse of Daedalus. For as the god took his son from him, and cast him dead upon the sea, so now it is with us, and heavier a hundredfold. Then the old dame wept bitterly, that it was pity to see, and her son ran to her, and knelt beside her. And when he had some deal comforted her, then he spoke merrily, and said how it was shame to lay so much on gods, and to make them unreasonable, and so bring them into judgment.

And it may be, he said, that it is we and none other that are the gods, for certainly we are greater than our fathers, and there shall yet be greater that shall come after us. But his mother rebuked him, and said, I will not hear such words, for your fathers kept due observance, and lived long, and you of this generation do reverence to none, but you fly outrageously in the face of heaven, and your youth is cast down upon the earth as upon a dust heap. And to what profit? For you die like the flowers, and leave no name behind you. And Hyperanor said, So be it, but our fruit shall follow us, for it may be that our sons shall fly, and not fall. But Irene wept again, and said, You are great givers, for you tear your mother's hearts to feed your children.

Then Enya went to her to comfort her, for she was sorry in her heart for that old dame, and she saw how she had no other son but this one only, and him she looked daily to lose. And Ewan also had pity on her, for there is no man that can bear to look upon a woman weeping. But he was divided in mind, and in part he was pitiful, as need was, but in greater part he took side with Hyperanor, and upheld him to have the right of it, for he saw how the young man was a great knight and strong and passing comely. And though his words were some deal big, yet his voice was slow and courteous, as the voice of one that would make good. Also in his doctrine Ewan upheld him, for in all wars there will be some that die, And they die gladly to subdue a kingdom, though for themselves they see it not, nor enter into it.

But most he loved him as one that would dare and do, and of his daring and his doing he would willingly hear more. For it seemed to him a great and marvellous thing that men should fly, that so they might come into all places of the earth, yea, and perchance into some that are beyond.

Chapter 36 Of a promise that was made to Ewan, and how he took wings to seek for Alador. Then, after supper, the old dame went out, and Enya with her, and Ewan was left there with Hyperanor, and they two sat a long time talking together. As they talked, they drank their wine, by cup and by cup, and they sat beside a window, and the window was open wide, looking upon the city and upon the lights thereof. And the night over them was blue and spangled with bright stars, and Ewan perceived how that Hyperanor was no longer strange to him, but near and kind as out of old friendship. And he spoke with him concerning many matters, and was accorded with him continually. Then at the last he spoke of Alador, and he told him how that he must of necessity come there to be wedded with his lady, and how he had sight of that land as it were of a cloud in heaven.

Yet he could by no manner of means attain to find it. And Hyperanor received his saying readily, and began to make him large promises. For he was such an one that in his book was no word for things impossible. And he said how he would give ewan wings, and learn him quickly how he should use them, so that in one day he might well come to fly with all ease. If he had but good courage and continuance of fortune. And as for Alador, he had no knowledge thereof, but to find it he took to be no hard matter. For if such place there be, he said, be sure that flying will bring us to it, save it to be at the sea-bottom. And in that case he told Ewan how, that he had yet another mechaneme to do his purpose, so that by wing or by water, Ewan should certainly come thither.

Then when Ewan heard those words, he was fain to believe them, and he began to feel his wings uplifting him, and he doubted not of Hyperanor, but he thought to know more of his mind concerning Alador. Therefore he asked him toward what quarter of the earth they should begin their seeking, and Hyperanor answered, Toward no quarter, for that the land was plainly no place of earth but a floating isle after the kind of the isles which float upon the sea. And belike it would be found in the region of the stars. And Ewan marvelled at his knowledge, and took comfort of it, for he also believed that it was no earthly city which he sought, but what else it might be he knew not, until it was showed him reasonably.

So he heard Hyperanor, and was content, and looked upward to the stars, and he beheld their aspect, such as with his eyes he never yet beheld it. For he knew them of old, both by stars and by constellations. But now first he saw their images in heaven, and behind every constellation was an image, like a great shadow, decked with stars. And the shadows went about the high dome, like servants of the gods, going silently in their appointed order. And Ewan knew no longer where he might be, for he saw no more the lights of the city. Nor heard the voice of Hyperanor that talked beside him. Also it seemed to him that time was fallen dead, so that the world was void and still, as a glass is void when all the sands are run down upon the heap.

And he awoke as from long dreaming, but he perceived that Hyperanor knew not how he had been from him all that space. So within a while they betook them to their rest. Then on the morrow they rose up early, and came to a meadow-ground which lay before the gate of the city, and Hyperinor gave Ewan wings according to his promise, and showed him all his own skill therewith. And Ewan received his teaching quickly, and brought it to good market, so that in no long time he went which way he would. And he wearied not, nor failed of strength, but his wings upbore him lightly without labour. For they were so devised. And when it was evening, he thought to prove his adventure, for he was not willing to return into the house to Enya until he should have somewhat to tell her.

And when the sun was now going down into the sea, Ewan did on his wings again, and scanned all the regions of the sky, and there was no cloud near the sun, but over against his setting. There was only one cloud, made golden by the light of evening, and under the cloud was the moon rising, and she came up out of the mountains of the east, and went climbing towards the cloud. Then Ewan called to Hyperanor, and together they leapt into the air. Then, at the first, they went wheeling about and about to gain the height of the sky, and the dusk began to fall softly round them, And Ewan looked down in his wheeling, and there was the city of Dedala very far beneath him, and it smallened and darkened continually, so that save for the moonlight upon the towers, he had soon seen it no more.

But for a time he saw it still, lying cold and white by the border of the sea. Then he looked up and saw the stars, and above him Hyperanor flying beneath the starry roof. And Ewan followed him, and they left their wheeling and flew straight toward the cloud above the moon. And the moon rose up to meet them, and the light of her came cold upon their faces, and they strained in their flight to hold their way above her, so that they flew faster and faster into the hollow of the night. And as they went, the coldness of the void entered into Ewan's blood, and he felt no more neither hope nor fellowship. And his love lay frozen within him, as the root of a flower lies frozen in winter. But his thought was busier than aforetime, and his desire was to know all things which might be known.

And he looked down again toward the earth, and saw it as a thing without life or meaning. For in bigness it was lesser than his hand, and it fell beneath him like a stone that is hurtled from a cliff. And he said within himself, What is that to me? for it is but one amongst many. And he looked up again to Hyperanor that he might follow him further. But when he looked he saw him not, nor the cloud neither, and in a moment his thought was dazed within him, and went staggering like a man struck suddenly upon his eyes. For on every side the stars were changed about him, and they kept no more the order of their constellations. But they were as a crowd rushing upon him, Countless and disorderly. Then he looked again upon the moon, and saw her as it were hard by him, and he was yet more in dread, for she was no living land, but a bare plain and cold, and upon the plain were hills like naked bones, and black pits like the pits of dead men's eyes.

And in the same instant he saw against the moonlight Hyperanor falling like a dead bird towards the earth. And in his fall he came by Ywain, and went fluttering past him, and Ywain leaned over and peered after him, and the coldness left him, and the blood came again swiftly from his heart. And he stooped his head and went whirling down the gulf, and the winds rushed up to meet him, and bore him whither they would, for his strength was as the strength of a leaf that falls at end of summer.

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CHAPTERS 37-39 Chapter Thirty-Seven.

How Ywen came the second time to the Hermit, and how he took counsel of him. Now Ywen fell swiftly earthward, and belike the time of his falling was no great space. But to him it seemed long beyond reckoning, For his wits were battered and edge-worn, as a stone is worn by a hundred years of rolling. And whiles he dropped headlong through the void, and whiles the wind came up beneath him and lifted him lightly, so that he rose and fell, as it were, upon great waves of the sea. But at the last he came hurtling down upon a forest, and among the trees of it his wings were caught and broken. Yet was Ewan not broken therewith. But he took the earth easily and recovered himself. Then he got to his feet and began to go through the forest.

And it came to his mind that he was thrice lost, and not once only, for he was gone from his lady and from his friend, and he knew not where to seek them, nor in what place of the world he might himself be wandering. And for Enya, he prayed to see her again in no long time, for he knew how she could come and go by her own magic. That was her gift of fairy. But for Hyperanor he lamented without praying, for he supposed that he was gone beyond that. And for himself he raged against fate, for it seemed to him that his life had fallen suddenly from light to darkness, as a lamp that is thrown down, and though it be not broken, yet it cannot be kindled again, but cold it lies and blackened that was burning but a moment since.

And when he perceived that, then he bit and beat against time, as a wild thing will bite against the bars of a cage.

Howbeit he continued still upon his way, and suddenly he perceived that he was in no strange path, for he was going between tall pines, and beyond the pines was a stream that ran burbling, and a bank with great beaches upon it. And he went forward quickly, as one that well knows what he shall find. And as he thought, so it fortune to him, for he came by sunrise to a bare lawn under a cliff, and in the face of the cliff was a door carven and a window or two, and it was the house of the hermit that was friend to him, and right glad he was to see that place again.

And when he came there the sun was risen, and the hermit was coming forth out of his house in like manner as he had done aforetime. And in like manner he brought bread and broke it for the small fowls of the forest. And Ewan was amazed to behold his dealing, for there had come no change upon the man, nor upon the place, nor upon anything therein. But Ewan only was changed within himself, and made new by time and trouble. Then he stood still beneath a beech-tree, and called with a quiet voice, and bade the hermit a good morning. And the hermit moved not, but answered him yet more quietly, and continued feeding his birds. So they two came together without ado or overmuch heartiness, but inwardly they were quickened both as with memory and friendship.

And they went together to the stream, and when they had given bread to the fishes, then they did off their garments quickly, and took the pool as they had done aforetime, and they sported joyfully, And so came home to break their fast together. Now as they sat at table, Ewan looked out from the window, and he saw the sunlight upon the lawn, and he heard the murmur of the stream, for the sound of it came by upon a little wind of morning. And he bethought him how the times were changed, and all his mind unknown to the hermit who sat beside him. Then the hermit said to him, We are strangely met again. But in a year this place is nowise changed, and I have gone but a little downward on the byway of my life.

But you have journeyed far to the forward, and are come within sight of your desire. And Ewan was astonished, and asked him, How know you that which has befallen me? For it is a long tale, and I have not yet told a word of it. And the hermit answered, I know it not, but there is little need of telling, for I set you forth on your way to Palladore. And therein you followed your desire. And without doubt there met you by the way a woman, for by every man's way there is a woman, and without doubt you learned of her that which all women teach. And for the rest you have encountered this and that adventure, and though you have proved them well, yet have you failed of your achievement on to this present, but there is hope in your eyes, and no certainty, and you are here alone and wandering.

Then Ewan opened his heart, and he told his story by part and by parcel, until he had told it all. And when he had ended his telling, the hermit was silent, and he sat there stillly, and moved no more than if he had been lost in sleep. And at the last Ewan said to him, That which I have done, is it well done or ill? Then the hermit stirred a little and sighed deeply, and so fell again to silence. But afterwards he spoke, and said to Ewan, Forgive me, for I was thinking of myself, yet not of myself only, but of you and of many, for we are all banished men, and we seek for the road of our returning. And you do well on your part, for your serving and your seeking are one, and though you find not yet, neither do you turn aside to rest, for the time is not come wherein you must be content with memory and solitude.

And Ewan looked upon him, and he saw that he spoke out of sorrow, for his eyes were like still water. But deep within them the spirit of the man was troubled, as the sand is troubled beneath the stillness of a spring. And Ewan longed greatly to comfort him, but found no words, for he would not question him of his sorrow. Then he thought to put him in mind of his wisdom that he had found by loneliness. But thereto the hermit answered yet more sadly, and said, There are that choose loneliness, but upon me it came perforce. And for my wisdom it is one thing to you and another thing to me, for to you it is as a living voice to counsel the living, but to me it is as the stone upon a grave which gives good words when there is none left to hear them.

Then Ewan said to him, What then, will you return and come with me? The hermit smiled a little, and answered him, Not so, for I shall be none the nearer to the country of my abiding. But go you, he said, and return to the city, and do your seeking among men, for your life is yet to find, and among men you must find it.

Chapter 38. How Ewan returned again to Palador, for to dwell there, and how he spoke to appease the strife that was between the people. So on that day Ewan had converse with the hermit, and on the morrow early he departed from him. And he went from him by the former way, but he went not after the former manner, for at this time his journeying was by daylight and not by moonlight, and he had no aid of horses, but fared always upon his feet. Notwithstanding, he made good speed, and came betimes to the place of the stepping-stones, and it seemed to him a place right dreary and desert, where before had been his lady with him, and great fighting upon the bank. So he passed on quickly and came to Palladore, and he saw the city also as a dim and dreary city, for his heart was fordone with loneliness, and his thought dragged like a man that is footsore with going.

Then he came to the gate and passed in, and immediately there came to meet him two men, and they ran towards him on this side and on that, and one of them was clad in scarlet and the other in black. And they, too, laid hold on him both together, and they spoke to him loudly, as it were, with one voice, so that he heard not of their saying two words in twenty. But when their ardour was somewhat abated, then he heard them more plainly, And their tale was this, that the company of the eagle and the company of the tower were at odds together, and some of them were even now within the great hall of the city, speaking the one against the other, and like enough to go further with it. And as for them which took hold of Ewan, they had the office from their companies to wait within the gate, and if any should enter, to send him quickly to the place of meeting.

And they offered Ewan badges of the tower and of the eagle. And were urgent with him, each for his own, that Ewan might declare himself as of that company, for they knew him not, or else they had forgotten, or belike they thought to carry him away with words.

And when he heard their clamouring, and knew not for what cause the striving might be, then at the first his spirit was sick within him, and he thought to break away from them. And he said to them, Let me go my way. For I have enough business of my own. And again he said, Let me go, for I am weary and would rest. But when he had spoken these words, he saw the men no longer, neither the red nor the black, but he saw beside him the hermit standing and looking into his face. Then the hermit took him by the hand, and began to lead him towards the market-place, and as they went, he spoke not to Ewan, but held him always by the hand. And it was as though his mind was poured into Ewan's mind, like wine that is poured from one cup into another.

And Ewan knew whither he went, and he made no more resistance, for he said within himself, This is the life of Palador, to strive by companies, and I know of which company I am. Then he thought again upon the eagles, and his blood leapt up to be with them, and he hastened in his going, and knew not that he hastened. And in that moment the hermit was gone from him, and he came alone into the market-place.

Now there was gathered in the place a crowd, exceeding great and turbulent, and they were plainly divided between the two companies. For they which favoured the tower stood upon the steps of the great hall in a ground of vantage, and they which were of the eagles stood in the street below. And they were waiting until their men should come forth to them from within the hall. And as they waited, they gibbered and gibed, the one party against the other. But when they saw Ewan, they left that and shouted at him altogether, for they remembered him and desired him each company for their own. And the eagles desired him, because he had fought for them aforetime, and they of the tower desired him, because he had fought against them and worsted them, so that between them Ewan thought to be divided piecemeal.

But in that moment the doors of the great hall were opened, and they which were within began to come forth. And there came before them a crier with a bell, and he stood upon the topmost step, and rang his bell, and cried. And Ewan heard of his crying the last word only, and they of the tower caught up that word, and shouted joyfully, He is banished! Then the eagles shouted, He shall not be banished! And their shouting was the louder, and by some deal the fiercer. And they called to Ewan to help them, and they made way, and pushed him forward upon the steps. Then he went slowly up the steps, and he stood and looked upon the crowd, and as he stood, he cast about in his mind what he should say, for of the matter in dispute he knew but this word only, that one was in danger to be banished.

So from that word he began his speaking, and he said first how that to banish any man was an evil custom, against kindness and against reason both, for if a man had done wrong, he should suffer there where he had done the wrong, seeing that it was his country notwithstanding. And secondly he said how that in any case a man should suffer by law and not by hatred, for he may offend a whole company, and yet be no law-breaker, nor of evil intent. And thirdly, he said that to speak against customs is lawful, for a custom may be such as was good yesterday, but in no wise good today, nor for ever, and to end it is no murder. And all this he spoke, not angrily, but with a sad voice and a slow. And from fierce the crowd became gentle, and they murmured continually for pleasure, as a cat will purr when she is stroked with the hand.

For they of Pallador love best to see fighting. But after that they loved to hear speaking, and he that hath power of wind may raise their anger at his own will, and lay it again like the waters of the sea.

So they were stilled and put in peace together, as for this time, and they left the market-place, and departed each to his own business. But they of the tower forswore not their intent, for they held by their custom, and hated Ewan. But they perceived well that they must abide their time.

Chapter 39. How Ewan beheld a game of children, and heard their singing. Now Ewan stood still to see the crowd departing, and of them which came near to him, there were some which greeted him, and some which looked sullenly upon him. And as he saw them, he thought upon the fashion of this world, wherein all men are homeless. For though a man dwell where he will, and see good days, yet everywhere he will be at strife with some, and be like with many. Then he thought to go to his own house, and he came there and entered into it. But when he was therein, he looked about him doubtfully, for he could not tell if it should still be his own or given to another. So he stayed not there, but went forth again he knew not whither, for his wits wandered otherwhere.

But his feet likely found out the ways of his desire. And the time was the time of sunset, and there went a great thunder over the city, and a sudden rain. And when the rain ceased, there was a light in the air and a marvellous clearness. And it seemed to Ewan as though that clearness was in his eyes also, and in his mind and in his heart. And he went wandering in joy. So he came to a gate of the city, and marked it not, but passed through it, and beyond the gate he saw suddenly the high steep before him, grey and green, and upon it was a company of children, singing and making merry, for they had run forth after the ceasing of the rain. And there beyond them was the sea, shining like grey steel, and the trees were dark against it, and the sky was heavy above with bands of purple, But between the bands the colour of it was pale and cool, and like to the colour of green apples.

Then Ewan stood still to look upon the sea and the sky, and the children came round about him and looked also, and as they stood looking, there passed a cloud over the Shepardine sands, and the cloud was drawn down upon the white water, and it was the last cloud of the storm going west before the wind. And the passing away of it was like the drawing of a curtain, for immediately there was light instead of darkness upon the Shepardine sands, and upon all the region that was beyond. And in the light there was a land, as it were far off, but exceeding clear. And upon the land was a steep and a city, and by seeming it was no strange city, for it was built and bullocked after the very fashion of Palador.

Notwithstanding, it was strange enough. For it was small and bright as a city that is painted in a book, and the light wherewith it shone was a light of dawn and not of sunset.

And as Ewan looked upon the city, it seemed to him that the light was upon his own eyes also, and upon his mind and upon his heart, and he named the land aloud and called it Alador. And the children that were beside him heard the word that he spoke, And immediately they broke into shouting after the manner of children, and ran busily from one to another among themselves. And Ewan perceived that they would play at a game together, and by seeming the game was called the game of Alador. And at the first he marvelled, but afterwards he marvelled no more, for he remembered how that it was forbidden to speak that name in all the city. And how that the desire of children is ever to do and to say that which is forbidden to them.

Then he went a little aside and stood within the gateway, and looked forth to see the playing of that pastime, and he saw how the children departed them into two bands, which stood a line the one over against the other. And their pastime was the singing of a song, and they sang it, as it were, an antiphony, verse answering to verse. And they kept the time full orderly with their hands and with their feet, and the verses of the song were in number six, and the words of it were these. To Alador, to Alador, who goes the pilgrim way? Who goes with us to Alador before the dawn of day? Oh, if we go the pilgrim way, tell us, tell us true. How do they make their pilgrimage that walk the way with you?

Oh, you must make your pilgrimage by noonday and by night, by seven years of the hard, hard road and an hour of starry light. Oh, if we go by the hard, hard road, tell us, tell us true, what shall they find in Alador that walk the way with you? You shall find dreams in Alador, all that ever were known, and you shall dream in Alador the dreams that were your own. O then, O then, to Alador, we'll go the pilgrim way, to Alador, to Alador, before the dawn of day. Now these were all the verses which the children sang, but when they had sung them all, they sang the last verse again, and yet again. And as they sang, they turned them about, and they went, by two and by two, along the edge of the green steep.

After the manner of lovers or of friends, which go together on pilgrimage. And when Ewan saw that, his heart burned his eyes, for even in the playing of the children he beheld an image of his own life. But they went from him quickly, for they continued still in their singing and their marching, and they passed by a tower that was in the wall, and Ewan saw them no more. But he heard their singing far off when they were long gone from him. And at the last he knew not in truth whether he heard it or heard it not, but only he knew that the sound of it was still abiding with him.

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Chapters 40 to 42. Chapter 40. How Yuen Came to Alador. Then Yuen went forth again from the gateway, and he came to the edge of the high steep, to the place wherein the children had their pastime. And there, under the trees, he began to go to and fro, for he was restless by reason of the song that was yet in his ears. And as he went to and fro, the song continued with him, and it worked as it were an enchantment in his blood, for he kept looking upon Alador that lay there under the sky border beyond the Shepardine sands. And he saw it in a light that was no light of earth, and he knew no longer where he might be. But the world was lost and vanished from him, and his feet ceased from going, and he stood at gaze, looking only upon that land of his desire.

Now at the first it was far off from him, but afterwards he beheld it near and clear past telling, for it seemed to him that power came upon him, whereby he had a vision of things not to be seen with eyes. And for the land he saw that it was in all ways like to the land whereon he stood, and in like shape it lay beside the sea-margent, and in like manner it rose up in a high steep, green and grey, and set with tall trees and shadowy. And for the city that also was of no strange semblance, for it was in fashion the very image and counterpart of Palador. And it was compassed with like walls and towers, and with like gardens and streets enriched and diapered.

But by imagination Ewan beheld the place otherwise, for in his vision he perceived it as a city of peace, and one that knew neither strife nor evil custom, nor men of wood, nor men of wildfire, but only young lovers, and old friends, and folk of free and gentle dealing. And besides these there were none other, save only fays and phantoms, and Ewan knew that it was in all things such a city, as seeing it he would have loved it in his youth. And his life days seemed to him, but wasted, until he should enter and dwell therein. And therewith his spirit rose within him, and cried after that land with utter longing, for his memory and his hope would become one. And he knew not how to endure them.

Then he started suddenly out of his vision, and went down the high steep like a rolling stone, and he came quickly with great bounds to the margent of the sea. And when he came there, he was aware of a little ship that lay upon the water, and it was made fast to the shore with a black rope and a white, and in it was a mast and a sail, and the sail was party black and white. And Ewan stayed not there, but leapt aboard and hoised up the sail, and he took the hermit's knife from his breast, and cut through the ropes, both the black and the white, for they were knotted strongly upon a ring of iron. Then he took the tiller into his hand, and the ship began to go swiftly from the shore. And he looked towards Alador, and saw its fair before him.

But how he should come there he knew not. For he must come first into that white and tumbling water of the Shepardine Sands.

Right so he came flying amidst the sands, and entered into the quick of them. And the ship staggered and went suddenly from under him, and he fell down and down to the bottom of the sea, and he fell flatling, and sprang up again and leapt upon his feet. And as he looked upward, And beheld the sea, as it were above his head, all white and seething. And he perceived how it was in truth no sea but mist, and belike it was a mist of fairy, for it rolled and swirled above him in all semblance like to the sea, but there was in it neither death nor darkness.

Then he went forward under the mist, and as he went it broke and was made thin before him. And he saw green grass beneath his feet, and over against him a mount of grey and green. And he knew that he was come on to the high steep of Alador. And he saw it with no amazement, but with gladness only, for it was with him as with a man that has been long voyaging, and is returning at last into his own country. And he loved the land, and greeted it in his heart. And he found the path and climbed upon it, and came quickly to the topmost of the steep. And as he went climbing, he heard again the song that before was in his ears, and at the first he knew not whether he heard it within him or without. Then he saw above him the walls of the city, and the gate therein, and before the gate were children playing, and the children were the same children, and their pastime was the same pastime, for they stood a line in two lines, And sang together after the former fashion.

And the words of their songs were these. You shall find dreams in Alador, all that ever were known, and you shall dream in Alador, the dreams that were your own. Then when he heard those words, he assented thereto, and he laughed in his heart and so passed on. For they seemed to him nothing new, but he heard them as it were out of childhood and sweet memory. And he entered by the gateway, and came singing into the city. And the streets of it were cool and shining like pale gold, for they were all agleam with a light mist of sunrise.

Chapter 41. How Ewan entered into the Rhymer's Heritage, and how he found his lady therein. Now as Ewan went into the city, he went joyfully, For his heart was uplifted, and his thoughts were like high white clouds in a blue sky of summer. And most of all he joyed to see the beauty of the place, for the form of it was the form of Palador, but the beauty was mingled of likeness and unlikeness. And wherever he looked, there he saw that which he remembered, and there also he saw that which he remembered not, so that his joy was both old and new. And when he had gone but a score of paces into the city, he came to the court that lay before the great guard, and in the entrance of it he stayed. And there passed by him two or three which went not in, and he asked them whose was the castle, for he perceived that there was a change upon it.

And they answered him that it was no castle but the rhymer's hall, for that by the rhymer it was long since founded and up-built. And when they had so answered, they vanished from him suddenly, and were gone as though they had never been. Then he was astonished, and pondered a little, looking within the court. And in the court he saw not the halberdiers and men a horseback, which had been there aforetime, but upon the steps of the castle he saw a five or six minstrels with their lutes, and anon they sang, and anon they talked together. And by seeming their talk was all only upon their lutes and upon their singing. Then Yuin came to them and greeted them and said, How long is this become a place of singing?

And one of them answered him courteously and said, Fair Lord, by your will we sing, and by your will we are silent, seeing that we are but the servants of your dream. And even as Yuin heard those words, the minstrels vanished. And there was nothing of them left in that place, save a little sound of lute-strings that lingered waywardly. So Ewan entered into the rhymer's hall, and within door he found the porter, and the man sat there reading upon a book. And Ewan asked him, What read you? And immediately the porter vanished without answer given, and there was naught seen of him but his chair, and upon the chair was the book whereon he had been reading. Then Ewan came near, and took up the book, and looked within it, and it was a wide book, painted delicately with great letters and with pictures, and the picture that was open before him was the picture of two lovers by a garden door.

And the lady stood beside the door, and leaned upon it with her hand to open it. But the lover came to her, in habit of a pilgrim, and his hat was broad above his face, and shadowed it. And Ewan's heart quickened as he looked, for the lady was his own lady, and she stood there as living as the leaves in spring. Then he laid the book upon the chair, and left it lying, and he went through the rhymer's hall from end to end, and through all the courts of it, and out beyond. And he came by a pleached alley to a close, and looked across the close, and upon the far side of it was a wall of stone, And in the wall was a carven doorway, and a door of wood. And there before the doorway stood Enya in the morning gold.

And she laid her hand against the door, and looked a little downward, as one that is waiting and musing. And when Ewan came to her, she spoke no word, but she turned away and led him through the doorway. And the door fell back and closed behind them, and it closed full slowly. But at the last there was a small noise of clanking, and the bar went home into the notch.

And that noise was sweet in Ewan's ears, for it seemed to shut the world away, and he went to his lady, as one that comes to his own land after long captivity. And little they spoke in words, but they looked each at each other, and his eyes were to her like two bright spears levelled in battle, and her eyes were to him Like a valley at evening, when the smoke goes up into the twilight.

Then at the last he said to her, What then is this place? And she said, It was the rhymer's heritage, and now it is mine, and that which is mine is yours, for you have found it out and taken it. And belike it was yours from the beginning, for it is you that have made it anew, and you are the master of your dream. And as she spoke those words, A fear came suddenly upon him, lest she should also vanish, and be gone from him. And he would have cried aloud of his fear. But she laid her hand upon his mouth, and laughed, and stayed him from uttering. And she said, I know your thought, and vain it is, for your dream and mine are one and not two, as they were aforetime. But each in other we have our home and our abiding.

Chapter 42 How Ewan and Enya were given each to other, and how they were wedded by the freedom of Alador. Then Ewan stood still and mused, looking down upon the grass about his feet, and he mused upon his pilgrimage, whereby he had at last come hither. And Enya asked him of his musing, and he answered her not, but he said, Tell me, O my beloved, when shall be the end of this my pilgrimage? And she answered, It is ended. For the shrine is found, and the lamp of the world is lit afresh. But he asked her again, By what token shall I have certainty of this? And she said, By a flame and by a gift, for by those tokens is love confirmed of all lovers, both of old and for ever. Then his blood beat, and his throat trembled, and he said, Yea, beloved, but it may yet be far to the hour of giving.

And she also trembled, and said, The hour of giving is the hour of starlight, and between the sun setting and moon rising it will be here. Then Ewan looked again upon the ground, and he saw beside his feet the long morning shadows, and he said, It is far, O my beloved. And she said, Nay, but have I not told you that all things here are yours, for that you only are the master of the dream? Then with her hand she pointed to the shadows upon the grass, and they were two shadows that were as one, and they lay upon a wide and open space. And Ewan looked again upon them, and was amazed, for the shadows drew in apace, and they went round him as the finger goes upon the dial, save that they went a forty times more quickly.

And he asked of his lady, What mean these shadows? for they are gone from the west into the east. And she answered him softly, O my Lord, see you not that you are master even of the sun in heaven? And she looked stillly into his eyes, and a little wind of evening blew cool upon him. Then she took him by the hand and led him within the house, and she brought him to an upper room and to a window therein which looked upon the city. And the window was wide open, and without it was a gallery of stone. And Ywain held his lady's hand, and went forward upon the gallery. Then he looked down, and saw beneath him the courtyard full of folk, and the place was filled with the thronging of them, and the street beyond the gates was filled also.

And at first the folk were silent and shadowy, and the twilight gathered thick upon them, and Ywain looked hard among them, peering to see if by their faces he might know them. And by one and by two he knew them, and there were by seeming in that place the faces of all men and women that he had known in all his life days.

Then pity came upon him in a moment, and great pain, for he saw them as folk lost and gone from him, and he would have had them to be partakers in his joy. And in that moment came a light of sunset into the sky, and it glowed upon the faces of them that were before him. And they cried all together, and called him by his name, giving him friendship and honour. And Ewan shut to his eyes, for there was that which burned them hotly, and when he looked forth again, there was neither face nor form of any man, but only a sound as of folk departing. Then Ewan said to Enya, Are there not also some within doors in this place, that I may do them courtesy? And she answered, They too are of the baudure of your dream.

So she brought him within, and they went towards the great hall, and there went with them lights and trumpets. And when they came to the hall, they found there a great company of knights, sitting at a feast together. And the knights were in number a hundred. And they were all they which in their time had sought the Lady Aenya and her love, and their feasting was full sombre and courteous. And when they saw Ewan and Enya, they rose up and did them reverence, and they gathered about them, and spoke many things of honour and of farewell. Then Ewan gave them thanks with the like honour, and immediately they faded from before him, and with them the lights also faded and fell to darkness. And in the hall was none left with Ewan and Enya, save one child only, and the child was no wise strange to them.

For it was he which had been the beginner of their pilgrimage. And in his hand was a torch burning, and he bore it up before them, and about them the shadows went dancing upon the walls and upon the roof. And he went down the hall, and they two followed after him with hand in hand, and so he brought them to the chamber where they should be wed. And when they were come, there he turned his torch downwards to quench it upon the floor, And the flame of it vanished, and the child therewith, and the place was lit by starlight only. But in the chamber was also a little glowing as of embers, and Ewan saw there an altar of bronze, and it seemed to him right ancient, as a thing made in the time out of mind.

And beside the altar was a platter of meal and a cup of red wine standing, and Enya took the meal in her hand, and in like manner. Ewan took the wine, and they two stood beside the altar on this side and on that, and sprinkled it with meal and wine. And there went up from it two bright flames of fire, a red and a white, and they spired up and were entwined together, so that they were two colours, but only one flame. Then Ewan looked upon his beloved and said, The flame is here truly, but where is the gift? And she also looked steadfastly upon him and answered him, The gift is here, but it is yours to show first the manner of the giving. And thereat he took her by the hand and said, Here, in free marriage, I give thee the body of me, my life with thy life, my blood with thy blood, my dust with thy dust to be mingled and made one.

Then with a low voice she said after him the same words, and he said again, Here also I give thee the heart of me, my love with thy love, my hope with thy hope, my sorrow with thy sorrow, to be mingled and made one. And those words also she spoke in like manner. Then he said the third time, Here also do I witness that I have given thee long since the spirit of me, to be thy friend and fellow to the end of pilgrimage. Yea, she said, and thereafter. And with thee and with all the spirits to be mingled and made one. Then she said again, as to herself only, Now I am wedded by the freedom of Alador, and so is my promise fulfilled. And when she had said that, she fell suddenly to weeping, and she went to the window and leaned upon the sill, and Ewan came near, and he saw her tears falling bright under the starlight.

And he was both sorry and afraid, and he took her in his arms, and asked her many times wherefore she wept, and she told him not. And at the last she said, That will I tell you, but not now, and I weep not for sorrow, but for remembrance. Then he solaced her with comfort of strength and of silence, and afterwards they went joyfully to their wedding and to their rest. And the moon rose on Alador, And they saw her not, for they slept as it had been the sleep of childhood.

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Chapters 43 to 45. Chapter 43. How Enya showed Ewan of the enchantments of the Rhymer, and of them which do thereafter. So in this wise, Ewan and Enya fulfilled their youth, and they entered into newness of life. And they endured no more the fear of time, for in Alador are days and seasons, but no count of them, and there is there neither change nor perishing.

Now on a day it befell that they two stood together at dawn, looking upon the sea, and the sun rose out of the sea, and went swiftly up the sky. And Ewan looked upon the sea, and he saw it bright and clear, even to the farthest border. And there was neither land nor cloud upon it, but gold only, and a void space above the gold. And thereat he was astonished, and he asked of Enya, Where then is Palladour? for I came thence by no long voyage. And she smiled a little, and answered him, Let be, dear love, for it is not far off, and as much thereof as was yours, so much is yours still, for so much you brought hither when you came. And this is the law of Alador, that in it hath every man his own, and nothing less.

Yea, rather he hath more, for unto his own vision are added many great enchantments. Then said Ewan, Which be these enchantments? And she answered, They are the enchantments of the Rhymer, that was a wizard indeed, and his magic he left to all such as are able for it, unto the world's end, and many there be of them.

Then she took Ewan up into a higher tower, and so forth on to the battlements thereof, and she said, Look now, and behold the sorrows of Gudrun, for she loved much, and suffered many things, and her end was full of right piteous remembrance. And Ewan looked down from the battlements, and he saw a steep coast and a river, which ran swiftly to a western sea. And there lay hard by the river, a steading upon a knoll amidst the vale. And it nourished plenteously both sheep and kine, and an old man he saw which dwelt therein, and five boys that were his sons, and one more that was his brother's son. And all they went among the cattle, and rode by hill and by dale. And Ywain looked further by a seven mile, and he saw yet another steading amidst the grey slopes.

And there also was an old man dwelling, and five sons and a daughter thereto, And these men likewise went among the cattle, and rode by hill and by dale, and the maiden tended them within the hall. And Ewan saw how the folk would come and go between the steadings, and how in their dealing there would be love and strife among them.

Then Enya asked of him, What see you? And he told her of that which he saw. And she said, Not so shall be your vision, for though by your deeming these are but country folk. And their land a little land and a barren, yet is your deeming vain, and their life is greater than you know. Look therefore again, and by enchantment shall your eyes be made clear to see them.

Then Ewan looked again, and as he looked a voice was in his ears, and his heart-strings rung deeply thereto, for they were plucked and quivering as beneath the hand of a strong harper. And now he saw that land after another fashion. For he saw it as a strange and awful land, and the folk of it as a folk beset with fearful things, yet fearing naught as men in the hollow of God's hand. And as folk loving and beloved he saw them, and strong and uncomplaining and compassionate, yet also working wild deeds after the manner of men. For he saw young Kiartan the Icelander, and Bodley that was his friend and fellow, and Gudrun that was beloved of them both. And the double skein of their love was tangled and broken in his sight.

And first the voice showed him all the love of Kjartan and Gudrun, and how Kjartan came daily from Herdholt by Moor and Dale, on to the house of Bathstead, wherein Gudrun dwelt, and how her heart fluttered joyfully at the hearing of his footfall, and long they talked together, and at evening departed hardly each from other. And their very parting was sweet, for in that moment the veil of time would fall away from before them, so that they saw love whole and without cloud. Then the voice bade Ewan to see the pride of Kjartan, whereby he went adventuring over sea, and he saw how Kjartan came across the foam to Noroway, and there lingered by the space of three good years, making pastime of another love.

And that was the love of Ingibjorg, that was King Olaf's daughter. Yet at the last he left her also, and returned, howbeit he returned not till it was too late. And the voice showed Ywain all the sorrows of Bodli, Thorlake's son, for he was of all her lovers the man which most loved Gudrun. And Ywain saw him come alone from Norway, with tidings of Kjartan and of Ingibjorg. And thereby he wedded Gudrun, and fulfilled his longing and his doom. Then Ewan's heart trembled with pity and with terror, for he saw how Kjartan came again after three years, and found Gudrun gone from him utterly, and given to his friend. And upon Kjartan also came despair, as it had come before upon Gudrun, so that he turned him to Refna, and wedded where he had no heart's desire.

And thereafter fell great bitterness between Herdholt and Bathstead, and though there was love still between Bodley and Kjartan, yet was their death also by the custom of men. For on a dark road among the hills came Kjartan, riding with two more, and there met him all the five brothers of Gudrun and Bodley with them. And Ewan saw how Kjartan fought strongly with Gudrun's kin, and Bodley stood apart. Yet at the last he might not forsake the men of his own house, and he drew near the fighting, and thrust his sword into the side of Kjartan, whom he loved, and Yuin knew that he had slain therewith his own soul also. Then said the voice to Yuin that he should look once more upon Gudrun, for that she lived long afterwards when the rest were gone their way, and Yuin saw her as an old and sightless dame, And she sat within her bower at evening.

And it was summer with hay in the field, and the carls sang as they went homeward, and the sea murmured below, and above was a chapel on the hill, with bells which rang therein. And Gudrun sat there with her son that was the son of Bodley. And he asked her of those whom she had loved, which was most loved. And she told him in no plain words, but in a dark and sorrowful saying, For she that was blind and old saw again Herthalt and her youth, and the deeds that she had done therein. Then the voice ceased, and the vision, and Ewan looked upon Enya, and he would have spoken, but he could not, for his voice was choked within his throat, and she smiled tenderly upon him, as one that has understanding of pain, and therewith she gave her hand into his hand.

And presently he spoke, and said, What is this place, and whose is the voice which I heard? And she said, It is the rhymer's tower, and the voice is the voice of one which had the rhymer's magic. For there are here many voices, and all to your solace, and by them is the world remade after the fashion of life enduring.

Chapter 44. How Ewan beheld his lady sleeping. And how he desired to see the castle of Kerioch. So Ewan dwelt in a land of enchantments, and had his will thereof continually, and many things he devised for his joyance, and one thing beyond all other. For it befell him on a day that he awoke at dawn, and thereafter came the sunrise, and made light the chamber where he was. And he turned him, and looked upon Enya, thereas she lay still sleeping. And her face was fresh, and clear, and tranquil, as the face of a little maid in her flower of youth. And as Ewan looked upon her, his heart was pricked through with a sudden pain, for he saw her as she had been aforetime, in the days when she was no lady of his.

And the pain was sharp, for well nigh he forgot that which he knew of her, and thought only on that which he knew not. And he perceived that he could never come thereto. Then Aenya awoke, and saw him looking down upon her, and she said, O my beloved, why look you so darkly upon me? And he said, Great things have you given me, and great enchantments have you showed me, but one thing I lack that you have held from me. Then she asked of him, What have I held from you, or what will you ask of me that I will not give you presently? And he was glad of that word, and made request of her, saying, I beseech you that you bring me into the castle of Kerioch, wherein you were born and nurtured, for except I see the manner of your youth therein, I am not wholly mingled with your life.

And when she heard him she laughed, and loved him in her heart, for that which he asked was pleasing to her. And she said to him, Go now and have your will, for your request is granted you, and you shall go by the way of yesterday. And enter into the garden close, and come thence into the place beyond. And you shall stand therein, looking upon the ground, and speaking no word, save one word, that is your name, and that you shall say aloud by a hundred times and one. So prove your adventure, and come again to me, for until you come I am alone.

Then Ewan kissed her thrice, and went out, and he went by the way of the garden close. And came to the place beyond. And he stood and looked downward upon the ground, and spoke his own name aloud. And when he had spoken it but a score of times, then his name was his name no longer, but a sound without sense and void. And he knew that the place was changed wherein he stood, and he looked up and saw the sea hard by him, and by the sea was a castle, both great and ancient. And he went forward boldly, and entered into the castle, without help or hindrance. Then he went spying out all things within the castle, and he found it rich and well beseen, and folk there were therein, but they took no heed of him, no more than if he had not been.

And at the last he heard a voice singing and coming towards him, and presently there came to him a little maid, and she left singing, and looked curiously upon him. There's one that knew him not. Then his heart was buffeted within him, for she was the maid which he sought, but he perceived that she had of him neither love nor knowledge. And he said to her, Of a surety you are Enya, but where is she which is my lady in Alador? And the child looked upon him with clear eyes, and she answered him in a little voice, and sweet, Sir stranger, you come hither too late, for long ago. She is grown up and gone away. Then fear came upon him, and he longed to be with his own again, and he woke as from a vain dream, and stood in his chamber whence he had gone forth.

And before him was his lady in her own image, and her kisses were still upon his lips, and she lay looking upon him in the sunlight, and her eyes were filled with love and with laughter.

Chapter 45. How Ewan found again him which was forgotten in Alador, and how he heard a ring of bells at midnight. Thereafter came Ewan many times into the castle of Kerioch, and Enya with him, for she loved greatly to have him there, notwithstanding that she had a good game at him when he went thither the first time, and in especial she would have him there in winter at the time of Yule. For that castle stands by the very margins of the sea upon a high rock, and it is in fashion like to an island. For on the one side it is set high above the land, and on the other side it goes down steeply toward the shore. And the wind of winter goes over it from the land seaward, and on the shore is warm lying among the sand-hills, which are beneath the castle.

And above the sand-hills is a postern-gate and steps of stone, And thereby came Ewan and Enya many times on to the shore at midnight, that they might see the stars and hear the crying of the birds. For the sea-birds cry about that place with a sweet cry and a sad, and in the darkness they draw near and are not seen, as it were the souls of the beloved. So after this wise Ewan and Enya came and went, and they took of all seasons such days as they would, and lived carelessly. For they were as those which have more than they can spend. And after certain times it was so with Ewan that he remembered no longer the days when he knew not Kerioc, for his life was changed and deepened as a river is deepened, when twain flow together in one.

And he desired no more, save that he might always so continue, for he forgot that the road of his pilgrimage was not yet passed beyond the gateway of death. Yet at the last he remembered it perforce. For upon a day he wandered alone in the castle of Kerioch, and by chance he came into a crypt that was thereunder. And in the crypt he spied a door, which was well locked, and made fast, so that he could not open it. Then he came to Enya and said, What is this door whereof you gave me not the key? For all other keys she had given him, save this one only. And she denied not, but answered him plainly, and she counseled him that he should forbear that door. But when she saw that he would not forbear, then she gave him the key, and she said to him, Go now and take your way, for it is a man's way, and it may be that your heart shall be stronger than your head to serve you, and if not, then must I endure it, for I knew long since how this should be.

And Ewan perceived how she spoke to him. And she spoke with love and mirth, and in the mirth was a little sorrow, but he put by the sorrow and took hold on the mirth, and so kissed her and went his way. And he came to the door and opened it, and within were bare chambers of rock in manner of dungeons, and in one chamber he perceived a dim light, and when he was come there he saw a lamp of bronze hanging, and beneath it an old man on a chair of black stone, And his beard was long and white, and it fell over his knees as a stream falls over a mountain-side. And when he saw him, Ewan trembled, for his heart misgave him who the old man should be.

Then Ewan said to him, Sir, forgive me, for I came hither unknowing. And the old man answered him, My son, this long time that you have been in Alador, you do all things unknowing. And Ewan said thereto, Yet my life I know, and my own gladness. For this a man cannot but know, and it suffices me. Then the old man looked hard upon Ewan, and his eyes were like grey stones, and the weight of them sank into Ewan's eyes, and lay heavy upon his heart. And he said to Ewan, You speak also unknowing, for Alador is no substance of truth, but all is dream. And this for you is Keriok. And the seventh winter that you are herein, that all is dream. For since you forgot Palador, it is not yet seven days. And as for Kerioch, it is there where it was aforetime, beside the forest of Braselyonde.

Then Ewan hardened his heart, and he said to the old man, Sir, I have heard your saying, and I understand it not. For I am here, and in my right mind, and therein is the substance of truth for every man. And the old man said, Not so, but you shall awake and know your dream, and I will give you a token, and the token shall be when you shall hear the bells of Pallador ringing midnight in your ears. Then was Ewan angered against the old man, for he feared his saying, and he left him suddenly and went out, and locked the door fiercely upon him. And he came to Enya and said no word, and she perceived how he was lost in trouble. Then she spoke gently to him, Tell me your thoughts, for I perceive that you have found again him that was forgotten.

Then Ewan told her of the old man, and of his great beard, and of his eyes, and of his evil saying. And he told her with many words, for he was angry and afraid. And she also was afraid, for she had seen that old man aforetime, and found no force against him. But now she took her lute and made a song of him. And when he heard the song, then was Ewan brought again into his former mind, as for that time. But Enya doubted within herself. Then within a while the day drew in, and the sun set on Kerioch and all the lands of Alador. And Ewan and Enya laid them to their rest, and Enya slept deep and stirred not. But Ewan awoke suddenly, and he found darkness on all things, and no light at all. For moon there was none, and the stars were hid in mist.

And for a while he lay still and moved not, but his mind moved continually, and it led him hither and thither until he was perplexed and weary. And in an evil moment he thought on that old man which he had seen, and instantly he heard a sound of bells, and he knew that they were the bells of Pallador, for they were sounding midnight. Then he started up in fear. And went softly out of the chamber, for he said within himself that he would walk upon the shore, and come again, and so ease him of his thought. So he came to the postern, and opened it, and went down upon the sand-hills, and he wandered to and fro thereon without respect of mind or body, and at the last he was fordone with weariness, and set him down to rest, and right so he fell to forgetfulness and sleep.

And when he awoke the second time, it was grey dawn, and the mist was still upon the sea. And he turned him about, and looked up that he might see the castle of Kerioc. And he saw neither shape nor sign of it, nor any way of his returning. But he saw instead a high steep, grey and green, and walls and towers thereon. Then the mist began to depart from before his eyes. And he knew the place, as a man knows again the face which he had forgotten. And his heart failed within him, and the sun rose on Palador.

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HOW EWEN WAS COUNSLED OF THE PRINCE OF PALADOR. Then EWEN CAME TO THE HEIGHT OF THE STEEP, AND THERE BEFORE THE GATE HE STOOD IN DOUBT, FOR HE KNEW NOT WHITHER HE SHOULD GO. AND IN HIS DOUBT HIS FEET DREW HIM UNWITTINGLY. And he looked up suddenly, and saw the great guard, and the courtyard which was before it. And the courtyard was, as it had been aforetime, with halberdiers before the door, and men a horseback in their armour. And the rhymer's hall, and the minstrels, and all his dealings therein, seemed but an old vision of a show which had passed into memory. Notwithstanding he doubted even of his misery, for he said within himself, Surely this also is a dream, and there beyond the garden close is my lady waiting until I come to her.

Then he went towards the door, and one came thereout to meet him, and Ewan perceived that it was Sir Raynald, and he would have passed by with such courtesy as might suffice. But Sir Raynald stayed him, and took him by the hand, and he said to Ewan how that it was even he whom he sought, and none other. For the Prince would speak with him of certain matters, and of these matters, he said, I will tell you this much, by way of friendship, and namely, that the Prince, which is your master and liege, takes it ill that he is so deceived in you. For you gave him assurance that you would dwell in Palador, and do after the customs of the city. But now you deal otherwise, and are gone continually from hence, and none knows whither.

Then Ewan was perplexed, and knew not what he should answer, for he remembered how that it was forbidden in that city to speak the name of Alador. Also he remembered the saying of the hermit, that he must return to Palador, and find his life among men, and so come to the land of his desire. And Sir Reynold kept watch upon him slyly out of the side of his eye, and he saw his perplexity, and in part he knew the reason of it. And he said to Ewan, Go now, and follow the counsel of a friend, and say what you will unto the Prince, save only that you say not anything which is outrageous against our custom, for even to utter such a word before a Prince is ungentle, seeing that he is not bred to hear villainy, and hath no skill to answer thereto.

So Ewan went from him, and came presently before the Prince, and the Prince was counting his money, for he was a careful man, And every month he counted his money from one great chest into another. And at the first he looked upon Ewan, and gave him no greeting. But afterwards when he had made an end of his counting, then he spoke to him. And he said, as Sir Raynald had reported him, how that he was deceived in Ewan, for he had looked to have him dwelling continually in Palador, to fight and to do adventures, and not to go wandering otherwhere.

Then Ewan answered him courteously, and said, Sir, I have done with my wandering, and except it be in Palador, I have no place of dwelling as in this world. And when he had said that, the prince looked shrewdly upon him, as one that would pierce a covered thing. And he asked of Ewan, Whither then go you, and whence came you now? For you have been seven days in hiding since that you were seen within the city. And Ewan answered, Sir, It is hard to tell, for I have been in no place of the world but in a land of dreams. "'Ha!' said the Prince. I knew it well, for it is a common case and an evil, and I will deal patiently with you in this matter, seeing that you are an outlander born, and not yet perfect in the custom of our city.

Know, then, that in Palador a dream is a thing of naught, and a byword of folly, for we are lovers of truth, and in dreams there is no truth at all.' And we approve all such things as have substance, and gold the chief and sign of all. And thereby is the repute of them which are great among us. For to do and to have is the virtue of men, but they which dream do nothing, and gain no pennyworth.

And Ewan could well hear that which was said, for it was clearly spoken. But in the same moment he heard also his lady's voice, and remembered him of her sweet fellowship. And his heart grew hot, and his eyes were lightened. And the prince faded suddenly from before him, and the gold was turned to sunshine within the chest. And Ewan turned him about toward the doorway, and he saw there Enya in the beauty of morning. And she smiled and said to him, Beloved, why went you from me? For I dreamed evilly of bells at midnight, and I awoke and found you not.

Chapter 47. How Ewan and Enya had sight of Hubert, and returned together into Palladore. Now was Ewan again in Aladore, and accompanied with his love, and for a while he forgot the prince and all his counsel, and went among diverse delights, as a honey-bee goes among a wilderness of flowers. And it befell on a night, that he sat with Enya beside a fountain, and in the pool of the fountain, They looked upon the summer stars, and round about them were cypresses and shadows, and there was no wind in the hollow of the night, nor any sound, save a little silvery sound of the fountain.

And Aeneas spoke softly to Ewan in the dark, and she said to him, Beloved, tell me of many things, for the night is still and secret, and this fountain shall be your fountain of memory. And he asked her, for asking's sake, Of which thing first shall I tell you? And she answered, Of your life in Palador, and of those with whom you had your dealing, whether in love or in hate. For some of them I also have known, and some never, and they shall be to me like them which are in a tale of fairy, or a picture woven upon the wall.

Then Ewan leaned over, and looked into the pool of the fountain, and he remembered the saying of the hermit. How that in all still water there will be visions! And true it was aforetime, and true now. And in this water, Ewan saw both Pallador, and all that he had done therein. And the faces of his friends he saw, and of his enemies, and he saw his own face and form among them, and he perceived all their love and their evil malice. And that which he saw, he told it to Enya, as a tale out of live memory. For it was there before his eyes in clear colours. And he told her of those four which had been friends to him in Palladour, and namely of Morris, which had a merry wit, and of Dennis, whose sayings bit like salt.

Also of Bartholomew the Religious, and of Hubert, that first of all named Alador to Ewan by name. And Ewan made a more especial mention of Hubert, because that he was such an one as would give the world for a dream. And ever, as he rehearsed of Hubert, Ewan saw his face more clear before him. And when he had come to an end of his tale, then he saw him yet more clear. And Ewan fell silent, and bent him down above the water, for he remembered the well of the hermit, and he thought to see not only that which had befallen, but also somewhat of that which should befall. But Enya knew his thought, and said to him, Duke no more, for this is the fountain of memory. And though the memory be not ours, but greater, yet in it are shown no deeds, save those which are accomplished.

Notwithstanding, Ewan continued looking, and as he looked he cried out in anger, for he saw in the vision Sir Raynald, and how he came with certain of his and laid hold on Hubert. And they led Hubert away by force, and so passed as it were out of the pool into the dimness of the night. Then Ewan started up, and told Enya of that which he had seen, and she said, You do well to cry out, howbeit you cry too late, for that which you saw is surely done already. But Ewan stood staring into the darkness, for it seemed to him that he heard a going among the cypresses.

And as he stood there staring, and Enya with him, there came one walking toward them in the thickest of the shadows. And when he was come nearer, he lift up his face, and looked steadfastly at them, and so passed by, and was gone from them again. And Enya said to Ewan, Tell me quickly, whose face was that which I saw? And Ewan drew in his breath, and answered her, It was the face of Hubert, and though he spoke no word, yet with his eyes he called me. Yea, said Enya, and methought he called us both, for he looked upon me also. And in his luke was strong sorrow and entreaty. Then pity and anger went over Ywain like a river in flood, and he said to his lady, What must I do, for I have need of your help and your enchantments?

Then Enya answered him not, but she took him by the hand and brought him to the margins of the fountain. And they held firmly each by other, and so stepped together into the pool. And Ewan felt the water cold about his knees, and he shivered and awoke as it were from a sleep. And the fountain and the cypresses were vanished from him, and he stood with Enya upon a beach of the sea, and before them was a high steep, shining with grey and with green, and above it was a grey and silver cloud, and a crescent moon, and the moon rose over Pallador.

Chapter 48 How Ewan was a-wearied of Palador, and how he was mishandled by the great ones of the city. Then they climbed the steep together and entered into the city, and Ewan brought Enya home to his own house. And he made her a little supper, scant enough, and drew wine for her of the wine which the eagles had given him. And sweet it was still, but the spirit was gone out of it. And when they had eaten and drunk, then a great weariness came upon Ewan, And he spoke and uttered his complaint unto Aenya, for he was a dread to hear ill-tidings of Hubert, and in his heart he sighed after the peace of Alador. And his lady comforted him, and said, Beloved, think not to be alone in weariness, for to me also the business of Palador hath been as dust upon the tongue.

But this is the fortune of men, to dwell in two realms, until that our life is changed. And it may be that the time is not long, and what matter if by our own magic we may come and go, and what grief if we may be together.

So Ewan was comforted by means of those words, for they were more than wine to him. And the chime told midnight, and they twain laid them to their sleep. And in the morning, before men were stirring, Ewan ran quickly to the house of Hubert, and knocked upon the door. And there came to him Morris and Dennis, and told him ill-tidings of Hubert, how that he had been thrust forth out of the city, never to return under pain of life. And they told him further how that the eagles were sworn to bring him in again, for he had done no wrong but only to speak against them of the tower. And Ewan had great indignation thereat, and swore instantly to be of their fellowship. But inwardly he groaned to be so bound again.

For he saw no end to strife, and no day of returning.

Notwithstanding, he stooped him to his burden and shouldered it, and he went here and there throughout the city, and spoke among diverse sorts of men. And in general he found them to be of three sorts, and namely, there were some of good will toward the eagles, and some which held by the tower for favour's sake, And yet more there were which were men of ease, and loved nothing so much as to keep order and custom, and to hear no questions. And these said to Ewan, that they were neither of this side nor of that, but would favour no man that should be a disturber of peace.

Then came one to Ewan, and stayed him in the midst of the street, and he was a summoner, and by his office he summoned Ewan to come before the archbishop. So Ewan went with him. And as he went, he marvelled within himself what manner of turn was this, for he had had no dealings with clergy, neither for them, neither against.

And when he came to the palace, then he was yet more astonished, for the archbishop sat in no public place, but in a little chamber set about with books, and with him were three or four great ones of the company of the tower. And they greeted Ewan courteously. and asked him to speak his mind unto them concerning Hubert. Then Ewan took the word and reasoned with them that it was no good cause to banish a man, if he should have spoken against a company or against a custom, and when he had said that he looked to be down-cried and angrily used.

Howbeit the game was otherwise played, as at this time, for none cried out nor used him angrily, But they of the tower made a show to receive his saying courteously, and to agree thereto. Then the archbishop spoke to Ewan, and his eyes glowed like coals, and his voice was rich and sweet, like strong wine softened with honey. And he said, These are my friends and yours, and they would be friends to Hubert also, for there is no malice in them, but good will and free forgiveness. But Hubert would not, to my grief I say it, For he was taken with an ill mind, and brought disease upon many. And his disease was this, that he became a dreamer of dreams, and would have others to be like himself, and thereby they were in danger to have perished.

Then said Ewan, My lord, I pray you pardon me. Of what dreams do men perish? And the archbishop answered him patiently, and said, Surely.

Then said Ewan, As he does, so do I and mine, for we long after our own land, and go pilgrimage to find it. And in that it is a land of dream, it is a land of faith, for by our dreams we make life new, and ever-during. And what else do all the men of faith?

And when he said that, the archbishop was some deal choked in his throat, and the red blood came into his face about his eyes, and he said to Ewan, What mean you, sir? for I fear lest I should understand your saying. And Ewan answered, Let me use plain words with reverence, for we are both of us men and the sons of men, and to each man his own magic. And we all seek for the land of our desire, and we build therein a city, and a house for our abiding. And you call your city Paradise, and ours we call Alador, for of our own dreams it is builded and upheld.

Then the archbishop rose up upon his feet, and he looked on Ewan with a stern countenance, and said, It is enough. And he went out in his wrath. And the Great Ones followed after him.

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How Ewan was excommunicated after the custom of Palador. Little enough thought Ewan of the anger of those great ones, for he held himself to have out-reasoned them, and he perceived not how by his cunning. The archbishop had entrapped him before witnesses of repute. But Aenea perceived it, and more, for Ewan told her some deal, and other deal she divined of herself. And when she had considered a little, she bade him make haste, and do those things for which he came, and look not to be long unharassed of his enemies, for that they had fastened an ill quarrel upon him, by no chance, but by intent, and they were such as would follow their craft. So he went about the town, busily seeking out all those which were friends to Hubert, and all those which were haters of evil custom.

And he found some, and persuaded other, and thought to have made good way. And this time also he perceived how he was favoured of the commons of Pallador, for he discoursed to them hotly, and they were ever assotted on discourse and a burning tongue.

And on a day he came down to the door of his house, to go forth into the city, and there came to his ears a sound of a bell tolling, and of a multitude of people going all one way. And he hastened and came to the end of the street, and found them passing by, for they were going toward the market-place. And he perceived that in the middle was a train of some sort, walking by two and by two. And there went a great bell before them. And beside them the multitude ran and jostled under the walls of the street. And Ewan joined himself to them, for he was willing to know of their dealing. And for the thickness of the crowd he could not see what was to the forward, but only he perceived that in the train were many great ones of the company of the tower.

Then he spoke to a man that was beside him in the crowd. And he asked of him what might be the meaning of the concourse and of the tolling, for the bell was of a right dolorous sound, but among the people was no sadness at all. And the man answered him, Well, you may ask, as I also have asked, but a moment since, for the like of this hath not hapt within my memory. And the concourse is all to see and to hear the archbishop a cursing, and the bell also is part of the cursing. For it betokens that he which is cursed should be, as it were, buried out of sight and fellowship. Then Ewan remembered Hubert, and his heart rose, and he asked again, Whom then will they curse, and for what cause? And the man answered, He is one Ewan, and I know him well.

And the cause is a true cause, for he is a blasphemer of the faith, a dealer in dreamage and all manner of sorceries. And at that saying, Ewan was astonished and said no more, for he had thought to hear speak of Hubert, and not of himself. And he went forward strongly through the press, and came out into the market-place, and stood upon a step under an archway, and looked forth over the heads of the multitude. And he saw the train there before him, and in the forefront were an hundred of the company of the tower, wearing their livery of black with a golden tower thereon. And after them came an hundred of clergy, apparelled in black clothes and white, and an hundred doctors of the schools, with gowns of diverse colours.

And the archbishop was robed in a silken robe of crimson, with a great hat of the same, and before him went two with candles in hand, and one with a bell.

So they came upon the place in seemly order, and they halted there and departed into two lines. The one over against the other. And the archbishop passed through, and stood upon the steps of the great hall. And he held up his hand, and immediately the bell ceased from tolling, and they of the multitude were hushed from their babble. Then came seven clergy before the archbishop, having seven great candles in their hands, and they stood and set light to them, and held them aloft. And when all the people had perceived their dealing, Then they threw down the candles upon the ground, and trod out the flame of them. And as they trod them, they cried against them, Out! out! accursed! until all were quenched.

Then the archbishop stood forth with staff in hand, and he bade all men to know, and to make known, how that Ewan was thenceforth cut off from the company of all men living, and from the company of all the faithful dead. And under pain of the like sentence, he ordained that none should give him neither shelter nor speech, nor food nor fellowship, nor any means of life, nor burial after death. And when he had so said, he went solemnly out from the place, and all his train followed after him, and last of all went he that had the bell, atolling dolorously.

Chapter 50 How Ewan and Enya came to Alador the last time, as in this transitory life. Now Ewan was known of none, for he was in a sure place, and looked forth above the heads of the multitude. But he perceived all that was done, and none better, and he understood right well the evil malice and craft of his enemies, and his heart was pricked therewith, as with the poison of wasps. And the tolling of the bell he regarded not. Neither the treading of the candles, for he held such things to be shows to frighten fools, but the curses and the sentences, and all the words of the archbishop, those stung his blood, and made bitterness in his throat.

Then he thought to get some comfort of the people which were round about him, and he went forward a little, and mingled with them, and heard their talk. And at the first he had some pleasure of them, for there was not one in twenty, but was making merry, with no saving of reverence, no, not of the archbishop himself. But therewith came displeasure, that he also was but lightly accounted of, for the most part of the crowd made no distinction, but they cheapened the sin with the punishment. And the best that he could find was this, that the young and lean men were for him, and the old and fat against him. For in Palador the old dream not, save it be of gold and gluttony. And with this he was but ill-content, for they which are young in that city are no more than one in three, and they are of small account, seeing that the best of them are banished.

So he left that, and came away covertly to his own house, and he found Aenya therein, and told her of all he had seen and heard. And of the pain which he had in his heart, of this he told her not, but she perceived it by the manner of his speaking, for she knew his thought, as it were, by touch and not by words. And she said to him, It is no marvel if you are in pain, for there is no venom in nature like to the venom of speech, and many times it will work madness in the blood. But there is good magic against it, as I shall show you presently, for this is a woman's gift from the time out of mind. And bethink you also how their curses are no better than their ceremonies, and both alike fully, for they are but tokens, and have in them no power to make good."

Nay, said Ewan, but they have this power, that they hurt where they are aimed, for in another man's case I had never regarded them. But when they struck my own name, then they pierced and rankled. And thereat he cast down his eyes, and fell into a weariness. And Enya came to him, and stood beside him where he sat, and she took his head between her arms, and drew it in upon her breast. And immediately the bands of his weariness were loosed, and his spirit was rocked in a sure hold, as a young child is rocked by his mother. And he shut to his eyes, and remembered no more the things which were done against his peace.

Then he opened his eyes again, and he saw how that he stood in a meadow of flowers, and the flowers were king-cups and lady-smocks, and other such as are chiefly loved of children. And among the flowers there ran a little brook, and in the brook were minnows going all one way like boats upon a wind. And it seemed to Ewan that it were worth all other joys if he might take but one minnow in his naked hand. And not far off from him stood a little maid and called to him, and she called him to come home, for it was time. And he knew that she was his sister, that was his elder by two years, and it was in his mind to obey her, but not yet. Then he stretched out his hand, and stooped forward above the brook.

And he snatched suddenly at a minnow that was there, and the sedge yielded beneath him, and he fell with his arms upon the water, and immediately he came to his feet again, and stood upon the meadow. But he was all bedabbled and bedrenched, and he feared to be chidden, and his fear burst forth from him, and he wept.

Then the maid that was his sister came to him and stood beside him. And took his head between her arms, and drew it in upon her breast. And he shut to his eyes, and immediately his fear was stayed, and the water was dried upon his arms and upon his feet, and his heart was comforted. And he opened his eyes again, and looked about him, and he saw the place wherein he was, and the place was changed and was become Alador. And he sat by the margins of the sea, where he had been aforetime, And Enya was there beside him to his solace.

And he said to her, O my beloved, what enchantment is this that you have used? For I have been a child again, and in great grief concerning little things. And I have been comforted with the comfort of my mother, and of my sister, which are long since dead and gone from me.

And Enya stooped over him, and kissed him, and said, Even so, beloved. And this enchantment is no marvel, seeing that it is common with them which are lovers of men, for it is the gift of a woman, and an heritage from the time that is out of mind.

Chapter 51. Of two cities that were builded diversely, and how Ewan and Enya heard a horn blown over sea for battle. Then said Ewan, Doubtless your saying is true, and well have I proved the gift. Yet I marvel notwithstanding, for a man may wonder in despite of knowledge. And there is one matter concerning which I am still perplexed. And Aenya said to him, Say on. And he said to her, I am perplexed between two verities, for there is one truth of Pallador and another of Alador, and though they be diverse, yet they both have by seeming the nature of truth veritable, and many times my mind is in doubt concerning them. For in our life that now is, we come and go between two realms, and I would that I might know which of them shall outdure other.

And Enya asked him, After what manner seem these verities to you? And he answered, O beloved, now am I with you in Alador, and all things else and all men and all places are but as shadows cast by this our life, and we move them as we will, and as we will we take away their being. But when I am alone and dwelling yonder among men, then have those shadows truth of substance and of touch, and the life of Alador becomes an image in the mind, as it was aforetime when I saw it as a cloud in heaven.

Then Enya was silent a space, and fear came into her eyes, and afterwards she spoke suddenly and said, O my beloved, keep innocency, for to a child these things are plain. And you were a child this moment past, and I with you, and wherefore now should we cloud our wisdom with a doubt? And she rose up and said to him, Let us play a game together, as children that play upon the shore, for here is sand enough and loneliness, and the tide returning, and we will build us two cities, and see which of the two shall best endure. And you shall build your city with your hands. And name it Pallador, and you shall make it in all things like to the city that you know, with a high steep seaward, and a wall and a gateway and towers thereon.

And I also will make a city, and name it Alador, and I will make it after the same fashion, but not of the same substance, for I will not build it with hands, but with the power of the Spirit."

So Ewan took of the wet sand and of the dry. And he built him a great mound after the manner of children. And when he had made it strong, then he carved it into the likeness of a city, with a high steep and a wall and towers thereon. And it stood upon the shore and looked out seaward, and he named it Palador, for it was fashioned in no otherwise, and the tide came running toward the edges of the steep.

Then Ewan said to Enya, This is my city, O my playfellow, and I marvel that yours is not yet a building. But Enya answered him not, for she was singing a song of witchery, and she sang in a low voice and sweet, and as she sang she weaved a witch-knot upon the air with both her hands, and immediately there came a little mist upon the shore, and the mist drew upward from the sand, and hung in one place upon the air like smoke. And so it continued the while Enya sang her song. And when she had ceased from her singing, then Ewan saw the mist no more, for it was clean vanished, and in the place thereof was another mound and another city, in semblance like unto the first. And those two cities were nigh together upon the shore, and the tide came about them both by little and little.

And Ewan and Enya stood still. And looked upon the tide, and it came running and lapping more fiercely, and the froth of it began to foam upon the edges of the mounds, and the water gnawed upon the sand of the one city, and that was Ewan's. And the walls and towers of it began to crumble and to crack, and at the last they were perished wholly, as by ruin of time, and the tide flowed over them, and they were gone. But with Enya's city it was not so. For the sea bit not upon it, nor overflowed it, but it stood above the water until the turning of the tide. And Ewan came near to touch it, but he could not, for it was but mist between his fingers. And he left it alone, and stood and looked upon it again, and it endured as rock, notwithstanding it was builded of a song.

Then he said to Enya, The game is naught, for you have played it by no fair hazard but by enchantment. And she answered him, Not so, for by this same enchantment is Alador up-builded and sustained, and that is the truth of it. And she looked into his eyes, and her spirit entered into him, and they twain were one spirit. And the dusk began to fall about them, and peace therewith, for they were in their own place beyond time and tide. But in that moment came change upon Ewan, for a sound was in his ears, and the sound was the sound of a horn blown over sea, and in the hearing of it all the blood of his body leapt furiously up to battle.

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Then Ewan looked upon Enya, And in one moment he remembered all her love and her kindness, and pain was mingled with his joy. And his heart was filled with a tumult past bearing, and he groaned aloud and cried, Ah, my beloved, what is this that has come upon us? For here is the land of our desire, and the land of all loveliness and all delectable enchantments, and herein we might have had life enduring. But now I see well that there is no such fortune. For the horn is sounded, and the sound of it has power upon body and blood. And peace is gone from me suddenly, and I can by no means keep me from the fight. For the cause is a right cause, and one that must be ransomed, yea, though all else be given and lost for it.

But Aenya regarded him out of the depth of her eyes, and she said, Grieve not, dear heart, for how shall that which is given be lost? And as for the life which dureth, that is of the spirit and not of the body. For consider them which were great lovers of old time, how that they are all perished, as in the world transitory, yet their souls dwell not in death nor forgetfulness. And when he heard those words, Ewan's heart was made strong again, and his eyes were lightened, and he saw his life as it were a tale that shall be told. And he turned him about suddenly, for he was aware how there came somewhat from the seaward, and that which came was a ship, going slowly under stress of oars. And Ewan perceived that the ship was builded after the fashion of old time, and her sails were furled upon the yards, and she came by her oarage landward, against the wind.

And upon her deck stood many goodly persons, and they were all in silk or else in armour richly be seen. And they bore them gently, and with a joyful courage. Then Ewan was astonished, and he asked of Enya, Who be these? for I know them not, yet their faces are like faces out of childhood. And Enya answered him, You say not amiss, for these are they which are known of all men, howbeit none hath seen them, that is now on live. For yonder by the prow is Helen, fairest of women, and Paris by whom Troy fell. And there is great Achilles, that was loved both of maid and of man, and Prince Troilus, that had double sorrow in loving of Chrysaida, and Duke Jason, that won the fleece Perilus, and Medea, that for his sake forsook her father's house.

And hard by them is Sigurd of the Volsungs, and Brynhild the queen, for whom he rode the wavering fire. Notwithstanding, they came never together, but they were proud lovers until death. And other two queens there are beside Brynhild, and they are Issud and Gwynevere, and with Issud haunteth Sir Tristram, which drank with her the cup of sorrow. And with the Lady Gwynevere is that Sir Lancelot, that was never matched of earthly knight's hand. Then Ewan looked, and he saw all those which were named, and other beside, and his heart was stirred with the sadness and the glory of them. And he asked again of Aenya, Tell me yet more of these lovers and of their renown, for of their loveliness is no need to tell.

And Enya spoke again, and she showed him where there stood a lady with a face like a flame of beauty, shining marvellously. And she said, Behold then, Deirdre, that was born to be a death to many, and a tale of wonder for ever, and with her is Nisha, son of Ushnoch, that loved her greatly. For when he saw her the first time, There and then he gave her the love that he never gave to living thing, to vision or to creature, but to herself alone. Notwithstanding she has a little grave apart, and there also is Nieve, that Kuchelan loved, and with three kisses she sent him to his death. And there is Eileen, daughter of Louis, and Bale of the honey-mouth that died for each other upon false tidings of their death.

And there is Nicolette, the slave-girl, that was by rights the daughter of a king, and had twelve princes to her brothers. And beside her is her lord, that was her lover through all. And Ocasan he was called, and Count of Boker thereafter. And they four, which haunt apart, by two and by two together, they are Layla and Majnun, whose love is the song of Araby and the mirror of the east. And they are Valar and Hadije. That were parted by land and by sea, yet at the last they came together by the secret road of dreams. So Aenya made an end of her telling, and Ewan moved not, but continued looking upon the ship, and upon them that were therein. And his heart rejoiced in those mighty dead, and in the grandeur of the dooms that he had heard told of them.

And the ship came onward, and was driven of the oarsmen upon the beach. And they called to Ewan and Enya that they should come aboard. So they took hands together and went aboard, and they were received joyfully of all those knights and ladies. And the ship was thrust strongly out from off the beach, and so turned seaward. And the sails were hoised upon the masts, and the wind filled them roundly, and all they that were aboard began to sing. And Ewan knew not the song which they sang. But he perceived that it was a song of the rhymer's making, for when he heard it he was mightily comforted, and he felt the springs of life leaping up within him. And the ship drave onward over foam and furrow, and came swiftly upon a coast that was no strange coast, for upon it was the high steep of Palador, and the horn was blown again from the topmost of the city.

And by seeming that sound was well known of the lovers that were in the ship, for when they heard it they smiled, and looked kindly upon one another, as remembering old sorrow long since lightened. And they brought Ewan and Enya to land, and kissed them and bade them be of good courage, and so to meet with them again. For they said how their fellowship was an ever-during fellowship, and might never be broken. Then the ship put off from shore, and went slowly to the westward, and it was no more seen, for it became, as it had been, a wreath of mist upon the water. And Ewan and Enya climbed the steep together, and came into the city, and the dusk was falling round them, and a great star stood over Pallador.

Chapter 53. How Ewan and Enya came to Pallador the last time. And how the snow fell all night long. Then they looked upon that star, and as they looked they marvelled and were dismayed, for a great cloud came up and took the star from them utterly. And with the cloud came a wind, exceeding cold and bitter. And they perceived how that in one hour the year was turned to winter, and the wind got hold upon their bones and shrunk them, and their hearts were sick with silence and foreboding. Then the wind fell again suddenly, and the snow began to come thickly down the air, and it came upon their faces, now driving and now feathering, in manner as the wind was still or gusty. So they bent down their heads, and went through the city at speed, devising whither they should go, and of whom they should seek counsel.

And as they went they met one which passed them by. Yet by seeming he knew them as he passed, And he stayed and turned him about upon the street. And he called to them not, but he made haste and followed after them, and when he was come near, he looked about him warily, and came nearer yet. And Ewan peered at him through the darkness and the snow falling, and he perceived that he was Dennis, that had been friend and fellow to him. And for all the pains and curses that were against him, Ewan misdoubted not of his faith. And as he trusted, so it was, for Dennis took him, and pressed his hand, and he pressed it strongly in token of friendship, but he spoke no word. Then Ewan thought on danger, and remembered him of his enemies.

And he bade Dennis go before, in a manner of one that had no knowledge of any beside himself, and so bring them to some place where they might speak together. And Dennis went quickly before, And brought them into Aenya's own house, that was long time deserted and out of mind of all men. And when they were come there, they entered in full silently, for they spoke no word, and their feet were dumb with snow. And they climbed the stairs groping, and came into the upper chamber that was Aenya's, and made fast the door, and they darkened the window, and kindled a little fire upon the hearth. And the fire took hold and grew, and they had joy of it, For in a fire there will be comfort against misery, as in a thing that hath life and fellowship.

Then they began to speak together, and Ewan asked of Dennis what should be the meaning of the horn which he had heard blowing. And thereat Dennis was astonished, as one that understands not what is asked of him. And at the last he said to Ewan, Whence are you come hither, and by what error deceived? For there has no horn been blown in Palador this year. Then he said again, It is a marvel, for the blowing of the horn is for to-morrow, and it is agreed among us that at the sound of it the eagles shall draw together and make war against them of the tower. Then said Ewan, So be it, and good end thereto. Yet without doubt I heard the horn, and for that sake only did I come hither. And Enya said, I also heard it, and no marvel, for there is a hearing of the spirit, and many times one friend may perceive another's counsel.

And as well far as near, and as well before as after. And to that Denis gave assent, for he had heard the same of certain others, and he told Ewan and Enya of the council of the eagles, for their purpose was to bring in Hubert and all other banished men, and they would have no more such banishing henceforth, but all to live and let live. And they devised to go upon their enemies by two ways, And so come against them unaware. And namely, that one party should take the gate, and the other party the great hall. For that hall was the chief place of the city, where was ever the concourse and the government. And there should be their stronghold, and the blowing of the horn. And at the sound of the horn should come Hubert and his before the gate, and so to break in with force.

And though their emprise was hazardous, Yet they looked to achieve it, seeing that the Prince of Pallador was suddenly departed out of this life without survivors to inherit him, and by likelihood the Great Ones would be in confusion. So all these counsels Denis showed unto Ewan and Enya, and it was long before he made an end of speaking. And when he had made an end, they three sat silent, looking upon the fire. And the logs crumbled upon the hearth, and the fire began to fail. And Ewan rose up and unbarred the window to behold the night. And the snow fell without ceasing, and it lay in a great crust upon the sill. Then Ewan sighed, and shut to the window, for he was aweary of the darkness, and he took wood and kindled the fire again, blowing upon the ashes with his breath.

And they three outwore the night together, speaking of old things and things to come, and watching for the dawn.

Chapter 54. How the horn was given into Ewan's hand, and how he sounded thereon a mort royal. And when it began to lighten towards dawn, then they went forth out of the house, and made to go by the way of the market-place. And the snow had ceased from falling, and it lay upon the ground before them deep and white, for it was as yet untrodden. So they drew their cloaks about their faces, and went quickly to the intent that they should be known of none. And at the first there was no living soul that met with them, but afterward they had sight of three or four which came towards them, and by seeming they were the servants of some great one, accompanying with their master homeward. And Ewan saw the lord of those men coming behind them, and he knew him well, for all that he was enwrapped against the cold.

And they drew near to pass by one another, for there was no avoidance, and the lord gave Ewan greeting, and would have stayed him. But Ewan muttered somewhat, and so passed on, and Aenea and Dennis with him. And in truth this was Sir Raynald, that was ever busy against other, and more especially against the eagles. And when he saw Ewan, though he saw not his face, yet he misdoubted him who he was. And Ewan looked after him as he went, and he saw how he stood staring upon the footprints in the snow. And when he had considered them, he followed them backwardly, that he might find the house from whence they had set forth. Then Ewan turned him to Dennis, and he said, What now, for we must make short work?

And Dennis stayed not, but ran quickly towards the great hall, and Ewan and Enya followed after him. And with a key Dennis opened the door of the hall, and they three entered in. And there was no man within, but upon the wall was a great horn hanging. And Dennis took down the horn from the wall, and gave it into Ewan's hand. But Ewan said, How shall I blow for war that I know but the hunter's notes? For belike, you have another manner for war, or else you are agreed among yourselves. And Dennis answered him, Not so, but the sounding of the horn is enough, and no matter the music, for this is an ancient horn and a magical, and there is none among us that is able to sound it, save Hubert only. But it may be that you also are able, for there was a power upon you from the beginning.

Then Ewan went forth and stood before the door. And looked out over the city, and he saw it as a town of fairy, for it was new and soft with snow. And he set the horn to his mouth, and blew therein with all his strength, and the note that he sounded was a mort royal, for he said within himself, God willing we have hunted an evil thing to death. And the sound of the horn blared out, and went wide upon the air, and it came loudly into all the quarters of the city. And into every street and every house. And there was no man in Pallador that heard it not. And they which heard it were awoke out of sleep, and the most of them groaned and turned them to their sleep again. But upon others came fear and hatred, and they got them quickly to their armour.

And the eagles also heard it and were glad. And they did on their swords which they kept in hiding, and issued forth to go upon their enemies. But Ewan stood upon the head of the steps that were before the hall, and he looked out over the city, and saw no man stirring, nor he heard no sound of feet. And fear came upon him, and loneliness, and he thought upon Enya, and said to her, O my beloved, I have brought you to your death. And she answered him proudly, Nay, not yet, for you have sounded but once, and there are many faithful. Then Ewan took the horn, and blew it the second time, and all they which were his began to run towards the place where he was. And they ran quickly, as men that thought not on danger, for joy that the time was come.

And Ewan saw them, how they came running, and his heart was uplifted with their joy and their fellowship, and his blood within him became like wine. And he set the horn to his mouth, and blew it yet a third time, louder than before, and the sound of it smote the walls of Palador, and the gates and the towers and the houses great and little. And all the whole city rang therewith, and the air trembled, and the sky was filled with echoes. Then the desire of battle came upon the eagles, and they ran together to Ewan, and thronged upon the steps before him. And they lifted up their swords, and shouted as it were one man, and the noise of their shouting went up mightily, and was mingled with the echoes of the horn.

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How the Eagles fared in fighting, and how Sir Raynald would have dealt with Ewan. Then, when the sound of the horn had ceased, Ewan held up his hand, and stayed the noise of the shouting. And he spoke, and said to the eagles, how they should go with him to take the gate of the city, and so to bring Hubert in. And they all assented thereto, and made them ready. But Ewan turned him about, and looked upon Enya, and a sharp pain went through his heart. And he said to her, I am distressed, O my beloved, because of you. For to-day by the space of an hour we must be parted one from other, and I know not how to leave you. For I fear the great ones of Pallador. And Aenea answered him lightly, and she said, Go now, and have no fear, for there is a chapel beside this hall, and it is long time forsaken and forgotten, and there shall I be in sanctuary until you come again.

Then Ewan looked sadly at her, and she said to him, And if so be that you come not again, then in some other place shall you and I be met together. And she took him by the hand, and led him in, and he went throughout the hall, and found the chapel as she had said. And they came by a bailey from the hall into the chapel, and there they kissed and parted in the best manner that might be, as of lovers parting in dread.

Then Ewan came forth again to the eagles, and he took a sword naked in his hand, and went before them. And they came swiftly to the gate, and looked to find it open, for they were agreed with the porter and with the guard. But they found it right otherwise, for the porter lay there slain upon the snow, and before the gate-house was no guard but a great company of spears. And Ewan perceived the malice of his enemy, and he cried out to Dennis, This is that Sir Raynald, and he has outrun us by his craft, for I saw him running counter upon our trail. And right as he was speaking, there came a noise from without the gate, and Ewan and his shouted together, and called on Hubert by his name. And they which were without heard them shouting, and they cried the war-cry of the eagles, and battered with axes upon the gate.

And Ewan called his company to rescue, and he went before them, and they set on fiercely upon the spears. And the men of the eagles and the men of the tower hewed and thrust on this side and on that, and were mingled furiously in battle. And for the space of half an hour they had no mastery either of other, but they swung back and forward like two wrestlers, seeking their advantage in great grips together. Then at the last their breath began to fail them, and they drew a little apart and stood looking one upon another. And they of the tower perceived how the eagles were minished, for they were fewer from the beginning, and though they had slain each his man, yet were many of them dead upon the spears.

And when the spearmen saw that, they called each to other to go forward and make an end. And they came thrusting heavily upon Ewan and his, and by their weight they drove them backward, and more especially they thrust upon them by the right hand and by the left. That they might close them in on every side, but they prevailed not, for the street was narrow. Notwithstanding they continued thrusting, and Ewan perceived their intent and feared it, for he saw how it should be when they were coming to the market-place. And he gathered his strength together, and shouted loudly to the eagles, and they strove as men desperate, and lopped their enemies both spear and spearmen, and so stayed them from their thrusting.

Then when Ewan saw that they were stayed, he commanded the eagles to be gone suddenly, and they ran back and escaped over the market-place, and came to the great hall, and were gathered together upon the steps before the door.

And Ewan looked down from the steps, and saw his enemies before him, and they were strong men, armed and armoured, and they came running to the foot of the steps like the sea-tide upon the beach. And he looked back upon his own men, and saw them few and faint, and it came to his mind that the end was not far off from them. Then the spearmen made them ready again for battle, for they were strictly commanded that they should assault the place and stint not till they had taken it. So they came upon the steps with spears, all thick together, as it had been thorns in a quickset hedge. And they began to push the eagles upward from step to step, and Ewan saw their dealing, and he perceived the vantage which they had thereby, and the danger, for they were clumped so close that they could not move, except it were to go forward altogether.

Then he ran and stooped quickly, and he loosened a great stone of the flags which were before the hall, and he came forward again upon the steps, and cast it down upon the spearmen. And it fell like death among them, and they cried out piteously, and went backward, and in their fear they trampled one upon another. And Ewan and his made haste, and took up other like stones, for there was there no lack, and they stood ready to hurtle them down after the same manner. But the spearmen gave ground, and would not abide their coming, and some among them clamoured that they should send for archers to shoot safely upon the eagles. And when the eagles heard them clamouring, they bade them good speed, for they knew how the archers were a free company, and favoured not the tower.

So the battle stood still on this side and on that, until that some new thing should fortune. Then with watching the day began to pass over, and the great bell of Pallador rang noon above them. And in the same moment there was a stir among the spearmen, and the throng of them was parted in the midst. And one came forth, and began to go upon the steps. And Ewan was astonished, for he which came was Sir Raynald, and he came courteously and without fear. And he gave Ewan greeting, and looked cheerily therewith, and he demanded to speak with him privily, and truce to be had between them, while they continued one with the other. So they went into the great hall, they two alone, and the door was shut too behind them.

And Sir Raynald began to speak with Ewan, as one that found no fault in him, but he blamed only the archbishop and his, and he named their curses witless and unlawful. And Ewan answered him, All this I have forgotten, for I only am accursed, but to-day our fighting is against a more evil custom, and there is nothing shall stay us except death only. Then Sir Raynald looked kindly upon him, and said, A pity of your fighting and of your friends, for there are few of them which are not slain or hurt, and the pity is this, that if you would, the weak should be the stronger. Now when he had said these words, he looked fixedly upon Ewan, and he took his hand and set a great ring upon his finger. And Ewan saw the stone of the ring, and in it were the arms of Pallador engraven.

And Sir Raynald said, The prince hath left none to inherit him, save you only, for there is none other that hath power in Palladour. Then Ewan's heart fluttered like a bird in his bosom, and for a moment he thought to have escaped the death. Then his eyes were lightened, and he remembered him of the prince, how he had seen him in his chains. And he said to Sir Raynald, Take the ring again, for your princes have no power against your customs. Else had they never been so bound. Then Sir Raynald took the ring and went out, and he spoke no word, nor he let no sign be seen upon his face.

Chapter 56. How Ewan beheld a dead man laid on beer. Now when Sir Raynald was departed, the men of the tower made no more show of fighting, but they drew off a little space, and set a watch upon the eagles. And they fetched wood, and kindled them a fire, for the day began to darken, and the snow was cold about their feet. And the eagles kept their guard upon the steps, for they durst not move therefrom. But their hope was that Hubert and his should presently break in and rescue them. And the dusk fell, and Ewan looked forth over the market-place, and he saw a child which walked alone, and made to come from the one side to the other openly. And by his going, Ewan knew him without doubt, and he was the boy by whom he had gone forth on pilgrimage.

And he saw how the boy passed through the midst of the spearmen, and they perceived him not. And though he trod downright upon the snow, yet he left behind him no footprint, nor any mark of his going. And as he had passed through the spearmen, so also he passed among the eagles. And he came to Ewan, and took him by the hand. And he led him through the hall and through the bailey, and brought him to the chapel. Now the chapel was dim with twilight, and Ewan entered within it and stood still, for he looked to see Enya, and at the first he saw her not. But the child that was with him drew him by the hand, and he went farther and came before the altar. And there upon the north side of the choir was a tomb beneath a canopy of carven stone.

And the tomb was by seeming empty, for there was upon it no effigy, nor arms, nor words memorial. But beside it was Aenya in sanctuary, and she was fallen asleep upon the floor of the chapel. And Yvonne regarded her lovingly, and he had great comfort of her beauty, seeing how she lay as one at rest, and upon her face was no care but only the softness of sleep. Then the child left holding of Yvonne's hand, And he went apart and kneeled upon the step which was before the altar. And there he folded his hands together, and bowed his head. And when Ewan saw him so kneeling, then upon him also fell peace and quietness of heart, and he bowed his head after the like manner. And when he lifted it up, he saw the child no more.

Then he heard above him the sound of a bell that was tolling stroke by stroke. And the door of the chapel was opened behind him, and the sound of the bell came in clearly, and with it came a wind as cold as death. And Ewan turned and saw how there entered in six men in white clothes and black, with hoods about their faces. And they bore upon their shoulders a bier, and that which lay thereon was covered with a pall. And the three which were on one side were all in black, and the three which were on the other side were all in white. And they set down the bier before the altar, and kneeled beside it. And there came in after them a great company of knights, and they were all armed and visored, and their surcoats above their armour were of black or else of white.

And with that company the chapel was fulfilled from end to end and from side to side, and in every knight's hand was a candle burning, And the flame of the candles was clear and bright, and wavered not for any wind. Then one stood forth between the altar and the bier, and prayed aloud. And the words which he prayed were old words, yet was their sound stranger than an unknown tongue. And thereafter he began to sing a solemn chant, and all the company of knights made their response. And the sound of their chanting went over Ewan. As it were the deep sea closing up his eyes. And he strove with all his force whether to move from that place, or to cry out, for he was in an agony, but neither his body moved nor his tongue gave utterance.

Then he that said the office made a sign of blessing, and the knights fell down upon their knees. And afterwards they rose up all together, and chanted again right joyfully. And they went forth singing, and the sound of their voices came back out of the night. And they left there the bier before the altar, and at the head of it were seven candles burning. Then Ewan was loosed from his bondage, and his spirit returned to his body, and he wept silently because his agony was past. And he longed to find the meaning of that which he had seen, for in his life-days he had seen many visions, and dreamed many dreams, but none like to this, neither for dread nor for deliverance. And as he thought thereon he cast his eyes upon the bier, and when he beheld it he knew that the vision was not yet ended, seeing that this also was part of it.

Then he went forward, for his feet drew him. Yet he trembled also, and his heart was shaken, and he had great need of hardihood. And he came trembling, and stood beside the bier, and looked down upon the pall, and under it was the semblance of one lying alone. And Ewan put forth his hand, and took hold on the edge of the pall. And he drew back the pall upon the bier, and looked on, and saw the face of him which lay thereon. And when he beheld it, In that same instant there came into his mind remembrance of all deeds that ever he had done. And he saw them afar off, and some of them were as lights which flare up and fade again, and other of them were as fires which smoulder and will not be put out.

And in like manner he remembered all men and all women whomsoever he had known, and he saw them afar off, and had pleasure in them all. For he saw them not as doers of good and of evil, but as pilgrims only, and every one walking by the light that was in him. Then he stretched out his hand, and took the pall again to cover the face of the dead, and when he had covered it, he stood a long time questioning, for the face which he had seen was his own face, and it was secret as silence is secret.

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Of a battle by fire, and how Ewan and Enya were no more seen in Palador. Then Ewan heard a voice which called him by his name, and it was the voice of Enya, and she came to him and stood beside him. And he said to her, Come not nigh the beer, for there is one thereon which hath a secret in his face. And she said, I also have seen that face, for I saw it in a dream. And for the secret, be not troubled overmuch, for the end is coming when all things shall be made plain. Then said Ewan, O beloved, I doubt not, but when I looked upon the dead I trembled, and I tremble yet, for the face will not be gone from me. Then Enya came near to him, and stood before him, and she laid her hands upon his forehead, and closed up his eyes.

And immediately his care went from him, and he was covered round as with soft wings of peace. And afterwards Enya drew down her hands from off his face, and he looked before him, and the bier was vanished, and that which lay upon it, and the place was void. Howbeit the seven candles were not vanished, But they stood burning in seven great candlesticks, and the flames of them were like seven spearheads of gold. So they two stood hand in hand and looked upon the light, and in the same instant there came a noise of shouting from before the hall, and they ran hastily and came forth upon the steps, and there beneath them was the whole place filled with torches and with spears, and they heard their enemies shouting fiercely against them, And they heard also the sound of bow-strings, and the arrows came thick about them, and upon every arrow was a pennon of quick flame, and they came through the night like fiery serpents flying, and some of the arrows entered into the great hall, and lit upon the beams and upon the carven wood, and the flame licked upon the wood, and there was no force to stay it.

And Ywain saw well that the end was come, for there was no rescue. And the fire began to roar among the timbers of the roof. And in his heart was no more care, but he rejoiced with a new joy, such as he had not known in all his days. And he came forth before his people, and in his right hand he took his sword, and in his left hand he took the hand of his beloved. And he looked down upon the faces of his enemies, and he laughed aloud and cried to them, Come near, and take what is left of the night, for to-morrow is ours, and all that is to come. Then the arrows flew more thickly, and the torches came onward with the spears, and the place was filled with flame and death. And Ewan and Enya went swiftly down, and all their people with them, and the battles swayed about them heavily, and they were no more seen.

Chapter 58 Of a tomb that was found in Pallador, and of diverse sayings that were heard concerning it. In the same hour came a noise of shouting from the west, and Hubert and his broke in upon the battle, and they struck upon the spearmen as the wood-knife strikes upon the aislings, so that there was neither resistance nor recovery, but all laid to length upon the ground. And when they had made an end of their enemies, Then they sought busily to find their fellows, if there might be any with the life yet in them. And they found of them one here, and another there, for they were buried beneath the slain. But Ewan and Enya they found not, neither sign of them, neither report.

And when it was morning light, then they made search again, and they came into the chapel wherein Enya had been in sanctuary. And there also they sought, And when they came before the altar, and saw the tomb that was thereby, then they found that which they sought not. For upon the tomb were two lying in semblance of a man and a woman, but they were fashioned of black bronze, after the manner of the tombs of kings. And the faces of them were the faces of Ewan and Enya, and they lay there, as they had been sleeping. And they which saw them marvelled, and one said, They are here sleeping, and belike they will come again from their sleep. And another said, Nay, how shall this be? For they were but man and woman, like unto ourselves.

But Hubert rebuked them both, for he said, They are not here but otherwhere, and their sleep is but a semblance. And doubtless the pilgrim hath achieved his pilgrimage, for he learned of his lady, and she came and went of her own magic, and had from her birth the rhymer's heritage.

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